Chapter 638 Farewell/Focus on what the author has to say
"Did you not expect that I love you so much that I am willing to throw away my life?"
As Su Qian said this, Jian Zhanyan shed more tears, and her long and thick eyelashes were stuck into clusters due to tears.
The few tears Jian Zhanyan shed in his life were probably spent on Su Qian.
When he heard Su Qian say this, he felt more sad than happy. It was precisely because he knew Su Qian's love for him that he was sad that he had been such a jerk before and questioned the other person's feelings.
Obviously when they first got together, he knew what kind of character Qian Qian was. In the end, because of his bad nature, he wanted more the more he got, and almost lost her.
The emotions in Jian Zhanyan's heart are very complicated, joy, sadness, fear...
In the end, it turned into tears and sobs in his throat. He couldn't say a word. Facing Su Qian's questions, he could only nod.
Su Qian raised her hand and wiped Jian Zhanyan's tears with her sleeves and said, "Don't be too moved. If it happens again, I might not rush forward. If I am just impulsive, you fool, don't do this."
Before she finished speaking, Jian Zhanyan kissed Su Qian on the mouth.
Qian Qian is always like this, leaving room for words and always showing the worst first. In fact, her heart is very soft, softer than clouds of cotton.
Only he discovered it and treasured it, not wanting others to see it and covet it.
The two kissed for a long time, and when they separated again, Jian Zhanyan calmed down, and Su Qian thought about it and told Jian Zhanyan about her dream.
"It's said to be a dream, but I think it's real."
After saying this, Su Qian murmured: "A dream, it's a dream again."
If it hadn't been for this dream, wouldn't something happen to Su Yang? This is just a thought. Su Qian doesn't know how to get into trouble. There aren't so many what-ifs in the world.
"My arrival is the result of your efforts..."
Jian Zhanyan looked more and more serious as he listened to Su Qian's story. After telling the whole story, Su Qian said, "Do you believe what I said?"
Jian Zhanyan nodded firmly: "I believe it, Qianqian, you know, I always feel that the dreams in the previous life are very inconsistent, and I do many actions as if to cope with it. After listening to you talk about this, I think it should be from the previous life."
I woke up, the plot must go forward, and at the same time I was looking for a way out..."
"Why am I indifferent to Zhou Qiang driving away Xiao Yang? Because this is a plot that cannot be changed. I have experienced the death of my son in life after life. I have tried hard to save him, but there is nothing I can do. The repeated dreams have hardened Doufu's heart.
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"Qianqian, I am very grateful for the sacrifice of myself in every life, so that I can have you now."
Now, no matter how bizarre things appear in front of Jian Zhanyan, he can accept them without changing his expression. As long as Qianqian doesn't leave his side, he can fight against everything.
"I don't know what to say, I just feel very sad for them."
Jian Zhanyan held Su Qian in his arms, feeling powerless for life after life, and the mayflies shook the tree. She didn't know how many times she had seen this negative energy scene.
"Qianqian, don't be sad. They succeeded, right? Do you remember the dream before? She thanked you because your arrival freed her."
"She may be in a certain world now, a little girl who lives a happy life without worries, and no longer has to be hysterical and do things that go against her character..."
Listening to Jian Zhanyan's comfort, Su Qian's heart calmed down little by little.
She suddenly remembered what Su Yang said before he fell into coma. Her son also had a dream! She sat up straight and said to Jian Zhanyan: "Is your son's watch at your place?"
Su Qian wanted to see the video recorded by her son.
Jian Zhanyan also remembered this incident. He took out his watch from his pocket. Afraid of disturbing Su Yang's rest on the bed, they went to the living room of the ward, closed the door tightly, and projected the video of the watch on the TV.
Su Yang's figure appeared in the picture.
"Hello, mom and dad, if you see this video now, it means I have left."
After just one sentence, Su Qian burst into tears. It was clear that Su Yang hadn't woken up yet, what if you were still there? Thinking of the son who kept saying that he wanted his mother to be happy, she felt extremely uncomfortable.
"Don't be sad. For me, this is the best ending! I didn't expect to meet my mother again and fulfill the regret in my heart. Mom, you must be extremely happy! This is the happiest thing for me. !”
"Right, let's get down to business first, that is the dream! I had a new dream..."
In Su Yang's dream, something happened to his mother and father. His mother died to save him, and his parents settled him down and then died for their love.
He cried in front of his parents' graves, and then a voice told him that the world would not tolerate him, but Su Qian wanted to protect her, so he could only use his own soul in exchange.
Yes, how can one body have two souls? His existence in this world is unreasonable. Sharing a body with his younger brother is not a long-term solution.
After waking up, he made up his mind and chose himself to be the one to leave. He did not belong to this world in the first place. He came here just to make his mother happy. Now that he had done it, he left without any regrets.
Then he dreamed again.
It seemed that her mother knew that something would happen if she chose to leave, so she tried her best to find him. This was Su Qian's dream.
When she left the highway, a voice told her to look for Su Yang, which was actually to save her son.
Su Qian thought that there would be no danger if she brought her son with her. In fact, this was Su Yang's multiple-choice question. If he didn't block the muzzle of the gun, he would be the one left behind. If he blocked it, he would leave.
In the dream, he begged his mother not to let her dream everything, but there was no response from the voice. He didn't know if he agreed. Fortunately, his mother's description of her dream was incomplete, and she even mistakenly thought it was his own death.
That's fine, he wanted to spend his last time in this world with his mother.
"So, mom, it was my choice to leave. I'm really happy and I don't have any regrets in my heart."
"Mom, I sent an email to your mailbox regularly. You will receive it in about half a month. It contains all kinds of young talents. If your father treats you badly, just dump him. There are so many men in this world. Yes! Your happiness is the most important!"
"Dad, I love you too, but I love my mother more. I have let go of what happened in my previous life! You are my father. Even if my mother is with another man in the future, I will only recognize you as my father, and no one else will." I call him uncle!"
Hearing this, Jian Zhanyan's eyes flashed with tears, and he replied: "You bastard!"
Su Yang said a lot of farewell words. He took care of all aspects. He said that if Ms. Zhao didn't know about Su Yang and Xiao Su Yang, she shouldn't tell her. He said that he and Grandma Liu Meiru had agreed to star in a play together next month. , let Xiao Su Yang perform well. This is the only thing he failed to do as he promised...
The more explanations in the video, the less uncomfortable Su Qian felt. Su Yang knew this, so he talked about trivial things. He didn't want to make his mother feel guilty.
"Mom and Dad, the river of time is very long. The grass on the roadside may be me, the gentle breeze may be me, the shining stars may be me, and the beauty around you may be me. , maybe we will meet countless times in the future. As long as you are happy, I will be very happy. Mom and Dad, I love you. Goodbye."
The screen went black and the video ended.
Su Qian burst into tears, Jian Zhanyan comforted her softly, tears welling up in her eyes as well.
At this time, the sound of opening the door came from the ward, and Su Yang woke up.