[The task has been completed, backtracking—backtracking.]
Immediately, various pictures flashed rapidly before Su Yang's eyes, and he saw the whole world's pictures instantly fragmented, reincarnating in front of his eyes like a silent movie.
Every time the scene reaches the moment of his father's death, the entire space twists into a whirlpool, sucking all the scenes into it, and then plays it again from the beginning.
Again and again, I don’t know how many times.
The world is finally a little different. Everything that happened to my father is normal, but at a certain point in time, he will suddenly commit suicide, and then the world will collapse and start again.
By repeating this process, the debris sucked into the vortex becomes more and more transparent visible to the naked eye, and the picture changes from a strong sense of color to a thin one.
Finally, after the last comeback, the world dissipated like a bubble. After an unknown period of time in the darkness, the picture started again, this time with changes.
Ever since he got into a fight in kindergarten, everything has been different.
Watching the video content develop to the moment he was reborn, the entire picture disappeared.
Su Yang vaguely realized that before the world bubbled up, his father was like a puppet on strings, and everything he said and did was just like a puppet.
And many of the things that happened in the picture also matched his deeper memories.
So it was the father who discovered something was wrong? He changed the main body of the world through self-destruction?
There were various flashbacks in his mind, and there were so many pictures that Su Yang couldn't remember clearly, but he finally understood his mission.
The so-called regret is not only his, but also his father's.
Perhaps deep in his heart, his father had regrets for his mother, for him, and even for himself.
His retracement this time has changed the bottleneck of his father's infinite reincarnation. The current life is different from the world he saw that kept repeating the same thing.
It’s not that Zhou Qiang deserved his punishment, but more regrets are these.
After thinking about everything, he slowly closed his eyes when he heard the word "Go". Before his consciousness disappeared, the smile on his lips was raised. He was finally going to see his mother.
*
The auspicious snow heralds a good year, and large snowflakes are falling outside the window.
In the coldest month of winter, the apartment was fully heated. Su Qian was sleeping on the soft big bed. Her eyebrows were furrowed tightly for a while, then slowly relaxed and she smiled...
"Qianqian, it's time for lunch."
Jian Zhanyan pushed open the door and walked in. He first leaned over and kissed Su Qian on the cheek, and then whispered to wake her up.
Su Qian's eyelashes trembled slightly and she slowly opened her eyes. When she saw Jian Zhanyan in her sight, she sniffled and tears flowed out of her eyes. Big tears fell down the corners of her eyes and made big splashes on the pillow. .
Jian Zhanyan panicked immediately. He quickly helped Su Qian sit up, then held her in his arms and gently stroked her back. He said softly: "What's wrong? Are you having a nightmare? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. Dreams It’s all the opposite, don’t be afraid or not.”
The most effective way to comfort someone who has a nightmare is to hug her and pat her back gently, using a warm embrace to escape the fear in the dream.
This is a method that Jian Zhanyan discovered. How could he be such a considerate person before? Ever since he met Su Qian, Su Qian didn't need to say too much at all. Things that he couldn't think about in the past, he just let them take their course and became more attentive.
Ever since Da Su Yang left, Su Qian had nightmares very frequently, and would wake up basically every three to five days.
Sometimes I dream that Su Yang has not completed the task, and his soul is gone and he will never come back. Sometimes I dream that Su Yang is living in pain in a dark world...
Little Baozi was always suffering in her dreams. How could a mother not miss her? Su Qian didn't mention it, but she was worried in her heart.
Not only Su Qian, Jian Zhanyan also often dreams about his son, so he can understand Su Qian's worries, but regarding Su Yang's situation, he doesn't know where to comfort him.
Jian Zhanyan knew that no matter how many comforting words he said, they were all in vain. Without knowing the specific situation, they were not convincing at all. He could only hold Su Qian in his arms when she had a nightmare.
But this time it was different, Su Qian cried, she was so sad!
In the past, when Su Qian had nightmares, her eyes would turn red and she would look lonely, and she would feel the slight trembling of the person in her arms, which made Jian Zhanyan feel extremely distressed.
"Zhan Yan, my son seems to be coming back." Su Qian choked and said.
The two of them have now finished their "travel marriage" trip and returned to China a week ago. Then Su Qian felt something was wrong with her body. She was particularly lethargic and her taste had changed.
Although she loves spicy hot pot, she is not very intolerant of spicy food. It is different now. When Jane Jane came over last time, she left some spicy snacks behind. She ate one at random, but it was too spicy and put it aside.
