Chapter 385 Can you let me rely on you for the rest of your life?
"This is indeed a private matter, but I want to talk to you now." Jin Nanchen's attitude was also quite firm.
An Ran glanced at him hesitantly, and finally compromised: "Mr. Jin, if you have anything to say, just say it."
"Come out with me." Jin Nanchen didn't think this crowded hospital was suitable for discussing private matters.
So, after saying those words, he took the lead and walked out.
An Ran looked at his leaving figure with a complicated expression, feeling uncomfortable in his heart.
Last night, he spent a very special Christmas Eve with her.
She didn't expect that he would dress up as Santa Claus himself to make her happy.
Wearing those heavy clothes is very hot and tiring.
In such a heavy winter, when he took off the hood, he was sweating profusely.
At that time, looking at him with a smile on his face, An Ran was really moved.
Compared with those expensive and direct gifts, what impresses her more is actually such thoughtful gifts.
Moreover, in order to create a better atmosphere, Jin Nanchen also had artificial snowfall.
The scene last night was so beautiful.
It was the first Christmas Eve she had ever had that really snowed.
Even, for a moment, she wondered, could this man be sent by God to save her?
Maybe, she can take that step bravely and give him a try?
He could help her when her career was at its lowest point and give her hope again.
Maybe, he can really become a light in her life.
However, something happened after she returned last night that shattered her thoughts.
"What do you want Mr. Jin to say to me?" An Ran asked proactively when he saw that he had not spoken.
Jin Nanchen stood still on the grass.
He slowly turned around and looked at her seriously: "I have heard about your mother."
An Ran was a little surprised, but then he thought about it. It would be easy for people like him to find out something.
"Your attitude towards me... suddenly became so cold, does it have anything to do with your mother?" Jin Nanchen didn't mince words with her, but asked directly.
His attitude towards solving problems has always been like this.
He believes that if there is a problem in the relationship between two people, it must be solved through communication instead of all kinds of speculation.
"Mr. Jin has some misunderstanding about our relationship? Or is it because I promised to go out with you for Christmas last night that you misunderstood? If that's the case, then I apologize to you." An Ran looked on.
He said calmly.
"As an employee of your company, apart from basic respect and politeness, I shouldn't have any other feelings for you, right?"
Jin Nanchen didn't say anything, but looked at her intently.
But last night, after what he did for her, he clearly saw the touch in her eyes!
There was even more smile on her face than before.
She also told him with a smile: "Thank you for everything you have done for me. This is the most beautiful Christmas I have ever had. I will remember this Christmas forever."
But after just one night, her attitude became completely different.
The only reason he could find was her mother.
I heard that last night, An Ran's mother had another mental illness.
When An Ran came home at night, she found her mother in the bathtub.
Her mother also buried her head in the bathtub filled with water.
Fortunately, it was discovered in time, otherwise it would probably be...
Jin Nanchen guessed that An Ran might have been stimulated by his mother's illness and thought of his future.
During this period of time together, Jin Nanchen could feel that this genetic disease had become a burden on An Ran.
Every time my mother's illness attacks, this burden becomes heavier.
Jin Nanchen didn't know if one day An Ran would be crushed by this increasingly heavy burden.
"If Mr. Jin has nothing else to say, I'll leave first." An Ran said and was about to leave.
Jin Nanchen grabbed her wrist.
"Mr. Jin!"
"Didn't I tell you that you don't have to be so strong! When someone is willing to let you rely on, you just try to rely on it, eh?" Jin Nanchen's eyes flashed with the thought that even he himself
There was no sense of distress that I noticed.
His words touched An Ran's heart.
But these years of experience have made An Ran accustomed to rationality.
She smiled faintly: "What if I become dependent on this person, but he suddenly leaves? What should I do? Rather than one day not being able to find this support, I would rather treat myself as forever
rely on."
Because only you are the one who will never give up on yourself.
"Can Mr. Jin... allow me to rely on you for the rest of my life?" An Ran quickly asked again.
While waiting for an answer, she locked her eyes with his.
He hesitated.
His eyes were clearly no longer firm.
"An Ran, there are too many variables in the future, and I dare not promise you anything easily now, but at least for now... I will be there if you need it." Jin Nanchen looked at her with burning eyes.
"Thank you, Mr. Jin, for your kindness, but I really don't need this short-term warmth." An Ran raised her hand, gently pushed his hand away, and then left.
The moment she turned around, what came to her mind was the scene of her mother soaking in the bathtub last night.
Even if I think about it now, I still feel scared.
When someone suffers from mental illness, you never know what they will do.
On weekdays, she hired caregivers to take care of her mother.
But yesterday, the nurse also took leave for some reason, leaving my mother alone at home.
She was afraid of what her mother would do when she was alone at home, so she waited until her mother fell asleep last night before going out.
Unexpectedly...
Something like this still happened.
This morning, my mother regained consciousness. She told her that she did not want to commit suicide, but that she felt like she had turned into a fish. She was just enjoying the happy feeling of returning to the water...
When my mother said this, she looked so serious.
But An Ran felt sour in his heart.
Obviously when she was young, my mother was also such a sober, smart and capable person.
But in the end...he still didn't escape the fate of becoming crazy.
When she looked at her mother like this, she thought of her own future.
She wasn't sure if she really had a significant other, whether the other half would dislike her from the bottom of his heart when he saw her like this...
Because some people love your bright side.
As for your broken side, he may not be able to accept it.
An Ran just felt that if Jin Nanchen really saw what she looked like, he would... also want to stay away from him.
So, just be alone.
From now on, even if you are really crazy, you will not drag anyone down.