"Back then, I wanted to go to the beach, but my brother had to follow me, and I wouldn't let him. I thought it would be too much trouble to have to look after him, a landlubber, at the beach, but I didn't expect him to secretly follow me to the beach."
Chu Shang understood that Shen Wanying's brother secretly followed Shen Wanying to the beach, and then something happened in the sea.
Chu Shang looked at Shen Wanying who was in pain and comforted him softly: "Shen Wanying said it was not your fault.
You don’t know that he followed you to the beach, and you don’t know that he had an accident there. No one wants to have an accident. Don’t embarrass yourself anymore.”
"I can't forgive myself." Shen Wanying said with sad eyes: "Actually, I saved another person at that time. I also sent him to the hospital. I feel that I am the most enthusiastic person in the world, helping others. Life.
I was so happy and wanted to show off to my parents. But I didn't expect that when I got home, I got the news that my brother had drowned, and the place where he drowned was not far from where I saved others. I saved others, but I didn't Save my brother.
My parents are very angry, and I can't forgive myself."
More than 20 years have passed since the incident, and Shen Wanying still feels heartbroken when talking about it.
The wound caused by the death of a loved one will never heal even after many years.
Chu Shang knelt down and comforted Shen Wanying softly: "Wanying, I know you are sad. Not only do you have to bear the responsibility of your brother's death, but you also have to bear the blame of your family. But you are really not responsible for your brother's death. You Don't blame yourself, there are many accidents in this world every day, and no one wants to have accidents."
"I understand that it was an accident, but if I knew that something would happen to my brother, I would save my brother, and I would not save the person who shouldn't be saved!"
Someone who shouldn't be saved?
Chu Shang felt that Shen Wanying's sadness was even stronger, and there was even resentment in her eyes.
Who did she save that made her so excited and so broken?
"Who did you save? Could it be..."
"The person I saved back then was Fu Xuantuo, and I only found out about it recently. When I rescued him, the situation was urgent, and with the death of my brother, I desperately wanted to erase this painful memory. So, I I don’t remember what the person I rescued looks like.
When I saw Fu Xuantuo again, it was already three years later. He was so high-spirited that he looked like he had fallen into the water. I couldn't respect him at all.
To be honest, I really regret it now. I saved my own love, but I didn’t save my brother. I didn’t save my brother, but I saved a man who hurt me for half my life. I think it’s ridiculous.”
Shen Wanying felt that it was too ironic, and she felt that she was ridiculously stupid.
Of course, in order to save Fu Xuantuo, she indirectly caused her brother's life to stop at twelve years old.
She saved Fu Xuantuo, but this man was somewhat sincere to her.
She has been suffering for half her life, unable to love her.
Even though he knew there was someone outside, he still waited desperately for him to turn around.
Who was the person she saved? They were clearly evil!
She felt like she was a joke, a complete joke.
"You don't know that you saved Fu Xuantuo, but what about Fu Xuantuo? Does he know that you saved him?"
"She doesn't know, and I don't plan to let him know. I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. You don't want him to pester me again on the pretext of repaying a favor. The last thing I need is his repayment."
Although he knew that Fu Xuantuo didn't know that Shen Wanying saved him, Chu Shang was still angry.
The beating I gave Fu Xuantuo just now was simply too light, he should have been beaten to death.
Previously, Fu Xuantuo was not good to Shen Wanying and kept a woman outside. Based on this, he should beat him up.
Unexpectedly, I now know that Shen Wanying is Fu Xuantuo's savior. Is this how he repays his savior?
It was really infuriating, not to mention that Shen Wanying's kindness to him was still based on great pain.
Chu Shang regretted it so much now. He should have just pushed Fu Xuantuo to the ground and beat him like a dog.
"That man is simply a disaster in your life."
Chu Shang felt that his anger could hardly be suppressed. Who is this person?
They are not human beings at all, they are disasters.
Shen Wanying said helplessly: "Maybe I broke him to pieces in my previous life, and that's why I owe him so much debt in this life. But now I'm fine, everything is settled, and I don't want to have any more entanglements with him."
Shen Wanying felt that she had no choice but to reconcile with herself.
After all, she saved Fu Xuantuo back then, but she didn't save her brother.
After Shen Wanying finished speaking, she touched her brother's tombstone, feeling extremely painful in her heart: Brother, you must have been scared at the time. You must have been thinking about your sister coming to save you. I'm sorry, brother, but my sister really doesn't know. If she knew where you were, , If sister knows that something will happen to you, sister will never save that person. Sister will save you even if she doesn't risk her own life, brother.
Shen Wanying's thoughts surged, and the pain annihilated her like a tide.
At this moment, Shen Wanying was already in tears.
Her brother would always look like he was twelve years old, and she thought of him following behind her, calling her sister, sister.
He is always so annoyed.
But she couldn't hear him calling her sister.
Shen Wanying's tears fell one by one in front of the tombstone like pearls.
She misses her brother and regrets her stupidity too much.
"It would have been fine if I had saved my brother."
Although it is just a simple sentence, it can make people feel heartbroken.
Shen Wanying couldn't get out, but he couldn't watch her trapped in painful memories.
"Wanying, I know you are sad. But people have to look at money. Your brother may have been reincarnated and started a new reincarnation."
Chu Shang looked at Shen Wanying and said, "Your brother won't blame you. Perhaps one of those youthful twenty-year-olds you see on the street is your brother. He should be very alive now." I am very happy. I am in my twenties and in my prime. Don't be sad, your brother is doing very well."
Chu Shang's words were like a redemptive light in the dark night. Shen Wanying covered her mouth and held back tears.
Her brother may be in his prime now. Enjoy, this is the best thing in the world.
Really? Is this really the case?
Although Shen Wanying knew that Chu Shang was comforting her, this really broke her guard.
She really couldn't restrain herself.
She was silent for a long time, then said with difficulty: "Is this really the case?"
"Don't be sad, maybe he passed you by once, but you no longer remember him, and he no longer remembers you. He won't remember the pain when he drowned, he just enjoys the wonderful life now, so Don’t abandon yourself in the painful past either.”