[Xiao Yue, from the moment I escaped from that place, I was destined to die. 】
【Are you willing to die with me? Haha, I'm very happy. Then come to me after you appreciate my masterpiece.】
[I allow you to regret. But Shen Yue, if one day you regret it and go back to the past, never come to me, let alone try to change me, otherwise I will definitely kill you without hesitation. Remember Yet.】
[Did you know that a different choice can bring about a completely different ending. If you are not like me, if I no longer feel sorry for you, then the me in your memory will no longer be the me in reality. 】
[Don’t understand? It doesn’t matter if you don’t understand. As long as you know that memory is not the soul, that’s enough. 】
【Never confuse memory with reality.】
Shen Yue didn't know why, but she suddenly remembered what Shen Hui said to her in her memory.
In fact, Shen Yue has been thinking about who she is since she woke up this time.
Is it the Shen Yue who knows everything in the memory, or is it the Shen Yue who finally realized what family love is?
Is it Shen Yue who has no communication with her brother, or Shen Yue who has established a relationship with her brother.
Is it the Shen Yue who relied on calculation to get where he is now, or is it the Shen Yue who surrendered his true heart and gained it?
She was confused.
There are two memories in her mind, and sometimes she can't even tell which one is reality.
At the same time, the two memories are separated.
She remembered everything in prison, but it was like watching a movie. Although she knew the development of the incident and the causes and consequences, she had no real feeling. To her, it was like what another person had experienced.
Shen Yue understood why nothing changed when Si Chengyou transferred his memories back to the past for the first time.
Because memory transfer is not soul transfer, the first problem people have to face is self.
Should I stick to my true self in reality, or should I accept memories and become another "me"?
Shen Yue was willing at first, perhaps because her energy was strong enough when she died. The moment she woke up, she even completely abandoned herself in this life and only merged with the "me" in her memory.
However, Shen Yichen pulled her out.
The eldest brother said that everything they experienced during their relationship was not fake.
Yes, she knew that her former brothers were not good to her... No, it shouldn't be said that they were not bad. After all, she was already desperate enough, so how could she save another equally desperate person.
So Shen Yue actually doesn't blame them.
Si Chengyou often said for a while that the culture of the Xia Kingdom emphasized Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism. Confucianism talked about pursuing happiness, Buddhism talked about reaping what you sow, and Taoism pursued the balance of yin and yang. Tao followed nature, followed rules, and paid attention to laws.
Everything can be done, and everything can be done.
The brothers in his memory were strangers to him, so the fourth brother and the fifth brother finally died in prison. He had no feeling at all and would not help.
But to be fair, if it were her and her fourth and fifth brothers now, would she save them?
The answer is of course yes.
The ending has actually changed, so there is no need to be too obsessed with the previous ending, but look to the future.
…
When Shen Hui walked to the door of Shen Yue's room, what she saw was the light hidden in the darkness.
The surroundings were dark, only Shen Yue's room was still lit, and the door was open, as if she was waiting for someone.
Shen Hui looked at Shen Yue standing by the window and suddenly said, "You know I will come to you?"
After the Shen brothers had dinner together, the eldest brother stayed at the hospital while the others returned home. It was early in the morning and everyone was asleep.
Shen Yue looked over. It was early in the morning and the surroundings were very quiet. Because of this, Shen Hui's voice could be heard extremely clearly.
Shen Yue said softly, "Close the door, don't disturb other people."
Shen Hui paused, hesitated for a while and then closed the door.
Shen Yue had already brought out a stool for Shen Hui and motioned for her to sit there.
It's strange. There is nothing unusual about Shen Yue's movements, but at this moment Shen Hui inexplicably wants to do what Shen Yue wants. She feels that Shen Yue makes her feel very comfortable.
Whether it's expressions, movements, or smells, they all make people feel comfortable.
Shen Hui sat on the stool and finally understood something. She looked at Shen Yue and said, "Is this how you control the five brothers of the Shen family?"
Shen Yue shook her head, "It's not about control, it's just about complying with people's hearts."
Shen Hui was noncommittal, lay back, and began to take the initiative, "My parents don't seem to be very good to you... No, they are not very good to all their children. But even so, It would be really miserable if I kicked you out as soon as I came back. You are like an unwelcome bug in this house now. If I were you, I would definitely not stay here with such an attitude."
"Then can you take me in?" Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's provocation, changed her voice, and took control back into her own hands.
Shen Hui was stunned by Shen Yue's question. She provoked Shen Yue just like that. Wasn't this person angry?
"I just called you an unpopular bug."
Shen Yue nodded, "I heard it. It's not good for you to be so mean. As your sister, I will help you correct this bad habit in the future."
This was the first time Shen Hui met someone like Shen Yue. She felt that Shen Yue was the same kind as her, but not completely the same kind.
"Aren't you curious about your parents?" Shen Hui noticed that she seemed to be being led by Shen Yue, and brought up another topic to interrupt Shen Yue's rhythm.
She kept observing Shen Yue's expression, trying to see something from it, but she failed.
Shen Yue was as calm as if she didn't care about her parents at all.
Shen Hui saw Shen Yue looking at her with gentle, watery eyes, and said softly, "As long as I look at you, I know without asking that you are not doing well over there."
Hearing this word, Shen Hui suddenly became quiet.
Shen Yue didn't speak again.
A thread was entangled between the two of them. They clearly didn't say anything, but they seemed to have said everything.
I don't know how long it took before Shen Huicai said, "Do you know that you were abandoned by your biological parents?"
Shen Yue nodded, "I know, I peeked at Big Brother's information."
In fact, Shen Yue saw the truth about the real and fake daughter in her own memory.
"From the current point of view, I am an existence abandoned by both parties, and you are an existence chosen by both parties. However, who can be sure that the chosen person will definitely be happier."
Listening to Shen Yue's words, Shen Hui felt a little aggrieved inexplicably in her heart, but it only took a moment for her to wake up.
Shen Yue's ability to disarm people without leaving any trace should not be underestimated.
She looked at Shen Yue and re-examined it.
"You are very different now from the first time I met you." Shen Hui's eyes suddenly became dangerous, "When we first met, I could guess what you were thinking, but now, I can't see Through you."
Shen Yue saw the danger in Shen Hui's eyes, and the words "I will kill you" suddenly rang in her mind, but inexplicably, she didn't feel afraid at this time, and even subconsciously knew what she should do.
Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's words and got up from the bed, came to Shen Hui, stretched out her hand and rubbed her head, "That's why I am the sister."