Chapter 1362 Don't stick to the past, don't fear the future
"We are preparing to return to Northern Qi, and then we will go to Dongmo together. Fifth brother, are you really not going to go back with us?"
Murong Ming smiled and said: "I will go back when I have time. Northern Qi is still my home, and you are all my relatives."
Mainly when Concubine Jin wants to force him to get married, he only has Feng Mingwei in his heart and doesn't want to marry another woman.
"Don't worry, I'm fine on Moon Island. Those elders still need someone to watch over them. I will go back to visit you during the holidays."
Does Feng Mingwei want to say that they cannot be killed?
But in a blink of an eye, I thought that because Murong Ming was born with the memories of his previous life, he knew how many people he had killed in his previous life. He was once the tyrant of the Northern Qi Dynasty, and too many people died because of him. He has not wanted to commit any more murders in the past twenty years.
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Let him kill people for no reason, I'm afraid he can't do it.
Even when he wanted to kill Long Ling, he didn't do it himself.
In this life, he wanted to atone for the murders he committed in his previous life, alleviate Murong's sins, and hope that the next generation would not have such a troubled life.
Everyone has their own obsessions, especially people like them. Feng Mingwei sighed, "Okay, then fifth brother, if you need anything, just write to us."
After a brief chat, Feng Mingwei did not leave immediately.
Murong Ming was quietly accompanying her beside her. He leaned against the pillar and looked a little bored. He looked up at the starry sky and glanced at her from time to time. His ears turned red and he quickly looked away.
"I wonder how they were talking?" Feng Mingwei felt bored and asked him to talk.
"The Little New Year Meeting agrees that Queen Mother Ji will come with us!" Murong Ming glanced at the room, "Actually, except for Ji Kong and those elders, the Ji family is pretty good, but they are just ordinary people. They have emotions and desires, and they want what they want.
, what we pursue is the life of ordinary people."
"Jikong wanted to live an ordinary life at the beginning, but after the death of his daughter and wife, he completely felt the fragility and shortness of life, which made him obsessed with immortality."
"In his original world, it was very common for people to live for three to five hundred years through cultivation."
But it's different when you arrive at Xuanwu Continent. The people here are very ordinary. Their lives are fragile. They have no disease, no pain, no disasters, and they can only live to be a hundred years old. Many even die at the age of seventy or eighty.
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Feng Mingwei smiled and said: "I understand that if the living environment is different, the concepts and thoughts will be different."
"You and Feng Qinghuang come from the same place. Does monogamy really exist in the world you live in? Is there no war in peaceful times?" Murong Ming asked curiously.
"There is no such ideal world. There are wars in any era. It depends on the reason for the war. Some are wars filled with smoke, and some are invisible wars without fire."
"Wherever there are people, there is struggle, and the world of paradise does not exist." The disappearance of Xuanyou Valley made Feng Mingwei feel deeply. She once thought that there was a paradise, but who would have thought that it was a dreamy bubble woven by Xuanyou Valley. In despair,
The mirage will only confuse the pain of losing a loved one.
"Monogamy is a system stipulated by the state. Under this system, there are still people who can't stand the temptation and find a third party."
"I think emotional loyalty cannot be determined by the system."
"No one can predict what will happen in the future. There is a high probability that life will be unsatisfactory."
She admires Feng Qinghuang very much. When she likes Long Chen, she really likes him and gives her all. If she doesn't like him, she leaves and looks for a partner who can depend on her soul.
Don't stick to the past and don't be afraid of the future.
"Life is short. When you go out, you will meet a lot. I believe that in the future, Fifth Brother will also be able to meet someone who can make your soul depend on each other, let you bid farewell to the past and move towards the future together."
Under the moonlight, Murong Ming's eyebrows were particularly gentle, "Yeah."
This was a reassuring answer for her.
He knew very well in his heart that this person would never appear again.
If you are unwilling to break through the ice wall you have built in your heart, you will never be able to get out, and neither will anyone who wants to get in.
Feng Mingwei: "..."
The two of them talked for a long time under the moonlight, and it was dawn in a blink of an eye.
The closed door opened, and Jun Jinnian walked out with tired eyes, "Sister Huang..."
After calling her, she fainted.
"emperor!"
Murong Ming caught him and said, "Take him back to the palace and I'll go in and have a look."
The secret guard behind him took the person over, and Feng Mingwei nodded and followed.
Queen Mother Ji kept crying in the room, and it looked like the conversation had broken down.
"The Emperor does not agree with Xiaoxi coming with me." Ji Rulian's face was not very good, her eyes were full of exhaustion, "That child has worshiped his father since he was a child and feels that we are betraying his father by doing this."