Chapter 217 Prison Chapter (End) 106: For Saint Longyan
A mysterious justice organization suddenly appeared in the world. They have no code name and do not know the names of their members. Everyone and all countries only know that they are an organization advocating peace.
It is precisely in order to allow everyone in the world to live a peaceful life and no longer have to endure the baptism of war that it circulates among the warring countries, always ready to take away the heads of these heads of state.
Some countries advocate that this is a terrorist organization. It is the largest and most vicious terrorist organization in the world and has affected the most countries. It should be completely eliminated.
But every time at this time, those who have been eroded by the war will appear and express their gratitude to the mysterious organization.
This kind of gratitude video spreads wildly on the Internet, and no matter how blocked or removed, there is an endless stream of videos.
They cried out about the suffering of war and sang about the greatness of peace.
"The criminal who killed the leader in your eyes is our hero!"
Later, I don’t know since when, hero became the code name of the organization.
This organization is extremely cautious. In three years, it only arrested one person, and that person was Li Feng.
Li Feng was put before the live broadcast, and as long as he admitted the sins of their organization in front of the whole world, he would be released.
At that time, Li Feng only said one sentence, "Dedicate glory and peace to the princess!"
The next moment, blood exploded from his heart, indicating his death.
This death shocked the world and aroused the grief and anger in the hearts of the people.
The live broadcast ended in a hurry.
That day, Shen Yue watched the live broadcast and said nothing.
However, since then, the leader of the hero organization has been called a princess.
Four years later, the war subsided and the world began to regain its vitality.
Shen Yue dismissed everyone who was following her. Only No. 14 stubbornly followed her and could not be driven away no matter how hard she tried. Shen Yue had no choice but to start traveling around the world with No. 14.
She wanted to see all the scenery in the world before making a decision.
Three years later, Shen Yue returned to the Land of Broken Wings, the place where her life truly began.
At this time, the Broken Wings Land is no longer what it was at the beginning. The dark walls are covered with many weeds due to neglect, but the electronic door lock still seems to be effective.
Shen Yue started to enter the password. After the password lock was unlocked, she suddenly said to No. 14 behind her, "Su Yun'an, let's go."
"You're saying such things again." Su Yun'an didn't take it seriously. Shen Yue would say such things every now and then in the past few years. Generally, as long as he refused, Shen Yue would settle down for a while.
However, Shen Yue's determination seems to be different this time.
"Su Yunan, I know why you followed me. You once wanted to kill my sister Shen Hui. After you woke up, you felt so guilty that you voluntarily agreed to come to this prison.
You thought you were voluntary, you thought you were atone for your guilt, but in fact, it was just your sister who used drugs to control you.
All your loyalty and guilt towards me, all your self-relief are false and are illusions produced under the influence of drugs.
You should have realized by now that my trust in you is only because you are my sister's favorite."
Su Yun'an stayed where he was, not even knowing what expression to make on his face.
However, Shen Yue didn't wait for his answer any longer, and stepped out of the gate into the land of broken wings.
In desperation, Su Yun'an took Shen Yue's hand. This time, unlike before, his hand tightly restrained Shen Yue, making it impossible for Shen Yue to break free.
"What do you mean?"
Shen Yue said calmly, "Your unwillingness to leave me now is just a psychological dependence under the long-term effects of drugs. As long as you leave me for a while, you will be able to return to normal."
"What if I don't want to?"
Shen Yue looked back at Su Yun'an, still cold, "You are Su Yun'an, not No. 14. Have you been a dog for so long that you have forgotten how to be a human?"
Su Yun'an's hands suddenly tightened, and his voice trembled slightly, "Is this how you... look at me?"
"Yes, you have to understand that your current feelings are all fake..."
"How could it be false!" Su Yun'an interrupted Shen Yue for the first time, "Yes, I did follow you at first just to atone for my sins from Shen Hui. But over the years, whose side have I been standing by? I know exactly who I am risking my life for, and I am willing to do so! Do you want to say that these feelings are also fake?!"
"Yes." Shen Yue said decisively, "You were just deceived by yourself. Stop following me."
Su Yun'an refused to let go, grabbed Shen Yue's wrist tightly, and begged in a low voice, "Don't go."
Shen Yue paused for a moment, but returned to normal in just a moment, "Don't act like a baby."
Su Yun'an refused to listen and said stubbornly, "Don't leave, okay."
Shen Yue sighed, thinking of her plan, feeling a little helpless, "How about this, this year you go find your true meaning. If you are still willing to follow me after one year, then come here to find me."
After hearing this, Su Yun'an finally reluctantly agreed and let go of his hand.
The moment he let go of his hand, Su Yun'an always felt that he had lost something very important, but he didn't know what it was. He could only listen to Shen Yue's words and look for the elusive meaning like before.
And Shen Yue walked into the Land of Broken Wings, closed the door, and never looked back.
She walked to where Building No. 5 was. It seemed that it had been burned and the original appearance was no longer visible. Shen Yue did not go upstairs, but just sat down in front of Building No. 5.
"Si Chengyou, I told you before that I didn't regret it, but I do now."
"I already know what kind of scenery my sister wants me to see. To her, that scenery may have been stunning to me. But now, I seem to be able to understand your mood a little bit."
"I still don't know what you think, if you want me to be your successor..." Shen Yue paused, then softened her voice and continued, "How could... he died suddenly. "
"Do you know why you can't defeat your sister? Because she can commit suicide at any time without hesitation and send her memories back to the past to make corrections. She is a person who is cruel to others and even more cruel to herself. If you want to kill her, don't tell her 26 times, even a thousand times, it is impossible to succeed."
"But I know what to do."
"The more I look at the beautiful scenery in front of me alone, the more I miss the past. I feel that I was wrong. I should have looked back at you that day. Maybe you wouldn't give up on yourself so early."
Shen Yue knows how to go back to the past, and also knows the secret of going back to the past. Just like Si Chengyou said, a person's brain can hold only a limited number of things, and it is impossible for a person to transmit memories to the past infinite times.
But this is only if all memories are transferred, like Si Chengyou did.
If it's Shen Hui's kind, only a part of the memory is directed and transferred each time, and it can be used nearly infinite times.
Shen Hui taught Shen Yue how to transfer a part of memory in a targeted manner, which is to use autosuggestion, where the subconscious mind binds the current memory and only transfers to the past self the part of the memory it needs.
Combining Si Chengyou's words, Shen Yue also explored another possibility.
She gently closed her eyes and began to give herself psychological hints.
Taking Si Chengyou's experience as a reference, the age at which her memories return is most likely to be 10-12 years old. If she rashly accepts all memories during this period, not only will she not be able to act normally, she may even go crazy.
For myself in this period, I only need a truth about the result. Taking the result as the premise, my past self will definitely give up something that does not belong to me.
When you are vulnerable and scared, to avoid doing the wrong thing, sleep.
When it comes to Shen Yichen's way of getting along, Si Chengyou is used as a reference, Shen Shuangyi is based on L.A, Shen Shuangchen is based on Li Feng, Shen Jize is based on Martha's treatment of him, and Shen Wu is based on Tang Yu.
The only thing left is to wait until the past self is mentally strong enough to withstand everything, or when Shen Hui appears, and then unlock all the memories and remember all the hints and plans he has given himself.
Shen Yue took out a gun from his bag, pointed it at his heart, and chuckled, "Si Chengyou, you won."