"Are you leaving?" Gu Xiyu was shocked. He never expected that this day would come so suddenly and quickly, and he was caught off guard.
"Didn't you say you wouldn't go back for a while? Why did you leave so suddenly?" Gu Xiyu said anxiously, not hiding her concern for Li Hanxue at all.
Only now did she realize that she was reluctant to let Li Hanxue go. If he left, the world would lose so much happiness and expectations. Although nothing earth-shattering happened in the days she spent with Li Hanxue, and there were no unforgettable emotional entanglements, she just
Can't bear to have him leave.
Being with him always makes her feel inexplicably relaxed and comfortable, that feeling of relaxation. The two of them are as natural and comfortable as if they were alone, but they are not just one person. Li Hanxue's existence makes a person feel alone.
The loneliness disappeared completely.
When she needed him, he was everywhere, but when she needed some quiet time alone, he seemed to disappear from the world.
Gu Xiyu guessed that this might be because Li Hanxue used the power of the emperor to control all her psychology, but no matter what, she did not feel such a wonderful and peaceful feeling when she was with Murong Ling.
Unknowingly, Gu Xiyu's dependence on Li Hanxue has become deeper and deeper. Originally, she was secretly thinking about how to get along with Li Hanxue in the future, how to improve her relationship with him, and whether she could be a real lover with him.
But now Li Hanxue suddenly told him that he was leaving. Gu Xiyu was stunned for a moment, unable to accept this sudden farewell.
"Time waits for no one." Li Hanxue sighed, "I actually don't want to return to Nebula Continent so soon, but there is no other way. Murong Ling has already returned to Nebula Continent, and I can't let him have too long to prepare. After all, he is now
The Son of Destiny, and with the help of the Emperor of Heaven, there are too many variables, and there is also a Human Emperor who is secretly watching, so I am not 100% sure of defeating him."
Gu Xiyu lowered her eyelids slightly, with a hint of loneliness in her expression.
"Ayu, you're up in the middle of the night, what are you doing out here at this time?"
"It's nothing, I just felt a little stuffy inside, so I came out to relax." Gu Xiyu said, "When are you leaving?"
Li Hanxue was silent.
"Now?" Gu Xiyu asked again.
Li Hanxue said: "Yeah."
Gu Xiyu's heart sank: "Why so fast..."
"Ayu, is there anything you want to say to me?" Li Hanxue said, "I'm afraid I won't come back again if I go back this time."
After Gu Xiyu was silent for a moment, she said: "Sometimes I think that you are really annoying. You appeared out of nowhere and disrupted my life. After doing bad things, you suddenly and irresponsibly left. You now
Now that I’m gone, what should I do next?”
After listening to Gu Xiyu's words, Li Hanxue's calm heart suddenly beat violently. He stretched out his hands to hug Gu Xiyu tightly, then lowered his head and came to Gu Xiyu's face.
This time Gu Xiyu didn't show her frightened embarrassment. She seemed to have expected that something like this would happen, so she just closed her eyes and waited for the warm red lips to press together.
Gu Xiyu's hands gradually climbed up to Li Hanxue's waist and hugged him tightly: "Hanxue, I don't want you to leave!"
"I don't want to leave either." Li Hanxue said, "
But I have to go."
"I think I have fallen in love with you." Gu Xiyu said, "These days, all I have been thinking about is you. No one has ever made me think of you like you. Hanxue, stay here
Come here, we don’t care about the future.”
Li Hanxue's heart felt like a knife piercing his heart, and he remained silent.
Gu Xiyu said: "For you, I am always just a time stamp living in the past, right?"
Li Hanxue was still silent.
Gu Xiyu smiled bitterly and said: "Actually, I also know that you can't give up everything in the future for me now. The person you love is actually not me, but me in the future. Otherwise, you won't give up everything that happens in the future.
Things tell me that you can not care about my feelings at all, but insist on getting her forgiveness."
Li Hanxue said: "Ayu, that's not the case. No matter you are now or you in the future, you are my beloved woman. But..."
"But what?"
"But history always moves forward, and I can't be with you forever. This is something that no one can change."
"In that case, why do you still accept my love?" Gu Xiyu said angrily, "Am I just an insignificant person to you? No matter how sad I cry, I will not make you feel the slightest heartache, as long as I
If she forgives you in the future, then everything that happens to me will be nothing, right?"
Li Hanxue was shocked. He never expected that Gu Xiyu would say such words.
It is true that Li Hanxue has this kind of mentality. After all, Gu Xiyu in the past is only a person who existed in the past. Li Hanxue cannot empathize with her emotions of joy, anger, sorrow, and separation.
