Su Fengwan followed her gaze, and when it landed on Chaoming, a trace of extreme cruelty clearly emerged.
As if questioning him, why did he even hide it from her?
Chao Ming's forehead jumped, and suddenly he felt a lot of pressure.
Originally, he had no intention of letting Su Feng know about this matter. He thought he could hide it for the rest of his life.
But now...hey.
He straightened his position and came face to face with Su Fengwan, his eyes were gentle and light for no reason: "The reason why Zhiming is mentally ill is actually because your body contains invisible genes for mental illness."
As he spoke, his brows furrowed even more tightly, and his eyes seemed to turn into water: "Didn't you say that your grandma also died of mental illness? Your entire family actually carries this gene, and so do you.
.
It's just that when Chen Shandong committed suicide, you had grown up and had a certain degree of control and resistance, while Zhiming was still young and couldn't bear the blow of his father's suicide, so he became mentally ill."
Including the nourishing and beautifying medicinal soups he has been giving her to nurse her back, they actually contain stabilizing ingredients to prevent her from becoming emotional and suffering from mental illness. Without his medicine, she would probably have gone through what happened today.
Can't live.
Su Fengwan's pupils suddenly lost their luster, as if someone had snatched him away in an instant, and his whole body was stunned.
She has always remembered Zhiming's mental illness in the minds of the Lu family.
But as Chaoming said, the real reason is that she carried bad genes that caused Zhiming to behave like this.
No...no!
It was because Su Jinyan stood by and watched that her family fled overseas and went into hiding, which is why Zhiming was irritated!
She lowered her head and shook it, as if she was still racking her brains to find an acceptable idea.
Gu Beisheng lowered his eyes and stared at her, seeing her heart at a glance. He curved his lips and smiled softly: "The gene for this kind of mental illness may be inherited and relapsed across generations. Unless the family environment is extremely good and both parents give him
Only by providing stable love and a sense of security in advance and helping him with psychological construction little by little can he become a normal person after he leaves society."
Otherwise, even if you didn't receive any stimulation during your growth,
When you grow up, if you suffer greater setbacks in your career or independent life, it is very easy to awaken bad genes and become mentally ill.
Su Fengwan stopped shaking her head suddenly, and she understood what Gu Beisheng meant.
Chen Zhiming is the root cause of mental illness, not because of Chen Shandong's death, just because of her.
After all the blame and hatred, it turned out that she was the biggest sinner.
Thinking of this, Su Fengwan became even more limp and needed Chaoming's constant support to sit upright.
She slowly raised her red eyes, and the complex emotions in her eyes were intensely intertwined, like a wonderful tragic movie, with constant flashbacks.
Gu Beisheng's voice came up again: "You think that everyone in the world owes you. It has been a tragic drama since birth. Your fate is so unfair to you. No matter how hard you try, you can't escape the status quo.
In fact, it’s not the case at all. God treats you well, but you have never woken up to see the people around you clearly, and you have never made the right choice.”
At this time, Su Fengwan's thoughts were extremely sad, but for the first time, he could listen to what others said.
I even started to reflect, what would it have been like if I had made a different choice?
Going back more than 20 years, if she could have followed Su Jinyan's advice and persuaded Chen Shandong to put down his obsession with land development and plead guilty, it would have been only manslaughter.
Take Su Jinyan...
Remove the filter of hatred, and when the two are good best friends, Su Jinyan will do her best to help her.
Because she has a strong self-esteem, she rarely asks for help, and Jinyan is also very measured, and usually does not take the initiative to show generosity. Unless she takes the initiative to mention it, she will help whenever Su Jinyan is mentioned.
In other words, if it does not violate Su Jinyan's principles, he may take the initiative to help her and hire the best lawyer. As long as her husband has a good attitude towards admitting his mistakes, the sentence can be very light.
After a few years, their family can live happily together again.
Chen Shandong is a truly capable person, and what she initially set her sights on was his business talent.
Because she had no background, it would be difficult for her to get through to a chaebol casually, so she chose to personally train people who could make a name for themselves in the shopping mall.
One day, God may favor them again and there will be a new opportunity for Chen Shandong to get up.
Even if there is no luck, they are still alive and well.
Taking a step back, after Chen Shandong died, she at least still had the powerful pharmacological Chao Ming by her side, who returned to China after Walker was overthrown.
As long as she thinks clearly, living an ordinary life with Chaoming and accompanying Zhiming throughout her life will be a good thing.
Ah... She originally had so many escape options.
It's a pity that she never considered it.
Only when you have completely failed and cannot turn around, do you think about these things. It is already too late.
When I figured it out, my vision became clear again.
When I saw Chen Zhiming lying in front of me, my eyes were full of tears and the tip of my nose was sore. I just felt very sorry for him.
Gently raising his hand, he stroked his son's face with guilt-filled eyes, and moved his fingertips to form a picture, copying his appearance.
She spoke with a choked voice: "It's mom's fault. Mom shouldn't have brought you into this world and suffered so much. You must see clearly in your next life and never be my child again."
Hearing this, the strong desire for revenge in Gu Beisheng's eyes was as persistent as a violent storm.
Su Fengwan was relieved of her hatred, but she, Gu Beisheng, was not.
She waited for a long time, just waiting for Su Fengwan to admit her mistake to her son and feel guilty for him.
She came closer and lowered her voice and asked, "Why don't you think about making up for him in this life?"
Su Fengwan smiled sarcastically and asked: "Even if it is because of my genes that he became mentally ill, what else can I do to make him a normal person? It would be better to die early and be reborn early. Death would not be good for him."
, it’s all a relief to me!”
After saying that, she raised her eyes and looked at Gu Beisheng, as if asking: I don't want to live at all, let's see how you can retaliate against me.
Moreover, when Chen Zhiming became mentally ill, she had already seen many famous doctors, and Chaoming also spent a lot of time and effort on various ways to treat it.
However, the effort turned out to be in vain.
If he had known that his son would fall into the hands of the Lu family, it would be better for him to let Chaoming give him a dose of poison that can cause painless death and avoid torture.
"You can't die, and you can't take your son to death." Gu Beisheng leaned back for a moment and showed a long-awaited smile: "Because Chen Zhiming's mental illness can still be cured."
"How is it possible?" Su Fengwan suddenly raised his eyes. For a moment, he was filled with hope, and in the next moment, he was filled with doubts and scrutiny.