Fu Xizhou looked at her face, and after a while, he said very seriously: "Thank you, Mrs. Fu."
His voice was very soft, but the emotion he expressed was very profound.
Gu Beisheng: "..."
Mrs. Fu...
He had never called her that before.
But every time she was defending her dignity, or reminding her not to forget her identity.
However, this time is different from the previous times.
This was also the first time I said thank you to her very carefully, not politely, but sincerely.
She could feel that he was serious.
He seriously regarded her as his wife, his Mrs. Fu.
For a moment, I didn't know how to respond.
Fu Xizhou's low chuckle came to his ears, mellow and hoarse, a little loose, but seductively tight.
She looked at him again, but he had turned and left.
When Shi Qing saw this, he couldn't help but sigh.
Master Fu is also very knowledgeable.
Even a grown man like him was seduced by Master Fu like him.
sky?
He didn't know what was wrong with him.
Shaking his head, he quickly followed.
Suddenly, only Gu Beisheng and Xiaoshi, who was sleeping, were left in the room.
Her cheeks turned red as fast as lightning, and even the tips of her ears were crimson.
Licking his dry lips.
wipe!
Why didn't she know Fu Xizhou was so seductive before?
She's very good at tugging at the heartstrings like a fairy.
Mrs. Fu seems to be a pretty good title.
…
Xiaoshi had a long dream.
In the dream, she and Song Chuman were still living in the slums of Nancheng, living a hard life every day, but they were also very happy.
Song Chuman's character has changed drastically and is no longer as uncertain as before.
He would hold her and tell her stories.
Will take care of her.
He would kiss her forehead like other mothers of children.
Will express his emotions to her.
She was immersed in such simple and ordinary happiness.
Until I saw with my own eyes the moment Song Chuman fell from the building.
She was scared and stretched out her hand to grab it, but her grasp was empty.
Song Chuman showed the gentlest smile, and the next moment, it became ferocious again.
Blood spread before his eyes.
Song Chuman is dead.
She opened her eyes suddenly and sat up.
Gu Beisheng was wiping the sweat from her forehead and softly comforting her: "Xiao Shi, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Aunt Shengsheng is here."
Xiaoshi threw herself into Gu Beisheng's arms with tears in her eyes.
"Aunt Shengsheng, I had a terrible dream. I dreamed that Mommy jumped off the building and died... Mommy..."
Speaking of the latter part, memories rushed towards her like a rising tide.
The scene of Song Chuman carrying her to the window sill gradually became clear, and the moment she fell to the ground.
Her lips trembled and she said no more.
That's not a dream...
That is true.
She once again experienced the pain of losing everything.
Gu Beisheng hugged her tightly and gently rubbed her head: "Xiao Shi, that is the path she chose. Don't think about it anymore. You still have daddy, brother Xiaozhou, and me... maybe
You can still find your mommy later."
Little poem: "Mommy..."
Her confused tone was filled with expectation.
A vague shadow appeared in her mind, and her subconscious regarded the shadow as her biological mother.
Gradually, the shadow's face became clearer, it was Song Chuman's face.
She started crying: "No more... Xiaoshi doesn't want mommy anymore."
Gu Beisheng sighed, feeling heartbroken. Xiao Shi said this was a typical case of traumatic stress disorder.
To put it simply, once bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of straw ropes for ten years.
She is afraid of facing the role of mother.
Once Song Chuman treated her badly, she would subconsciously choose to forgive him because she was her mother.
But now that Song Chuman has been exposed, those bad things will be magnified in Xiaoshi's heart, making her scared, frightened and uneasy.
When we mention the role of mother again, we will automatically bring up the things Song Chuman did to her.
She didn't dare to experience it again.
Gu Beisheng knew that this kind of trauma would take time to heal and would not heal in a while.
He hugged her tightly and said softly: "Xiao Shi, don't think too much. People who truly love you will not let you get hurt."
Xiaoshi shook her head and cried, "No, no one else will be nice to Xiaoshi."
"Little poem..."
I wanted to say something for her to face bravely, but she couldn't say it.
How can we empathize with her and understand her pain and fear without having experienced her suffering?
I could only pat her back gently to comfort her.
Under her gentle comfort, Xiaoshi's mood gradually eased and she was no longer as excited as before, but she still didn't stop crying.
After a while, she muttered: "Aunt Shengsheng... Even though she... treats me so badly, I still miss her and feel sad. She is the mommy I have called for several years... Xiao Shi said
,Aren’t you particularly stupid?”
Gu Beisheng felt a great pain in his heart when he heard her little nasal voice and looked at her cautious appearance.
"Xiao Shi, this is not stupid, this is human nature. The reason why people are human is because they have emotions. It is normal to be unable to take back the feelings that have been given in a rational and timely manner. Aunt Shengsheng was the same as you when she was a child.
.”
The poem is a bit hard to understand, but it captures the key points.
"Why was Aunt Shengsheng like me when she was a child?"
Gu Beisheng hugged her and shook her gently: "Aunt Shengsheng was not liked by her relatives when she was a child, so she was sent to the mountains. For a long time, she missed her relatives very much."
As he spoke, he paused for a moment, looking at the poem that he listened to attentively, with tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes.
He wiped away her tears with his hands, straightened her hair, and said softly: "It was only later that I gradually understood that missing you is reserved for those who care about you and go both ways."
Xiaoshi blinked her eyes: "Just like I miss brother Xiaozhou, does brother Xiaozhou also like me?"