Gu Chunuan's words seemed to be an answer, but also seemed not to be an answer.
Xiao Yuxuan didn't get a definite answer from her either.
He fiddled with the bonfire in front of him in despair, listening to the crackling sound of the bonfire.
Suddenly, his cold body was hugged, and the woman's faint herbal fragrance lingered on the tip of his nose.
Xiao Yuxuan wanted to push him away conditionally. During the day, the scene of Gu Chunuan desperately protecting him in her arms, regardless of life and death, and using her own body to block those wind blades for him emerged again.
Xiao Yuxuan finally relented and let her hold him.
Listen to her low murmur.
"If there really is such a day, I will definitely accompany my brother well, because when his whole family is wiped out, it must be the most vulnerable and painful day for my brother. He will hope that someone will always accompany him and stand by his side. As for that
It’s okay not to be a so-called brother. He can hurt the most important brother around me, but he treats me sincerely.”
"What if he was forced to slaughter more than 300 of your brothers' entire family..."
"As long as he doesn't want to, there are always thousands of ways. How can he be forced or not forced? With more than 300 lives, how can it be done with just being forced? According to my temperament, I will take him
Go before your brothers and let them handle you. Killing someone... always requires your life."
"clatter……"
Xiao Yuxuan, who had always been strong, could no longer bear it, and a tear slipped quietly down his face.
He smiled bitterly.
"It would be great if she could have half the thoughts you have." Even if she just stands by his side...even if she just stays with him...
pity……
The person he cared about the most ended up hurting him the most.
Gu Chunuan hugged him tightly.
Under the night, a man and a woman cuddled tightly together, like a pair of golden boys and girls.
Xiao Yuxuan buried her head in Gu Chunuan's arms and sobbed softly.
He cried very suppressedly, biting his lips to prevent himself from crying.
It was just that his shoulders were shaking, shaking very violently. Gu Chunuan kept patting his back and comforted him, "If you want to cry, just cry. I will lend you my shoulder to lean on."
The person in his arms gradually let out a choking sound.
This was the first time Xiao Yuxuan cried uncontrollably since breaking up with Gu Chunuan.
This cry also made him cry out all the pain he had suffered for three years.
For three years, he spent time in the intertwining of love and hate, and every day he lived was worse than death.
He wanted to kill Gu Chunuan himself.
I also want to resurrect her and see her alive and well.
No one can understand the pain and torture of ice and fire.
Even he himself doesn't understand.
He didn't know whether he wanted to kill her or resurrect her during the three years he had been going around in circles, trying everything he could to find a way to resurrect her.
The more he suppressed his cries.
Gu Chunuan felt more and more sorry for him.
Although Xiao Yuxuan wanted to kill her, it made her feel chilled for a moment.
But she knew that this man looked strong and dandy on the outside, but he was actually very fragile.
More than 300 people in the family were massacred.
The person he cares about most is not on his side, but on someone else's side. It is indeed... uncomfortable enough.
I don't know how long it took before Xiao Yuxuan raised his head and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"Sorry, I made you laugh."
"It doesn't matter. As long as you want to lean on me, my shoulders will always be there. They only belong to you."
Xiao Yuxuan trembled and looked at her intently.
Gu Chunuan said, "What's wrong? Is there something on my face? It was still disfigured by the wind blade."
"Nothing, thank you. Remember your words, there will always be a place for me on your shoulders."
"certainly."
The two of them smiled together, and with this smile, their feelings for each other became stronger.
This is a kind of familiarity and trust that is integrated into the bone marrow.