Recently, she remembered the taste again for no reason. She went to the drawer and found a pack. When she tasted it, it tasted the same as before, but she didn't find it spicy!
There are four chili peppers painted on it, which indicates the spiciness. I can be sure that this is what I ate before!
She can actually eat spicy food! That's not all, Su Qian found that not only can she eat spicy food, she can also eat sour food.
There were cyan plums in the supermarket, the kind that would make your teeth sore just looking at them. Thinking about eating them until your mouth bursts with juice, she couldn't help but drool and want to eat them!
After buying a box, Su Qian ate most of it in one go. She loved it!
Su Qian had no symptoms when she was pregnant with Su Yang, otherwise she wouldn't have discovered it until she was so old. Of course, the taste has not changed at all, so she didn't react at first.
It wasn't until she fell asleep at noon today that she realized that she was pregnant because of her abnormality.
Then, she dreamed of Su Yang again.
In the dream, Su Yang returned to the world of his previous life. He was no longer deceived by Zhou Qiang and began to fight back against those who bullied him.
Through Su Yang's perspective, Su Qian realized that her son's experience was more distressing than what could be described in words! The most important thing is that Zhou Qiang has been playing tricks on Su Yang since she came into contact with him!
He obviously has a biological father, but in this family, he is like an outsider. Zhou Qiang treats his parents and stepsons favorably, which is invisible to outsiders, but Su Yang, as the person involved, feels the deepest!
Su Qian was very angry, mainly because she knew her son was being bullied like this, and she would risk her life not to let her son recognize his ancestor.
So what if the Jian family is rich and powerful, Su Yang is unhappy.
A mother's expectation for her children is not to get ahead, but to be healthy and happy. In front of the latter, everything comes second.
As she looked at it, Su Qian realized something was wrong. This dream seemed different from the ones she had dreamed before!
Su Yang's memory was going back. As a third-party perspective, Su Qian also had a clear view. She understood that the awakening of the male protagonist and the female supporting character was inseparable from Su Yang's time travel.
Su Yang's return this time will have an impact!
The world has recovered again, deviating from its original trajectory with each reincarnation, again and again, until finally its destiny changes.
If there is a cause, there will be an effect. Su Qian thought, this is too mysterious. Exploring deeper dimensions is a gap that cannot be crossed. She is not greedy and does not pry into other things. As long as her son returns safely.
Seeing Su Yang disappear, Su Qian woke up from her dream.
She thought that it must be Su Yang who was giving her a dream, that he would be back after completing his mission!
"Let's go to the hospital."
Su Qian cried and laughed. Sometimes she touched her belly and thought about Su Yang's return. At another moment, she thought about Su Yang's previous experience. Her expression was full of distress. Pregnant women's emotions are sensitive and changeable. Su Qian's state was to squeeze her eyes casually. The tears can flow down.
Su Qian, who was immersed in her own thoughts, didn't think anything was wrong. Jian Zhanyan, who was sitting next to her, was completely frightened.
The driver was driving in front. He was holding Su Qian's hand from behind, and then he was holding Su Qian's shoulders because his hands were too cold!
Jian Zhanyan's heartbeat was pounding. He was scared, very scared. No matter what, he would stay with Qian Qian. He even thought about how the company would arrange it next, and then he stayed with Su Qian wholeheartedly. .
Yes, Mr. Jian thought that Su Qian missed her so much that she was crazy.
Su Qian is a very strong person, and Jian Zhanyan knows this. She can fully imagine how devastating the pregnancy was to a little girl.
Especially when the mother does not understand or support, she just chooses to give birth to the baby and raise it alone.
There is a certain truth in the saying that women are weak but mothers are strong. Su Yang is more like a spiritual support for Su Qian, so after his accident, Su Qian was greatly affected. This is true for Jian Zhanyan. expected.
Not to mention Su Qian, even Little Baozi has become less lively since his "brother" disappeared. In the past two months, even the school teachers said that Su Yang has become dazed.
Others may think it may be related to the child's previous kidnapping case abroad, but Jian Zhanyan knows it is not the case.
Su Yang is thinking about his younger brother.
Along the way, Su Qian was immersed in her own thoughts and closed her eyes and fell asleep. Her face was full of expectation, looking forward to seeing Su Yang again.
Jian Zhanyan sat silently and did not dare to speak. He was afraid that he would say something wrong and irritate Su Qian.
Noon was the peak of the road, and for some reason, there were red lights all the way. The journey that was supposed to take twenty minutes ended up taking about forty minutes.
During this period, Jian Zhanyan's mental journey was full of ups and downs, almost like a roller coaster ride.