What he cares about is Gu Xiyu who exists in the world of reincarnation. Only she can give him the joy of life and the warmth and passion of mutual love between opposite sexes.
However, when the past Gu Xiyu said these words, Li Hanxue felt a strong impact in his mind. Everyone regarded the past people as marks of time and "dead" existences.
But Gu Xiyu's words made Li Hanxue feel the will to "live". The Gu Xiyu in front of her was not only in the past, she was living as a living person now.
Li Hanxue looked ashamed: "Ayu, I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't have told you so much. I was too selfish and didn't consider your feelings at all. But I have no other choice. If I don't keep her now, I will lose her in the future."
She will definitely go. She will go to a place where I will never find her, and she will never meet me again. I can't accept this future, I can't lose her, and I can't lose you!"
Gu Xiyu remained silent. If she put herself in his shoes, she might make the same choice as Gu Xiyu in the future. After all, they are the same person.
"Ayu, I'm sorry."
Gu Xiyu leaned on Li Hanxue's chest and said softly: "You are indeed sorry for me, and you will pay a heavy price for your crimes."
Li Hanxue said: "I don't want you to leave no matter what. Ayu, don't leave, okay?"
Gu Xiyu said: "I will not leave you. I only ask you to do one thing with me now."
"What's up?"
Gu Xiyu said with firm eyes: "Be with me, we will get married today, we will be a real couple today
!”
Li Hanxue was shocked. These words were definitely not something Gu Xiyu could say, but she broke through the boundaries and said these incredible words. What was her purpose?
Li Hanxue instantly understood the meaning behind Gu Xiyu's words. She wanted to keep Li Hanxue here to marry her and have children, and change everything that happened in the future.
Starting from this, overturning everything and starting over again, Gu Xiyu will still be Li Hanxue's wife in the future time and space, but Su Xiaoya may not be Li Hanxue's wife. If Li Hanxue is still involved with Su Xiaoya at that time, it will be unforgivable
.
Gu Xiyu said these words to Li Hanxue, not really to keep Li Hanxue, but to ask him whether even if he had to do it over again, he would still accept Su Xiaoya desperately and marry Su Xiaoya as his wife.
Li Hanxue understood the meaning of Gu Xiyu's words and became even more silent. This was really a fatal question. No matter how he answered, it would be wrong.
Seeing Li Hanxue's silence for a long time, Gu Xiyu smiled bitterly and said: "I know you will never let go of Su Xiaoya. Even if everything is overturned, you will still choose her. But I am not. If everything is overturned, I will be that person."
A dispensable person.”
Li Hanxue showed a painful expression, and he suppressed his voice and said: "Ayu, don't say that. You and Xiaoya are the two most important women in my life, and I will not give up one of them for the other. Even if it is
If I had to do it all over again, I would still choose to be with you."
"Li Hanxue, you are such a bastard." Gu Xiyu scolded, "You can be so confident even though you have two legs."
Li Hanxue was speechless.
Gu Xiyu pushed Li Hanxue away and said, "Li Hanxue, please go back. There is no point in staying here. I will never forgive you, and I will never forgive you."
Li Hanxue said very frustrated: "Ayu, can't you give me another chance?"
"She has given you a chance, but you failed to take advantage of it and even deceived her." Gu Xiyu said, "From that moment on, your fate with her has come to an end."
Li Hanxue's heart felt like a knife piercing her heart. She wanted to open her mouth to defend herself, but there was no word.
In that late night, Li Hanxue left the Luoxuan Mountains, leaving Gu Xiyu alone. She sat blankly in her small bamboo house, as if an hour had passed her entire life.
Her heart seemed to wither with Li Hanxue's departure. She really hoped that Li Hanxue would promise her to stay and spend the rest of her life with her, but that was destined to be a luxury wish.
Gu Xiyu didn't close her eyes that night. She looked at the dark sky gradually turning white, and the memory of Li Hanxue in her consciousness gradually began to blur. She felt very panic and fear in her heart, as if she was about to lose the most important thing in her life.
, whining in pain.
At the moment when the figure finally disappeared, Gu Xiyu shouted: "Li Hanxue, don't leave..."
After that, Gu Xiyu passed away in bed, and all memories about Li Hanxue were completely sealed in the depths of her consciousness, waiting for an opportunity in the future to awaken.
At this moment, Su Xiaoya, who was in the world of reincarnation, was with Gu Xiyu and Li Luoxuan. Her eyes became a little sharper, and she looked at the change in Gu Xiyu's face.
"Xiaoya, what happened?" Gu Xiyu instinctively noticed the abnormality.