Chapter 2188 Letting Jiayue be present is also a respect for Qiao Zi
Bai Hui's attitude towards Fu Qingyu was completely different from that towards Fu Xizhou.
When it came to feeling guilty about Fu Xizhou, she seemed to be passive and was influenced by the people around her, and only later realized that she had done something wrong.
But when facing Fu Qingyu, she cared so much about the child she had held in her hands with all her heart.
Because she always felt that she did not grow up with Fu Qingyu, and only saw his childhood appearance, missing too much of his life, plus Fu Qingyu's "resurrection from the dead".
She felt that Fu Qingyu was the most important person in her life.
So just when he said a few words, she was willing to admit her mistake, and she didn't care about the eyes of others.
"Qingyu, Mom..." She just started, her eyes were red: "Mom knows that I was wrong. I did too many wrong things to you when you were a child, and I even beat you. I am not a qualified mother."
As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Chu, who was following behind, and Qi Feng, who was standing by the side, had surprises flashing through their eyes at the same time.
In their impression, Bai Hui is a very old-fashioned and reserved person. Even if people all over the world say that she is wrong, she will just remain silent, acting aloof and ignoring everyone.
Even if Fu Xizhou almost died, when she was questioned, she would reply that she would leave if he did this again.
It seems that he will never admit his mistakes.
But in front of me...
Bai Hui was really like a mother who was afraid of losing her child. Her moist eyes were full of guilt and regret: "You are my mother's first child. I should love you more, and I shouldn't let you bear my pain."
negative emotion.
Your father hasn't been home all year round, and it has nothing to do with you. I shouldn't try to use you to tie him up.
Because, actually, he is not important to me. The most important person to me is you."
As she said that, she moved closer to Fu Qingyu, but she didn't dare to get close. She lowered her crying voice, revealing a bit of tenderness that proactively approached people: "Qingyu, you are the most important person in my mother's life.
It was all my fault in the past, and I hope that I can hear you say forgiveness in my lifetime."
The following words were not finished, but it was revealed in her eyes.
As long as Fu Qingyu is willing to forgive her, she can do anything.
In her life, she has only been so humble to two people. One is Fu Ting, whom she once loved, and the other is the child in front of her.
But Fu Qingyu's face is still like an iceberg that has not melted for thousands of years. His tall and three-dimensional facial features are shadowed, and his eyes are cold and cold.
"It's not necessary." Fu Qingyu lowered his eyes slightly and said calmly: "My current life does not lack the role of a mother."
Hearing this, Bai Hui felt so much pain in her heart that she almost lost her breath. She spoke intermittently, still begging for his forgiveness: "Don't be like this. I remember you were very clingy to me when you were a child. I want to hear it before you go to bed."
When I read picture books and stories to you, you must still be longing for your mother in your heart..."
"But you didn't read it to me." Fu Qingyu interrupted her coldly. He even didn't want to see her again. He just thought it was a ridiculous farce.
Maybe he had expected that this kind of scene would happen when he saw Bai Hui a long time ago. Bayi Chinese website
It will be annoying.
Bai Hui was speechless again, but her hands clenched tightly instead.
As if taking great courage, for the first time in his life, he took the initiative to mention the past: "I didn't mean it. There was a reason for what I did to you when I was a child."
Standing behind her, Yu Chu's eyes lit up: The teacher actually took the initiative to mention the hurt he had suffered in the past. Does this also mean that the teacher's heart disease is not incurable?
But right now, curing the teacher's illness doesn't seem to be the key.
The key thing is the elder brother's attitude towards the teacher.
She always felt that her eldest brother would leave at any time, without giving the teacher a chance to prove himself.
Fortunately, Fu Qingyu still has some patience left.
However, the coldness between his brows did not mean that he wanted to forgive the teacher at all. Instead, it seemed that he wanted to see what the teacher wanted to argue. There was an incomprehensible dark color in the coldness in his eyes.
Bai Hui didn't see his expression clearly, and slowly explained: "Your father and I have a bad marriage. We respect each other on the surface, but he has never really loved me. When you were young, I discovered his
Some secrets caused too much harm to me, and that's why I became like this.
Sometimes, when I get emotional, I can't control myself, and some of the things I do are not my intention.
You are my child, and I have wanted to give you the best love in the world. There is no doubt about this.
I have done some bad things, which have had a huge impact on you, and I sincerely apologize to you. After so many years, is there really no possibility for us, mother and son, to shake hands and make peace?"
As she spoke, she stretched out her hand towards Fu Qingyu, her palms still trembling.
There was a strong desire in his eyes, eager to get a touch of understanding from Fu Qingyu, or the slightest bit of emotional relief.
It seemed that as long as she could get his forgiveness, she would ask for nothing in this life.
Forgive me, my child.
Fu Qingyu raised his eyes and looked straight at her: "What is the secret?"
His question was cold and rational, as if he wanted to hear the so-called secret, judge how much harm it had caused her, and then decide how to treat her.
The judge who is absolutely rational cannot see any emotion.
Bai Hui's arms stiffened, her heartbeat skipped half a beat, and she was a little stunned.
Although I had just recalled the past events in front of Yu Chu, logically speaking, it would not be difficult to speak again.
But her upbringing was still there, and she was extremely unwilling to say anything bad about her father in front of her children.
So, we were in a dilemma.
If he opens his mouth to talk about the past, he may gain some understanding from Fu Qingyu, and there will be a chance for the relationship between the two to become more intimate.
But speaking...how should Fu Qingyu treat Fu Ting?
She didn't want to ruin Fu Ting's image in front of her children.
In this way, her hand that was stretched out in the sky was like a dead leaf hanging on the treetop, which had been dried by the wind. After holding on for a moment, it slowly fell down.
"I can't say." She lowered her head and her tone was almost desperate: "In short, it was not my intention to hurt you. There is really a reason. You can ask Qi Feng, he... he and Qin Huaichuan both know that I have psychological problems.
question……"
In order to retain Fu Qingyu's feelings, she admitted her own problems without hesitation.
After saying that, he turned around and looked at Yu Chu, as if calling for reinforcements: "Chu'er."
Yu Chu took a few steps forward, looked at Fu Qingyu, then at the teacher, and said awkwardly and transparently: "If you don't let the elder brother know what you went through back then, I think it will be difficult for him to go."
I understand you."
She can understand the teacher because she is beholden to the teacher and is also an outsider.
But Fu Qingyu is the victim, and she has no reason to speak for the teacher again.