In just two seconds, Shen Jize simulated Shen Yue's possible answers many times in his mind, but he never expected this result.
He cried...beautifully?
This was the first time Shen Jize heard such a comment. Although he didn't know how to reply, he knew that his face must be very red now.
Growing up, whenever he cried, the adults around him would tell him that he was a man upright and should not cry easily.
In school, if he cried, other classmates would laugh at him, saying that such a big boy still cried.
But he didn't understand why he couldn't cry.
There are always too many emotions in his heart that he doesn't know how to express. Only crying can make him feel a little better.
He also wanted to be able to sweat on the court like others, and he also wanted to be able to run on the track and rush to the finish line with hope amidst everyone's cheers, but he couldn't.
He has been different from others since he was a child.
He didn't understand why a cut on someone's hand was innocuous, but he couldn't bear it.
He didn't understand why other people's bleeding could heal without bandaging, but once he bleeds, he would bleed non-stop.
He didn't understand... why when the children on TV cried, their parents' eyes would turn to them and ask with concern why they were crying, but his own parents just took it for granted.
"Ji Ze's brain is much smarter than that of ordinary children. It is normal to cry often to relieve stress in the brain."
That's what my mother said.
So he cried even more unscrupulously. At first he wanted to prove something, but now he was used to it and couldn't change it.
He didn't want to cry either.
Especially since he is now 16 years old and will become an adult in two years. He really wants to get rid of his crying habit. After all, it is strange for an adult man to cry all the time.
He has also heard his elder brother tell him that there is no need to be patient and that necessary emotional catharsis is needed.
I have also heard doctors analyze that tears can wash away excess adrenal cortex hormones and prolactin in the human body, thereby relieving negative emotions and worries.
But as soon as he returned to school, he could hear the voices criticizing him.
"I'm so tired of crying all the time."
"Is this what genius is like? How strange."
"Sure enough, great kids have some quirks."
"Why does he always cry? We didn't say anything..."
Shen Jize thought, it's still wrong to cry.
So he endured it, and he endured it in school. For a whole month, he didn't cry once.
This time when he went home on Saturday, he just wanted to tell his elder brother that he hadn't cried in the past month and that he had grown up. Unexpectedly, when he came back, he was disappointed and couldn't hold it back, so he cried.
He still made no progress.
Thinking about it this way, I felt even sadder and cried for a long time.
Shen Jize has thought about it many times over the years. As a man who should stand upright, whether it is right or unreasonable for him to cry like this. Many people have expressed different opinions on him.
But no matter which idea he had, no one told him that he cried beautifully.
Isn't there only right and wrong to cry?
How can it be described as beautiful?
Moreover, he is a man and cannot be described as beautiful.
Shen Jize had a lot of things to say in reply, but when it came to his lips, he only had one sentence left, "Is it beautiful?"
Shen Yue answered quickly, "Beautiful."
After saying that, Shen Yue took her cell phone and wanted to leave.
Shen Jize then remembered that Shen Yue seemed to have taken a photo of himself just now.
What is she going to do with her photo?
He mustered up the courage to call Shen Yue, "My photo... do you want to send it to big brother?"
A ? slowly appeared on Shen Yue's head. Even without speaking, Shen Jize could feel the extent of her doubts.
"I won't give it to big brother, I want to keep it." This is her study material.
"What are you doing here?" Shen Jize's voice became smaller and smaller, and his face became redder and redder.
Shen Yue continued to look upright and replied without regret, "Keep it to study."
Shen Jize, "Study?"
"Learn how to cry as beautiful as you."
Shen Jize was speechless.
Not that kind of speechless, but the real kind of speechless.
His language system is currently not sufficient to support him in handling such high-level conversations.
The conversation between the two people came to an abrupt end here.
Shen Yue returned to her room with her mobile phone in hand and prepared to study for the first time.
Shen Jize also wiped away his tears and returned to the room to consult his elder brother.
He recited the conversation he had just had with Shen Yue and sent it to Shen Yichen, and then asked seriously and sincerely.
[Brother, how should I answer my sister in the situation just now? Should I say thank you? 】
Shen Yichen who saw the news:...
These two people...he didn't know which one to educate first.
It didn't take long for Shen Jize to receive Shen Yichen's answer.
[If her answer makes you happy, you can say thank you to her. If she is naughty again, don’t indulge her. 】
Shen Jize thought that maybe he should have been happy just now.
In the past, his understanding of crying only had two options, right and wrong.
Now there is another option, is it pretty?
…
On the other side, Shen Yue returned to her room and prepared to practice crying.
However, this was the first time that she was so excited about learning something, but she failed so completely.
Without it, I wouldn't be able to cry.
Shen Yue tried to imagine that she had been hungry for a long time, but her stomach was so full that she couldn't imagine it.
She tried to imagine that she would be abandoned tomorrow, but the thought of going to jail was not impossible, and she couldn't cry anymore.
She also imagined a situation where she couldn't fall asleep, and she almost fell asleep.
Conclusion, it’s really hard to cry.
Shen Yue took out her mobile phone and prepared the B-degree. When she found that there was no B-degree, she turned to the three head groups.
The group is very quiet now, no one speaks.
So Shen Yue asked confidently and boldly, "How can I cry?"
Soon, someone answered her, it was Ye Yin, but the answer was completely incorrect.
Ye Yin:【Why are you crying, what's wrong?】
Shen Yue looked at this question and typed it carefully.
【In order to shed tears.】
Ye Yin:【……】
Soon, Qing Xiaoyu came out and said, "If I lose in a game where I try my best, I will cry. Every time I lose to Ye Yin, I cry a lot."
Ye Yin:【……】
Mi Qian also echoed, "Yes, yes, yes, Ye Yin made me cry when I did the questions in the competition last time."
【You old man actually cried too, hahaha!】
[Why are you crying? I wonder who won’t cry when competing with Ye Yin.]
[Did Bai Pangpang, who competed with Ye Yin yesterday, cry? 】
Bai Pangpang appeared, [I cried, I cried miserably.]
Shen Yue looked at the chat history and suddenly realized that she could cry like this.
【Ye Yin, I want to compete with you.】
Ye Yin:【...Are you serious?】
Shen Yue: [I’m serious.]
【……good.】
The quiet class group became lively from this moment on.