It's not like she didn't know it in her heart. If she kept everything in her heart, when Fu Zhuochen and the others found out, they would only be more worried.
But sometimes, she was just used to carrying it on her own and facing it alone.
"I know that you all care about me and are all very kind to me. You, my eldest brother and the others, and even grandpa and the others, don't have any distracting thoughts. But because of this, I will cherish it more and dare not to
Take risks, I don't want to lose you." Qiao Simu said sternly to Fu Zhuochen.
She didn't tell them, firstly because she didn't want them to worry, and secondly, she hoped that if anything bad happened, it would be best to control it within a small area that she could control, so as not to affect the people she cares about.
Qiao Simu looked at the roof, lost in thoughts of what he had experienced before: "Actually, when I first entered the organization, I had a very good relationship with my partners. No matter how Su Jingqin tried and tested, we always kept the bottom line.
, determined not to betray each other.
Once, I was punished by Su Jingqin to take on a very dangerous task because I did something wrong. When she found out, she followed me without hesitation, thinking that it would be easier for two people than alone, and since they are friends,
No matter what happens, we should bear it together.”
Speaking of this, Qiao Simu narrowed her eyes and said, "Then, she died. She died on the mission. Su Jingqin told me that I killed her. If she hadn't come with me, I would still be alive even though I was in danger.
hope, but she insists on going with me, then she has no way to survive, because this mission is a test, and only one person can survive the test."
Fu Zhuochen clenched his fists.
He wished he could find Su Jingqin and cut her into pieces.
Why on earth, why do we have to give up all the good aspects of human nature?
Fortunately, Qiao Simu has experienced so many dark side things, and she has always been able to maintain her bottom line and leave a ray of sunshine in her heart. This ray of sunshine also warms the people around her.
She swallowed all these dark sides, hid them deeply in her heart, and then gave her beautiful and gentle side to others.
It's really hard not to like this person, but it's also really heart-wrenching.
"It's all over." Fu Zhuochen hugged Qiao Simu tightly in his arms and comforted her in a gentle voice.
"Well, I know it's over. It's just that the things accumulated over the years will not be gone forever. There are too many things and I need time to digest them." Qiao Simu said dullly.
Taking a breath, Qiao Simu said to Fu Zhuochen: "I really don't want to hide everything, but... I still need some time to get used to giving myself to you again."
"Okay, I will also help you get used to it." Fu Zhuochen said.
Qiao Simu raised his head, put his forearm across Fu Zhuochen's chest, propped up his body, looked at Fu Zhuochen below, and said to him: "But you have to know that I am not someone who breaks down easily, and you can't have double standards,
You can't ask me to reveal everything I have on the one hand, while you hide yourself on the other."
Fu Zhuochen put his hands on Qiao Simu's waist, used a slight force to bring her back into his arms, gently scratched her nose, and said with a smile: "Definitely."
"Yes." Qiao Simu was satisfied after receiving Fu Zhuochen's promise.
Qiao Simu lay on Fu Zhuochen's chest, listening to his heartbeat, and said to him: "Fu Zhuochen, I have told you many things about my past, many of which are dark, but you are not allowed to dislike me.
It’s up to you to listen.”
Although Qiao Simu's words sounded a bit joking, Fu Zhuochen could hear the fear hidden in her words.
She was really worried that he wouldn't like the things she had done and experienced.
This has also been her concern all along.
So, this is one of the reasons why she never said anything.
"It's too late for me to feel distressed." Fu Zhuochen put his hand on her head and closed his eyes.
Qiao Simu slightly curled his lips, and his thoughts went back to a certain point in time, "I wonder if you have remembered what happened in Shanyi Village."
"What happened to me saving you?" Fu Zhuochen asked.
Qiao Simu's eyes brightened, and she propped herself up again and looked directly at Fu Zhuochen, "Have you remembered?"
Fu Zhuochen said: "At that time, every time you mentioned things about Shanyicun, your expression was a little different. I didn't notice it at that time. So many things happened later, and I went to inquire about it. Plus/
With your care for my body, all the problems caused by the previous car accident have been cured, and I can naturally remember all the past things."
"Yeah." Qiao Simu nodded, rested her head on his chest again, and said, "At that time, I thought I would definitely die. In such a barren mountain and wilderness, in such a remote place where no one could see it, I didn't expect that it would suddenly appear.
Got a you."
She actually couldn't remember the scene clearly at that time. Her consciousness was almost blurred at that time. She only vaguely remembered that the man reached out to her and asked her in a very gentle tone if she was okay? Finally, he hugged her.
Got up.
It was raining at that time, and the rain was very cold, but that embrace was so warm that she wanted to stay in that warmth forever and never wake up again.
"I didn't expect to meet you at that time. I'm glad God gave us such an encounter." Fu Zhuochen put his hand on Qiao Simu's head and said softly.
I don't know how many times I was lucky that he was able to meet her at that time.
He saved him, and a few years later, she came to him, woke him up, and saved him.
He doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, but many of these things force him to believe in cause and effect.
"You see, there are so many bonds between the two of us. We are destined to never be separated in this life. You and I are one husband and wife, you are me and I am you, so there is no need to have any worries or worries.
You can laugh loudly when you are happy, cry when you are sad, and I will complain to you when you are angry and vent your anger together. In short, don’t hold it in, let it out when it’s time." Fu Zhuochen said again, like
It's like coaxing a child.
"Yeah." Qiao Simu responded again.
He sniffed gently and swallowed back all the tears in his eyes.
She couldn't cry when it was so worthwhile to be happy.
"Silly girl." Fu Zhuochen chuckled and hugged Qiao Simu tightly into his arms.
This is his person, his only wife. Even if he does everything he can, he must protect her peace and make her worry-free for the rest of her life.