The rain stopped at some point during the night, as if it meant that everything had settled.
Yu Chu, who was in the room, heard the conversation outside the door and guessed that it was probably good news coming from his second brother.
There are stars outside the window, and the night breeze carries the chill that has not completely disappeared, but it is particularly refreshing.
A long-lost smile appeared on the corners of Yu Chu's lips. He raised his hand to brush away a strand of hair that was picked up by the wind on his pretty face, and turned his head with a smile.
Looking at Bai Hui who was kneeling towards the east, she was holding a string of long-lost Buddhist beads and was praying with her eyes closed.
Yu Chu had only seen his teacher use beads twice, once during his eldest brother's last surgery, and the other time now.
Bai Hui originally came from a scholarly family, so naturally he would not have too much faith in the gods and demons.
But for the sake of her two children, she couldn't afford to kneel down for a long time every time.
Even though she heard the movement outside the door and knew that Fu Xizhou's treatment was going well, she still had no intention of getting up.
Yu Chu didn't say anything and silently lit a few more sticks of incense on the table.
To ensure that the prayers are effective and sincere, the teacher must kneel for eight hours.
a long time.
The beads in Bai Hui's fingers stopped, but she had no intention of sitting up. She raised her eyes, which were as clear as the opening of chaos. The facial features of her face became extremely gentle amid the smoke.
"God has been very kind to me." She suddenly smiled softly and piously: "At least let my two children be safe."
Yu Chu's heart tightened, but he looked at the teacher with desolate eyes.
How could God be so kind to her?
Originally, the teacher and Mr. Fu were able to live a happy life, but it was all because of the sudden appearance of Lu Lili that caused the teacher to suffer from mental illness.
"Teacher." Yu Chu was worried about her health and proactively said, "How about you get up and rest for a while, and I will kneel down for you."
No matter how you put it, she can be regarded as half of Bai Hui's daughter. As long as she is sincere, Bodhisattva will probably forgive her.
"No need." Bai Hui smiled at her, letting go of half of his life's anger. Bai Hui seemed to have changed, or in other words, had returned to his original appearance.
Gentle, considerate, and gentle as water.
"Thank you for your kindness, but if you have to do this for me, then I really don't know what else I can do for Xizhou." Her tone was low and weak.
Gu Beisheng's words awakened her, more like a hanging sword, standing in her heart.
She raised her eyes again and looked at the east window. Even though she was halfway through the window, her eyes were still looking out endlessly.
When she thought about it, she indeed owed Xizhou a lot.
Because he saw Fu Qingyu, who was originally thought to be dead, he became too emotional and said without hesitation that Xizhou hated her and she didn't care.
The speaker has no intention, the listener has intention.
She could also understand Gu Beisheng's mood now. He would be very angry when he heard such words, and he would feel sorry for Xizhou.
She no longer felt that Gu Beisheng was not suitable for Xizhou, but she was very grateful that Gu Beisheng was by Xizhou's side.
But has she really never loved Xizhou?
"Chu'er." She suddenly turned her head and said with firm eyes: "Bring me some paper and pens, and then go down the mountain and get me some things."
"Now?" Yu Chu looked out the window and saw the darkness.
It's not that she feels it's dangerous or inconvenient, it's just that she's worried that if she leaves the school so late and the teacher stays here alone, no one will be able to take care of her if there's any inconvenience.
But Bai Hui nodded: "Yes."
Yu Chu thought of what his second sister-in-law said, that he would let them go early tomorrow morning.
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But no matter how I thought about it, I still felt that something was weird, maybe I was too hasty.
She wanted to go back to her thoughts, but she always obeyed the teacher's words and didn't worry too much. She nodded and got up and went out.
Just as he reached the door and raised his hand to push it open, Bai Hui's hesitant voice came from behind.
"Chu'er, I want to go abroad and leave here so that everyone can feel safer."
Yu Chu turned his head suddenly, his clear eyes filled with intense water, confused and shocked: "Teacher..."
Bai Hui was quite calm, with a smile on her lips: "In this life, I only hope that my two children are safe and sound. I once caused so much harm to Qingyu and Xizhou, and I don't expect their forgiveness now.
Just like when I asked Fu Ting to stay far away from me and not stay in the same country as me, forcing him to leave the country is indeed willful and selfish."
She always thought that she was the biggest victim, always depressed and full of anger.
Now that she woke up, she realized that she was the source of the evil.
She was so wrong, pushing the person who loved her most, and her two children, so far away.
The harm will exist once it is caused, and it will not be cured by a word of apology or any kind of compensation later. Once you have done it, you have to bear the consequences.
"No!" Yu Chufu came back, knelt down in front of the teacher, and explained in a low voice: "It's not your fault, teacher, you are just sick. The patient himself is the victim, not to mention it is a psychological problem. You
I can’t control myself.”
Speaking of this, Yu Chu frowned tightly. She really couldn't bear it when she saw the teacher's self-blame: "You have spent the first half of your life alone. If you do something wrong, there will be a price. You have already suffered it."
The price has been paid. Now that the mental illness has been cured and the second brother and the eldest brother are both safe and sound, you should live your own life again!"
Bai Hui's eyes trembled slightly, and her gentle gaze was like a kind hand, gently caressing Yu Chu's face: "I am not alone. Isn't there a poor child like you who is always by my side?"
As she spoke, she murmured softly: "That's enough. For someone like me, I should be content with you as my company.
Besides, going abroad may not be a new beginning, Chu'er, are you willing to come with me?"
Yu Chu opened her mouth without thinking, and of course the words were on her lips. The moment she was about to speak out, the cold and indifferent figure of the man flashed in her mind, like a handsome face carved deep in her mind, with sharp edges and contours.
Lines were silently attacking her everywhere.
The next second, her eyes slowly became calm, and there was a hint of fatigue that did not suit her age. She curled her lips and smiled: "If you hadn't picked me up, teacher, I don't know which overpass I would have froze to death under."
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As she said that, she stood up slowly: "Wherever you go, I will go. I will go and get your things for you now, then simply pack your luggage and book the flight tickets for tomorrow.
After tonight, after you have had a good rest, we will set off together."
Bai Hui looked at her with deep eyes. Perhaps the smoke was getting thicker. As Yu Chu left, Bai Hui could always see herself through her, seeing herself from many years ago.