Shen Yue thought of everything, she also thought of the plan, and even more of what role she should play in this plan.
When she was in the ward, she had just woken up, and the subconscious in her memory still had the upper hand. She was in a state that was more rational, so that when she knew that she had been plotted by herself, she only had this ordinary emotion in her heart.
But now, she and Shen Wu were riding down in the elevator together. The feeling of weightlessness and her reflection in the elevator door in front of her were telling her the reality of where she was and who she was.
She is Shen Yue, who is just 15 years old this year. She is a junior high school student who is about to take the junior high school entrance examination.
She originally had only one goal, to eat, sleep and get admitted to the high school closest to home, but now she was told that she was going to save the world?
Isn't this too ridiculous?
Intellectually speaking, she would rather believe that Sailor Moon can run out of the screen and save the world than she is a junior high school student, but her sensibility and her heart are telling her that everything is true.
Otherwise, why would she be so painful when thinking of those people?
The pain of the memory was mixed with the pain she felt now, making it impossible for her to tell which one was the real her.
Just like just now, when she first brought Shen Wu out, she just didn't want him to continue to feel uncomfortable there, but in the end, she unconsciously let Shen Wu get involved in the scheme...
If everything is a calculation, then are the emotions she has felt so far all fake?
At this moment, instead of getting along with Shen Hui according to plan, Shen Yue faced a problem that needed to be solved first.
Who is she at this moment, and what are her feelings?
"Shen Yue, what's wrong with you?" Shen Wu saw Shen Yue looking at the opened elevator door without any movement, and he awkwardly asked with concern.
Shen Yue was brought back to her senses by this sound, and she subconsciously hid her eyes and said softly, "It's okay, let's go find big brother."
Shen Yue knew what kind of situation she was in now. After receiving a lot of memories, she was no longer the carefree Shen Yue who couldn't understand herself.
On the contrary, she knows herself too well now, so she knows that the only one who can help her now is Shen Yichen.
To find big brother.
Shen Yichen and Shen Hui were guarding the door of the ICU at this time. The two of them were sitting on stools, chatting.
After the conflict on the first day, the relationship between the two seems to have eased a bit.
"The doctor said the emergency measures were taken very promptly. Was it you who did it?"
Shen Hui's expression was very arrogant, with undisguised arrogance on his face, "I'm right. Brother, how are you going to thank me and how about driving out another dove occupying the magpie's nest?"
Facing Shen Yue's malice in Shen Hui's words, Shen Yichen seemed to have gotten used to it. He refused directly, "No way, you will all be children of the Shen family in the future, and I will protect you. I know where you lived. It's painful, but Shen Yue used to..."
"Don't say this, I didn't come back just to compete with this fake guy. Is the laboratory I want ready?"
Shen Yichen rubbed his eyebrows. This new sister gave him a headache that was almost as bad as that of Shen Wu.
But when he thought about the real sister's life so far described in those few words, Shen Yichen felt that Shen Huineng's current character was already very good.
He sighed and said to Shen Hui, "Get along well with Shen Yue, and I will prepare your laboratory."
Shen Hui agreed quickly this time, "Don't worry, I will never disturb your love for each other since the laboratory was given to me."
As soon as he finished speaking, Shen Yue and Shen Wu walked up from a short distance away. Shen Hui closed her eyes and pretended not to see them.
Shen Yichen thought for a while and ignored Shen Hui, but walked directly towards Shen Yue.
Shen Hui looked at Shen Yichen's leaving figure with half-squinted eyes, a mocking smile on her lips.
After all, not everyone is like this.
It doesn't matter, anyway, she returned to the Shen family just to use the Shen family's resources to continue the next research. If the Shen family knew that they were spending money to die, their expressions would definitely be wonderful.
Shen Yichen walked up to Shen Yue with undisguised worry on his face. Different from Shen Shuangyi's concerned scolding from above, the first thing Shen Yichen noticed was Shen Yue's uneasiness.
But this kind of uneasiness is very strange, like uneasiness, but also like something else.
Shen Yichen couldn't tell clearly, he only knew that Shen Yue was definitely not normal now.
Especially when he saw Shen Yue holding Shen Wu's hand, he became even more sure of this.
Shen Yue must have been under extreme mental pressure to do such an outrageous act of relying on Shen Wu.
I don't know why, even though Shen Yichen didn't say anything, Shen Wu still felt that someone was slandering him, so he glanced at Shen Yichen.
Shen Yichen felt guilty, but he pretended to be calm.
Just when he was about to stop pretending, he heard Shen Yue say to him, "Brother, I found that I am a very scary person."
Shen Yichen immediately smelled something unusual from Shen Yue's words. He looked at Shen Yue and said softly, "Why do you say that? If it's because of Shen Hui's matter, it's not your fault. You don’t have to bear any burden.”
Shen Yue did not answer this question, but continued to ask, "Brother, if the original intention of a relationship is to start with use and calculation, is such a relationship real?"
Shen Yichen was stunned by Shen Yue's question. Based on his understanding of Shen Yue, it was absolutely impossible for Shen Yue to ask such a profound question, so there was only one answer left.
As expected, Shen Yue began to doubt herself because of Shen Hui's appearance!
In fact, Shen Yichen had thought about this kind of thing when he was going through puberty at the age of 10. He was relatively experienced. Therefore, when faced with Shen Yue's "youthful" question, he knew exactly how to answer it.
Don't ask why Shen Yue's puberty is 15 years old and his is 10 years old. Asking questions is the privilege of the eldest brother.
"Shen Yue, your question is very confusing. How should we define a relationship that starts with utilization? Strictly speaking, the beginning of all relationships is impure, and the pursuit of all relationships is to fill the shortcomings in one's heart. , just like me, taking care of my brothers and sisters, taking care of you, can make me feel the meaning of existence. This is the reason why I pay to you. I am also using you to fill myself.
But even so, can you say that my dedication to you is fake? Can you say that the care and love you feel are fake? Can you say that the time we spend together is fake?
Shen Yue, although I don't know what you are thinking, but don't pursue the truth too much, you are Shen Yue, you just need to be Shen Yue, just like before."
"Leave the rest to my brother. Don't you have five brothers?"
Shen Wu rarely realized what was going on and helped him, "You called me Fifth Brother today, but you still ask such a stupid question."
Shen Yue opened her mouth, instinct letting her know what words could best control the two people in front of her at this time, but her vision gradually blurred by tears also swallowed up the instinct that had been engraved in her bones.
At this moment, just like Shen Yichen said, she is just Shen Yue.
Just like before.
So, Shen Yue wiped a bunch of tears and snot on Shen Yichen's expensive suit.