Lu Zhiyuan's eyes returned to the dark and turbulent water.
In the faint light, the inconspicuous figure walked step by step towards the waves. The wind and rain obscured her sight. The waves knocked her down, but she stood up and continued.
The cigarette in Lu Zhiyuan's hand flickered back and forth at the end of the bridge.
Suddenly, the figure in the darkness walked halfway and then turned back. Standing stubbornly in the white waves that were constantly trying to swallow her, she turned around suddenly, her fists clenched, her eyes red. Why was she seeking death? There was nothing she couldn't overcome, and she couldn't overcome the pain.
!
But the lapping waves quickly swallowed up her courage. As long as she was gone, as long as she died, the pain and entanglement would be over. Anyway, she was not the child that everyone expected.
Big drops of rain fell.
The girl wiped away the tears on her face and walked in resolutely. So what if you are a coward? If you die, you will die!
Ten minutes later, the girl returned and sat awkwardly on the beach. The white waves roared and tried to roll up the food to her mouth, but only touched a corner of the food.
The girl cried bitterly and lay on the beach. There was not even a passerby to lend a helping hand on the beach during the heavy rain at night.
Lu Zhiyuan just looked at it like this without any pity. He himself didn't understand the meaning of living, so what qualifications did he have to persuade others, not to mention that it would be better to die. Even if he met someone he cared about, he would think it was meaningful, but
It's another painful beginning.
It would be better to die in the first place.
On the beach with heavy rain, when the girl walked into the sea and returned back for the tenth time, she seemed to have finally had enough of this game. She took off her shoes and threw them into the sea, letting the heavy rain of tears cover her eyesight.
Without even wiping, he shouted something in the direction of the sea, turned around instantly, and left without looking back.
Whoever loves him will die, she will not die!
Who thinks she shouldn't live or exist? Just bear with it! She, Zhou Tangtang, is destined to survive today!
Lu Zhiyuan lit another cigarette.
After a long, long time, a girl with bare feet and arms folded walked awkwardly from the other end of the bridge. She picked up layers of mist on the water-logged ground, mixing with her footsteps and her footsteps.
His eyes were firm and unwavering.
The vehicles passing on the bridge continuously lengthened her shadow, shortened it, disappeared, and lengthened it again, until the headlights lengthened the shadows of the two people.
The girl saw a bright spot not far away that flickered on and off. Didn't such a heavy rain put out his smoke?
The thought passed away in a flash, and the girl continued walking.
Lu Zhiyuan looked quietly under the bridge as the heavy rain blew past everyone mercilessly.
The girl walked past Lu Zhiyuan step by step, their shadows passing over each other and quickly disappearing with the speeding vehicle.
The girl turned back, glanced at the man in the heavy rain, and then turned away her head. She was like this, so what qualifications did she have to care about others, let alone jumping from here, it would be much easier for her to walk in and come back again and again like a fool, even regretting it.
There was no chance, and he died cleanly.
Zhou Tangtang walked back without meddling. He had experienced despair and knew that the pain could not be dissuaded. He could only think about it on his own. Even if he was prevented for a while, he could always find the time to leave.
After Zhou Tangtang convinced himself, he walked more easily, but after taking only two steps, he suddenly came back and looked at him. If you want to jump, hurry up! Or don't jump down, try from the beach, at least it's really close.
When you die, you have the opportunity to regret when you find there is still a glimmer of hope.
Zhou Tangtang stood there, letting the rain pour on her body, shivering from the cold. She really didn't want to care, because it was really useless.
But when he finally stood in front of the railing, Zhou Tangtang also found that he was more embarrassed than the other person. He was even looking at him with a more cynical pair of eyes, but he was not as clean and calm as the other person.
Zhou Tangtang even doubted for a moment, did the other person come to commit suicide? It didn't look like him, and it was undeniable that not only did he not look like him, he looked like a successful person. How could such a person commit suicide?
But he was indeed standing on a bridge in heavy rain, with the rolling sea water below: "Hey, you can go jump over there." There is a chance of regret.
