Xiaozhou regarded her as his mother. He only had a vague memory, but he believed her so deeply.
Gu Beisheng didn't want to shatter his dream.
When Xiaozhou was unconscious, he felt a pair of warm hands holding his little hand and holding him in his arms.
Such happiness was something I never dared to hope for before.
He blinked his eyes and felt a little sad: "It's useless Xiaozhou, he didn't even see mommy's face clearly."
Happiness is mixed with a bit of sadness and loss.
Gu Beisheng couldn't bear to see him like this, fearing that his young mind would be frustrated, so he said softly: "Xiaozhou must have seen Mommy in his dream."
Xiaozhou did not deny it, his eyes were full of confusion and expectation, and he asked in a low voice: "Can I see Mommy again?"
Gu Beisheng nodded and touched his head gently: "Of course I can. If Mommy misses you, she will look for you in your dreams."
Xiaozhou's pale complexion gradually improved, the corners of his mouth raised, and his smile was full of happiness.
In Xiaozhou's heart, just a dream can be so sweet.
Such sweetness made her feel very distressed.
"Xiaozhou..."
Xiaozhou heard the voice and looked towards her.
Gu Beisheng moved his lips, but didn't know what to say. He just wanted to call him for some reason.
Xiaozhou was not disappointed, he just looked at her seriously, her beautiful face reflected in a pair of clear eyes.
After staring at her for a long time, he asked: "Auntie, did you cry just now?"
Gu Beisheng was stunned. He didn't know how long it had been since he woke up, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
"I……"
"Is Auntie crying for Xiaozhou?" Xiaozhou interrupted him in a low voice.
Gu Beisheng's breath tightened. He was filled with emotions just now. He really felt sorry for Xiaozhou.
Xiaozhou didn't hear her response, so he just assumed she acquiesced. His childish voice had a sense of responsibility, and he said seriously: "Auntie, don't cry, Xiaozhou is fine."
Gu Beisheng felt his heart warm, and finally nodded: "Don't cry."
Xiaozhou showed a satisfied smile, shallow and sweet.
At this moment, Gu Beisheng's heart melted.
How could there be such a cute and caring boy in the world?
Warm enough to heal the heart that just fell into pain and fell into the abyss.
"Thank you, Xiaozhou."
Xiaozhou frowned and said seriously: "You can't say thank you to me."
"Why?"
Xiaozhou explained logically and clearly: "Dad said that this word is meant for outsiders. You are already my aunt and belong to the insider. You cannot say it casually."
Gu Beisheng's eyes showed a hint of surprise.
In his memory, Fu Xizhou didn't know when she was not allowed to say thank you to him.
Is this also the reason?
Or is there something else...
Crunch.
The sound of the door opening interrupted her thoughts.
Xiaozhou frowned when he heard the voice, and the sense of security he had just found was instantly lost.
He quickly withdrew his gaze and shut down his true side.
Gu Beisheng looked towards the door and saw Fu Xizhou in gray pajamas.
At home, he always dresses casually, mostly wearing short-sleeves and long trousers.
This is the first time I have seen him wearing this kind of light gray pajamas. It looks a bit like a shirt, but it is of a very casual and casual length. It looks like an improved version of the Chinese tunic suit.
His skin is very white, a little sickly, and he wears gray clothes, which shows his dignity even more.
The razor-sharp eyebrows frowned slightly, and his eyes passed over her body as if nothing, and finally landed on Xiaozhou's face.
Seeing him wake up, his frown relaxed a bit.
Then, he walked in with his long legs.
The moment his majestic figure approached her, an invisible sense of oppression suddenly hit her heart.
I couldn't help but think of what Xiaozhou said just now.
Is the reason why he doesn't allow her to say "thank you" to him the same as what Xiaozhou said?
Fu Xizhou passed her and came to Xiaozhou's bedside: "How is it?"
Xiaozhou looked at him, then at Shi Qing who followed him in, and fell into silence.
Seeing this, Fu Xizhou had a sad look on his brows, and pinched the painful center of his brows helplessly.
Xiaozhou began to stay quiet in his own world again, so autistic that he no longer wanted to communicate with him.
He's back to the way he was most worried before.
Gu Beisheng was a little surprised.
Since he is a godfather, his relationship should be good.
But why does Xiaozhou seem reluctant to talk to him?
Seeing this, Shi Qing also frowned.
I saw the young master talking to the second young master before, and he seemed to be well. However, after a trip to Burma and Vietnam, he changed back to his previous appearance.
Fu Xizhou's deep voice became much gentler: "Xiaozhou?"
Xiaozhou still ignored it.
He frowned his handsome eyebrows and looked back at Gu Beisheng: "Did he already be like this when he woke up just now?"
Gu Beisheng knew that Xiaozhou was very lonely in his heart, his lack of family affection made him very insecure, and he indeed suffered from autism.
Autism doesn't mean that he can communicate with others, he just doesn't.
There are many kinds of this.
Xiaozhou is emotionally autistic. When he doesn't want to talk to others, he will be very quiet and cannot wake up.
She didn't want Fu Xizhou to misunderstand, so she nodded: "Yes."
Fu Xizhou's face darkened a lot, and the worry in his eyes was not concealed. His eyes were dark and he looked at Xiaozhou again.
I saw him staring at the ceiling with his eyes wide open, as if he was imagining something.
He remembered that the new nanny said that Xiaozhou ran to the funeral parlor alone in the middle of the night and sat there all night.
He knew that Xiaozhou went there because he missed his mother.
This is a kind of emotional sustenance for Xiaozhou.
He suddenly wanted to tell Xiaozhou that his mother was not dead and Wen Susu was not his mother.
The thin lips moved, and the words that came to my lips were finally swallowed.
Xiaozhou will definitely ask where his real mother is.
He could not give Xiaozhou an answer, and would only make Xiaozhou wander back and forth between hope and despair, falling into a desperate situation.
He hoped that one day, he would tell him when he found Xiaozhou's biological mother.
With a deep look in his eyes, he bent down, covered him with a quilt, and gently stroked his forehead, giving him silent comfort.
Xiaozhou still didn't respond to him, not even a look.
Fu Xizhou's breathing became heavy and he looked away.
Xiaozhou's condition is unstable and he will never let Jiang Yu mess around.
Gu Beisheng looked at Xiaozhou's eyes. Although they were very clear, she still felt disturbed.
"Fu Xizhou, let him be quiet for a while, let's go out first."
Fu Xizhou nodded: "Yes."
Then he and Shi Qing walked out.
Gu Beisheng was at the back again, looking at Xiaozhou with gentle eyes.
At the same time, Xiaozhou also looked at her, his eyes flickering, as if he was saying goodbye to her.
Xiaozhou didn't like to talk to anyone except her.
The sadness in my heart was immediately replaced by a sense of pride.
I feel much better.
After coming out, he gently closed the door and looked up, Shi Qing's figure was gone.
Only Fu Xizhou stood with his hands behind his back, as if waiting for her.
He looked at her, his eyes dark and his voice low and hoarse: "Where will you sleep tonight?"