Bai Hui's gesture was awkward in mid-air, and a dark light surged through his pupils, followed by a look of unbearable pain.
She felt as if she had suddenly woken up from a dream. She slowly put away her hands, and even explained in a humble manner: "I just saw that you are still alive, and I am so happy."
Qi Feng was not surprised. Although it was his first time to see Fu Qingyu and Bai Hui meet, he had found out before that their mother and son had a bad relationship.
As for Yu Chu, he didn't want to interfere without authorization. He could only watch the teacher feel awkward and helpless in the relationship between their mother and son.
Fu Qingyu's eyes were cold and distant, and his tone was more like a unilateral announcement: "I have done what I promised you. There is nothing left to talk about between you and me, so let's leave it like that.
"
Because of Xiaozhou's incident, he promised to see Bai Hui.
Seeing it is enough.
He fulfilled his promise and fulfilled his responsibilities. There is nothing more to say.
After saying that, he turned around resolutely, his tall figure like an arrow leaving the string, and he turned his head so resolutely, without any trace of nostalgia.
It was not like meeting a friend he hadn't seen for many years, but like an enemy he had seen for many years, which made him extremely reluctant.
Bai Hui was stunned.
I didn't expect that I had only met him once, and I didn't know how to respond to his coldness.
And the figure of him leaving was like Fu Ting choosing to go out countless times in his memory. He had never looked back at her once.
It seems that she has never been seriously recognized by the Fu family.
Even if that man is the child she gave birth to.
Qi Feng followed Fu Qingyu's footsteps, and Yu Chu took a step closer to the teacher. Obviously, she did not expect such a scene.
When she was adopted, Bai Hui had already moved away from the Fu family and had only a handful of encounters with Fu Qingyu. However, the eldest brother's attitude seemed to be the same as before, and he was particularly cold towards the teacher.
She already knows that the reason why the teacher treats her second brother badly is because of the teacher's psychological shadow.
But brother...why do you have this attitude towards the teacher?
There must be a reason and a misunderstanding!
She held Bai Hui's desolate hand and encouraged her anxiously: "Teacher, when you come to our school, you are willing to muster the courage to face the painful memories of the past, although you cannot overcome your inner demons for a while.
But you and your eldest brother must have had good memories. Since your eldest brother is still alive, the relationship between your mother and son should not be like this. See if you want to tell him everything you have experienced.
Regardless of whether eldest brother can understand it or not, at least you have worked hard to maintain your relationship."
Different from Fu Xizhou, Fu Qingyu's weight seems to be several times heavier than Fu Xizhou's.
Yu Chu just said a few words casually, and Bai Hui came back to his senses. He didn't want to see Fu Qingyu's leaving figure again. He didn't care about face and so on, so he immediately chased after him.
"Qingyu!" Bai Hui stopped him: "Stop first!"
But Fu Qingyu ignored her. Instead, his brows showed a bit of cold resistance and his eyes darkened slightly.
Bai Hui had no choice but to run up and reach out to grab Fu Qingyu's clothes.
Fu Qingyu raised his hand to avoid it, not letting her touch it, but still stopped, and looked at her coldly and indifferently with a pair of dark eyes filled with emotions that ordinary people could not understand.
Bai Hui also frowned, as if she had made some kind of determination, and her voice was light and powerful: "I know you hate me, hate me for not being with you during your treatment, hate me for giving birth to Xizhou for you.
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As she spoke, she frowned tightly, as if trying to find a sense of existence, feeling painful and confused: "Even if you have all kinds of reasons to hate me, but I am your mother, I also know that I am wrong.
After you have experienced life and death, you should also understand how important family ties are. I have much more affection for you than Xizhou. Xizhou can hate me or blame me, but I don’t care, but you..."
Speaking of this, her expression was also very painful.
Just like Fu Ting, she put in pure feelings but got no response or understanding.
And Fu Qingyu is her child, the only boy she can resist her instinctive disgust reaction and get in touch with.
"But how can you hate me so much? Don't I love you enough?"
After marrying Fu Ting and giving birth to Fu Qingyu, she vaguely knew that Fu Ting was not a man whose heart was here and would not stop for romance.
Fu Ting has bigger and more important ambitions to realize.
Even if you put in a little effort at home, you will never be the first.
Therefore, she could not accept this reality, and gradually put her main emotions on Fu Qingyu, because the child was related to her by blood and was born with an emotional bond.
Unlike Fu Ting, it is a hopeless love.
Fu Qingyu lowered his eyes, his dark pupils were like abyss, and looked at his mother in front of him with an almost confused expression, as if he was as low as dust.
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He opened his lips coldly: "Do you think what you pour into me is love?"
Bai Hui frowned even more tightly, as if she didn't expect that he would speak, and she didn't expect that speaking would be a question of his soul.
It's approaching evening, the winter sun is setting in the west, and the scattered sunlight shines through the gaps between the branches, leaves and tiles.
It hit Fu Qingyu's tall and straight figure, but it couldn't shine into their eyes.
In fact, for Fu Qingyu, his definition of family affection has always been very clear, whether before or after he faked his death.
Even though he and his younger brother Fu Xizhou didn't have much interaction, as outsiders said, the two brothers seemed to be at odds.
But in fact, he cares about Fu Xizhou very much.
Including finding Mr. Qin and asking him to treat his younger brother, he did it silently.
As for Bai Hui, I can only say that it happened before.
Before Bai Hui could answer, Fu Qingyu's fatally cold voice came slowly and slowly: "Love gives freedom, mother, but your love has always been a demand, a shackle."
Bai Hui's pupils widened suddenly, and she suddenly felt a chill.
It wasn't because of Fu Qingyu's own aura or the coldness of alienation, but because she felt the peace that Fu Qingyu exuded.
Hate is the opposite of love.
Because of the depth of love, there will be deep hatred.
But when a person faces you, he is calm and calm.
It means he has given up.
And this kind of moment is what makes the other person despair again, because no matter what you do, it will not stir up the other person's emotions. You are just a dust in his world.
unimportant.
As if awakened by his words, the memories of their mother and son slowly unfolded around them like a revolving lantern.
The pictures in the memories are no longer the same as those in Bai Hui's portrait, they are beautiful and warm memories.
Some cruelties, like the injuries in the past, which she resisted and refused to face, gradually emerged.