What people are best at is scaring themselves. Su Qian is not afraid when she gets sick. Nowadays, science and technology are so advanced that they can definitely be cured by slowly treating them. However, many people who are sick tend to self-harm. No one is perfect. There are always times when you are negligent. What if Qianqian is not watched?
With these messy thoughts in his mind, when Jian Zhanyan got out of the car, his face was as pale as an A4 paper that had not been dipped in ink.
Looking at the big words hospital, Su Qian finally came out of her own world. She turned to look at Jian Zhanyan, and then she realized that the face of the person next to her looked as if she was seriously ill.
Su Qian was stunned and immediately realized that Jian Zhanyan had misunderstood.
"Husband, it's not what you think!"
Su Qian took Jian Zhanyan's arm and shook it twice, and said quickly: "My taste has become strange in the past few days. I like sour food and spicy food. I am sleepy and dreamy, and my mood fluctuates greatly..."
The more Su Qian said this, the more self-blame he felt in Jian Zhanyan's eyes. He was indeed very busy with his career recently, but he shouldn't be so careless!
There are so many problems with Qian Qian, but she didn't notice them at all!
It's all his fault! He didn't do what he said he would do to take care of Qian Qian, but he didn't know this until Qian Qian came to the hospital.
The emotion of self-blame overwhelmed Jian Zhanyan, and his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry.
Su Qian paused. No, she made the symptoms so obvious, so why did she still misunderstand her more and more? She quickly concluded: "I may be pregnant."
"The dream I just had was also a dream about Su Yang completing his mission and coming back, which made him cry with joy."
ah?
Jian Zhanyan was stunned.
Slowing and slowing, and slowing and slowing, he began to look like Su Qian just now, with an expression as if he was about to cry, and then suddenly started laughing, looking at Su Qian's belly, wanting to touch it but not daring to.
He had not participated in Su Yang's birth and failed to fulfill his husband's responsibility to take care of his wife. This is the regret and guilt that Jian Zhanyan has never said out loud.
This time his wife is pregnant, and he must participate in the whole process! He will take good care of Qian Qian!
Jian Zhanyan secretly swore in his heart that he originally wanted to hold her in his arms, but thinking that Su Qian might be pregnant, he took a step forward and leaned in front of Su Qian, and then slowly put his hand on Su Qian's body. On the body.
"Qianqian, I thought there was something wrong with your health. You scared me to death. I have already thought about how to arrange Jian's family..."
Listening to Jian Zhan's casual words, Su Qian knew that the other person was frightened.
Just like the last time he was kidnapped, Jian Zhanyan was like this. After he relaxed from being extremely nervous, he would talk non-stop.
At this time, at the flower bed five meters away from the visitor, a group of people in white coats looked embarrassed, looking at each other and embarrassed to come forward.
Jian Zhanyan called before coming to the hospital. After receiving the news, the dean quickly called the doctors with good medical skills in the hospital to come back and work overtime. The boss has orders, so of course he must perform well!
The person who can make Mr. Jian mobilize so much and make a special call must be Mrs. Jian! If she performs well this time, the hospital will be able to add the latest equipment in the second half of the year!
About a dozen doctors, headed by the dean, came to the door early to wait. After finally arriving, they saw Mr. Jian hugging Mrs. Jian, looking very clingy.
Are you here to see a doctor, or are you feeding them dog food?
The phone call said that several female doctors were being arranged, so the dean guessed that Mrs. Jian was sick. As a result, looking at the faces of the two of them, he could see clearly even from a distance. Mr. Jian clearly looked more like a patient!
Su Qian first noticed the doctors standing at the door. She quickly pushed Jian Zhan away and said, "The doctors are waiting. Let's check them quickly."
It was just a hug. Jian Zhanyan's face turned rosy obviously. He pulled Su Qian and walked slowly. Su Qian wanted to walk faster, but Jian Zhanyan grabbed her and said that if she wanted to go faster, he would hug her. Follow her.
Su Qian understood that the dog Dengxi had just been frightened, and acquiesced to this "hypocritical" behavior.
"My wife is probably pregnant and needs a full check-up."
Walking in front of the doctors, when Jian Zhanyan said these words, he emphasized the word "pregnant" as if he was afraid that the other party would not hear it.
Su Qian...
She doesn't know this fool.
The doctors, headed by the director, nodded solemnly, thinking that they were undergoing some major operation that was an international problem.
The dean was relieved. It turned out that she was pregnant and came for a check-up, so that would be easier!
After the final examination, Su Qian was confirmed to be pregnant and the baby was already two weeks old.