The heavy rain drowned out all sounds, and Lu Zhiyuan remained motionless.
Zhou Tangtang didn't know whether he had spoken or not. He no longer had the burden of helping others, so he leaned on the railing tiredly and looked at the dark sea below.
The rolling sea surface in the heavy rain is like a giant beast with its bloody mouth, attracting everyone who looks at it to jump.
Zhou Tangtang suddenly withdrew his gaze, and his voice was very soft, but firmly reached the ears of those who could hear it through the heavy rain: "The sand over there is very soft... You can just step on it and die..."
Resolutely there was no response.
Zhou Tangtang, who was not dead, doubted for a moment whether he was actually dead. The ghost brother he saw was the ghost brother who had jumped: "Are you... alive?" Zhou Tangtang couldn't help but smile when she saw Mars, and she asked a very question
Stupid question: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."
Zhou Tangtang looked at the misty water and fell silent in his thoughts. In such weather and atmosphere, some words that cannot be said to others seem to have an audience: "I also found out not long ago that I was an illegitimate daughter...
"
Illegitimate daughter: "It's ridiculous, isn't it? I should even say that I don't know that I am an illegitimate daughter. I am a human being like everyone else. Why should I be discriminated against? What right do others have to look down on me..."
Tears fell from the corners of her eyes one by one: "Actually, no, I can tell everyone with confidence that I am also a human being, and I am not wrong, but I cannot say it to that daughter and my father's two children..."
She can't! Zhou Tangtang cried louder: "My dad is not even a rich and powerful person, and he never thought that such a person would find a mistress, and that the mistress would willingly give him a child. Now it seems that it is
I was too naive. I never thought that my parents were not married, but they were not. My father's... the first wife was so angry that she couldn't afford to fall ill after she found out about my mother's existence in the early years. His two children were
So many years..."
Zhou Tangtang smiled. She used to be such a shameless person, but in the end she found out that she was the one. Her mother was the mistress who destroyed other people's families. She fell in love with her father because of her father's skill and humor. Her father was not someone who could withstand temptation.
People, so she was born.
At night, the heavy rain seemed to be able to cover up everyone's embarrassment: "The eldest son of that family... suffered a lot for his mother's medicine and his brother's tuition. Can you imagine! I have also seen him wearing dirty and wrinkled clothes.
He was taciturn and humble in his clothes, but after he knew who I was, he could turn his head so proudly, without even hatred, only the hatred of life and death."
Zhou Tangtang still remembers his look in his eyes: "Tell me, can I say that I am innocent? Can I say that I was innocent when I was born? If I am him, what is his fault? Why should he worry too early?
Take up the burden of the whole family!”
The most dramatic thing: "Did you know? My father's second son is very good and cares more about his mother and his brother who sacrificed everything for him."
Zhou Tangtang suddenly laughed: "The most coincidental thing is that his girlfriend and my boyfriend are brothers and sisters. How could a family that accepted their daughter's boyfriend first want a child raised by a man and woman who confidently dominates others as their daughter-in-law?"
."
Zhou Tangtang's eyes were sarcastic and ridiculous, but she didn't know whether to laugh at herself or to rejoice that her mother's dream of marrying her to a rich family was shattered: "I used the money that should have belonged to their father to grow up like this...
How can I stand in front of them and say that I am not guilty... How can I say that I should fight for my love without hesitation, even if we break up, that person's second son breaks up with his girlfriend! You tell me, I can ask for it as a matter of course.
……"
Lu Zhiyuan looked at her with a bit of confusion in his eyes? There were so many illegitimate children in their family, and they all stood in front of him confidently and felt that they were the only ones worthy of the group. There should be no one who was so entangled.
Zhou Tangtang was immediately embarrassed. He hurriedly tidied up his ghost-like hair. After realizing that he didn't need to pay attention, he broke the jar and said: "Isn't it boring? His mother just hopes that I will not get close to their son again."
That’s all…”
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