Rong Jin looked gloomy. After eating, he came to the bedroom and saw Lu Qingqing preparing a quilt for him.
Their bedroom was a suite. When Rong Jin came back a few years ago, Lu Qingqing lived in it and Rong Jin slept outside.
But this time Rong Jin didn’t want to sleep outside anymore.
"Qingqing, can I sleep in there?" Rong Jin hugged Lu Qingqing from behind. He didn't want to live such a life of separation anymore. He wanted Lu Qingqing to become the real mistress of the Rong family.
Lu Qingqing stiffened, she pushed Rong Jin away, panicked, picked up the quilt, and said, "If you don't want to sleep outside, I'll sleep outside."
"You know that's not what I meant." Rong Jin grabbed Lu Qingqing, "Before, you said you had lost your memory and asked me to give you time, but now that the child is three years old, when do you want me to wait?"
In fact, Rong Jin didn't have to live a married life with Lu Qingqing. He just wanted her to have an attitude and trust and dependence on him as her husband.
Although Lu Qingqing showed a lot of dependence on him many times, it was across the screen. Once they met, Rong Jin could feel the alienation in her bones.
He didn't understand how he could get close to her and truly own her.
"I'm sorry, I can't accept you now." Lu Qingqing was also in pain. She didn't know why every time Rong Jin came close, she felt an inexplicable feeling of rejection. It was a rejection from her body that she couldn't resist.
Lu Qingqing pushed Rong Jin away, and that night, she slept in the room of the two children.
Only when she looked at the peaceful sleeping faces of her children could she feel fulfilled for a moment. Otherwise, her heart would be empty most of the time. That feeling of emptiness and nowhere to place her soul made her increasingly insecure.
.
In the middle of the night, she tossed and turned and still couldn't fall asleep.
At this time, she heard movement in the living room, so she got up and opened the door, only to see Rong Jin sitting on the sofa drinking.
"Still not going to bed at this late hour?" Lu Qingqing took the wine glass from Rong Jin's hand, "Drinking at night is harmful to your health. If you really can't sleep, I have something to discuss with you."
"What's the matter?" Rong Jin took Lu Qingqing's hand and asked her to sit next to him.
"Now that my child is in kindergarten, I want to find a job." Lu Qingqing said.
"Have you decided what to do?" Rong Jin did not object immediately. He felt that a talented person like Lu Qingqing should not hang around her children and husband all day long. She should have her own wonderful life.
Although it was best for Rong Jin for Lu Qingqing to stay at home, when he heard Peiyan say that her favorite thing to do was to be in a daze, he felt that he should not be so selfish and raise her like a canary.
at home.
Moreover, Sheng Mingxi has never returned to China since attending Lu Qingqing's funeral, probably because he was worried about getting emotional, so even if Lu Qingqing went out to work, he didn't have to worry about being discovered.
Lu Qingqing didn't expect that Rong Jin didn't object, so he expressed his inner thoughts, "It doesn't matter what I want to do, the main thing is to go out to work, which can make me feel valuable, otherwise I always feel that there is something missing in my life."
"You are right, work is not only a means of making a living, but also allows people to experience a sense of accomplishment." Rong Jin supported Lu Qingqing, "Well, I will introduce you to my friend's company and let her arrange a relatively relaxed job for you.
Work."
"I thought you wouldn't agree to me going out to work." Lu Qingqing said gratefully.
"Fool, I'm afraid of your hard work, and with your amnesia, I'm worried that you won't be able to adapt to life in the workplace. But you can't stay at home all the time. Go out and give it a try. I'll invite an extra aunt at home. If I'm at home,
Don’t worry if you can help me.”
Lu Qingqing was very pleased with Rong Jin's support, and it also brought the two of them closer.
Early the next morning, Lu Qingqing got up early to dress up because he had to attend a parent-teacher meeting, and then took his two children to the kindergarten.