Gu Beisheng's eyes were fixed on the phone screen.
Her beautiful eyebrows wrinkled slightly, her breathing tightened slightly, and she felt a little unsmooth.
I had guessed the identification result early in the morning, but I still felt uncomfortable.
Very disappointed too.
She must have missed her children so much that she would treat other people's children as her own.
She knew that this kind of delusion was also a kind of mental illness, and it was also an emotional sustenance.
But the annoyance in her heart made it difficult for her to breathe.
There were some fragmentary fragments in her mind, and she had a splitting headache. She stretched out her hands to hold her head.
Snapped--!
The phone fell to the ground with a loud noise.
Then, a bloody scene exploded in his mind.
That was an image that her subconscious wanted to forget.
It's so blurry that it's almost impossible to piece it together.
However, little by little, it becomes clearer and clearer.
She opened her mouth and breathed hard. The oxygen she inhaled was like the cold air in the twelfth lunar month of winter, spreading from her lungs to her limbs and bones, making her face turn pale with coldness.
Her children...
children……
That night, there was thunder and lightning, and her consciousness was very blurred. She was lying on the hospital bed and couldn't open her eyes.
The smell of blood filled his nose and permeated the entire room.
There is the sound of equipment in my ears.
Her heart was shrouded in darkness, without any light, and her mind was buzzing.
The doctor's voice was extremely clear.
"The syncope caused premature birth and placental abruption. The patient is now bleeding heavily. It is very dangerous for children and adults. What should I do?"
It was like a needle piercing her heart.
"Are the family members here?"
She has no family members...
But she has a grandfather and a senior brother.
She wanted to wake up and they could save her.
But she couldn't open her eyes and was unconscious.
The doctor said: "No, her family members have not come yet."
"Then now we can only choose one of two, who to save?"
She yelled hysterically in her heart.
Please, don't choose one or the other. Grandpa can keep my child.
"Nonsense! Do you still need to ask? It must be Mr. Bao. She is the second young lady of the Gu family after all. If she dies here, we will all be finished."
"Let's continue the operation."
After an unknown amount of time, she heard the child's cry, but it was very faint. Slowly, the child stopped crying...
She woke up suddenly, and the doctor came to her side holding a baby covered in blood.
The doctor's eyes were panicked, his face was very pale, and his voice was trembling: "Sorry, Gu, Miss Gu, your child is not breathing. We have tried our best."
She looked at the baby, whose eyes were closed and his body was purple. It was a boy.
She stretched out her hand weakly, trying to shake him to wake him up.
However, her hands were weak and she couldn't touch him.
At this time, the nurse came over with another baby: "This baby girl was not rescued."
At that moment, she felt like the sky was falling.
She was panicked, weak, and almost comatose.
The cause of death of the child was examined and all symptoms were consistent with placental abruption and asphyxia.
I recalled the doctor's words: Her family members were notified, but they didn't come.
Doctors don’t heal themselves…
She saved countless people, but she couldn't save her own child.
All the grievances collapsed and I cried out.
After the anesthetic wore off, I held the baby and cried all night.
As her thoughts turned around, she almost didn't dare to think about it. She stumbled and almost fell down if she hadn't quickly grabbed the bedside cabinet with her hands.
His face became paler and paler, and he grasped the bedside table with both hands.
It turns out that she has a pair of children.
But all she can remember is her son.
Because at that time, the doctor took the son over first.
The subsequent memory was too painful, and she chose to forget it.
Even the memory of the night I gave birth has always been very vague.
She also has a daughter.
How could you bear to forget your daughter?
She gasped hard and felt numb all over.
These memories were really painful. The moment I remembered them, it was like falling into a water tank filled with sulfuric acid. From my scalp to my toes, I started to rot. I was so painful that I lost consciousness in the end.
She took a deep breath and could barely control her tears.
The deep guilt suffocated her.
At this time, the mobile phone rang.
Only then did her thoughts gradually come back, she knelt down and picked up her phone.
He tried his best to control his trembling hands and touched the phone screen.
I saw another message from Dr. Kong: "The identification results have just been sent to Miss Jiang. Do you have any other questions?"
Gu Beisheng remembered the night she gave birth to her children, and also remembered touching the cold bodies of her two children.
The suffocating pain also brought her dream back to reality.
How could Xiaozhou be her child?
This shouldn't have been the case in the first place.
In order to confirm whether Jiang Yu mistakenly believed that she had an illegitimate child or that Fu Xizhou did, so as to know Jiang Yu's motives.
Immediately typed and asked: "Have you compared the samples Jiang Yu took with the ones I left behind?"
At that time, she kept a copy of her sample in order to find her relatives.
"I've done it before, and it's different from yours."
Gu Beisheng's bloodshot eyes narrowed slightly, and his mood at the moment was extremely complicated.
Doctor Kong asked: "Do you need a paternity test between you and that child?"
Gu Beisheng did not hesitate: "No need."
If she continues to have unrealistic fantasies, she is denying the hurt she has suffered.
So what does her pair of dead children mean?
Twins, her darling...
This kind of unfounded appraisal is just to satisfy one's own selfish desires.
It is also irresponsible and disrespectful to her poor children.
If you conduct appraisals with other children casually, you are also denying your own children.
The cold bodies of the children and the fact that they died are real.
How could she forget the children?
How can I forget those memories?!
How dare you forget!?
The guilt in her heart made her breathing become very heavy.
"Okay, I'll contact you if you have any questions," Dr. Kong replied.
Gu Beisheng's fingertips were numb and he typed two words: "Thank you."
Although the most painful memories came to mind, he also found out that this sample belonged to Fu Xizhou.
Jiang Yu unilaterally believed that Fu Xizhou had an illegitimate child outside the home, and wanted to use a paternity test to force her to leave the Fu family.
Haha, good wishful thinking.
However, she had to thank Jiang Yu for reminding her that she also had a daughter.
She asked Qin Huaichuan to bury them where she grew up.
She tried her best not to think about what happened five years ago. After the death of her child, she suffered from postpartum bipolar disorder.
Qin Huaichuan used hypnosis to treat her illness and gave her some antidepressant drugs.
Gradually, she forgot many things.
No wonder, every time she thinks about five years ago, she feels hollow, and waves of tingling remind her of things she gradually forgot after being hypnotized.
Because the first thing she saw was her son, she thought she had only given birth to a dead baby.
A tear fell and landed on the back of Xiaozhou's hand.
Tears are warm and delicate to the touch, and then gradually cool down.
Xiaozhou's hand moved.
Then, he slowly opened his eyes, and after adjusting to the bright light, he saw her.
Xiaozhou was a little confused.
Why is Auntie by his side?
Are you dreaming?
When I saw her moist and sad eyes, I felt heartache for no reason.