Lu Zhiyuan hugged Yiyi bit by bit, put his nose on his chest, and took a deep breath, but was careful not to hug him firmly.
The end of the Song Dynasty? It’s the end of the song for yourself, that’s okay.
Lu Zhiyuan is like a senior Yin gentleman who needs his breath to survive in the world. He admits that secretly he wants this child, and he will not give it back. It only belongs to him.
Aunt Wang looked at her husband and was pleased with his carefulness: "I have also considered it. You will not treat your wife badly. As time goes by, your wife will be able to see your intentions." So take care of yourself.
"If I don't like someone, I just don't like someone. If I'm nice to her, should she like me? Butler Mei and Butler Zhao are both good, will you do it if they ask you to be with them?"
Aunt Wang waved her hands hurriedly when she heard this, those two people...
"You also know that you don't want to, so next time... think more about her."
Aunt Wang fell silent. She was wrong and should not embarrass Miss Gu.
Lu Zhiyuan took a deep breath, his eyes still falling greedily on Yiyi.
Song Yiyi didn't like him being so close, but after trying several times with his little hands, he still couldn't move away. He could only stretch out his paws, grab the hair of the person on his lap, and pinch it: "Ah..."
Qin Pin and Aunt Wang were startled. Mr. Lu was annoyed and must not cause him pain. They were so anxious that they wanted to step forward and ask the young master to let go.
Lu Zhiyuan's voice was calm: "It's okay." It was fine as long as he liked it. He was just afraid that his rough hair would strangle his small white hands.
When Qin Pin saw this, he had mixed feelings: "Miss Gu didn't say anything, so she asked me to bring the child over. Miss Gu said to Mr. Lu..." Don't say this: "Miss Gu is so kind."
When Lu Zhiyuan heard this, he immediately looked at him, his eyes wary and cold. Feng Yu and Shen Guangyao's mistakes were clearly visible in his mind!
Qin Pin thought of something and immediately took a step back and shut up.
"ah--"
The sternness in Lu Zhiyuan's eyes faded little by little, and he looked at his child tenderly, rubbing his face against his cheek: "How about Dad take you out to see the sea..."
…
The sea breeze carries humid and sultry heat, blowing towards the coastline. The sea breeze in early summer always has a warm and wanton, wanton heat, and wanton arrogance. Strong winds, heavy rains, and heat waves are all its unscrupulous expressions.
Lu Zhiyuan carried Song Yiyi to the deserted private area, and then placed Yiyi on the warm beach.
Song Yiyi crawled on the beach excitedly and happily.
The bodyguards stood around quietly, and tourists who came to play followed the warning to avoid them and looked over frequently.
Lu Zhiyuan's eyes always fell on the child. He sat on the beach, shielding his son from the scorching sun when there were only two of them: "This is the place where your mother and I first met."
Song Yi grabbed a handful of sand and slipped it out of Xiaopang's hand.
"She didn't know." At that time, he...had nothing to say. He wanted to give everything he had gained through hard work to those two people, and to get their approval, it all just proved his stupidity.
When he thought about it later, he would hold such unrealistic ideas and even walk into the sea with self-loathing. It can only be said that he was extremely stupid.
It was also that day that he met CiCi.
Lu Zhiyuan looked at Yi Yi and smiled: "She is standing next to me, where we are now." Then he smiled bitterly: "But she just watched me walk down... Can you imagine, your mother,
Watching me walk step by step into the sea, I didn’t even want to call the police.”….
Song Yiyi grasped the sand carefully.
Lu Zhiyuan's memories seemed to have everything, and it was not because the audience did not support him that he was less interested: "Actually, I saw her before I went into the sea. She didn't speak, she just stood here, looking at the sea firmly. It seemed that no matter how big the waves were that day, they could not shake her determination to stand here and look into the sea."
"Your mother has a very cold heart. I noticed her later, and I thought, why does a person who is so plain seem so passionate?"
"ah."
"No, you can't say that your mother is not a good person. She can look at someone calmly.
A life disappeared. You said she was a good person. I even suspected that she just wanted to see me drown in the water and see if she could win the good citizen award. You said she was particularly cold-blooded."
"You said she went down with me?" Lu Zhiyuan sneered: "When the water reached her chest, she stopped sending me off. She put the umbrella on my back in the clothes and waited to see me sink. I thought How could I let her get what she wanted? I'm not an actor on the stage. I only act for her. In the end, she might not applaud me because my suicide posture was wrong."
"So I'm not going to die. Why should I die? I came here to soak in the water. I went up after soaking. She looked at me in confusion, as if I didn't continue walking. She was very surprised." Lu Zhiyuan said here. At that time, I couldn't help but laugh.
Song Yiyi happened to catch a little bit of sand and also smiled.
"Maybe she is also a little kind." Lu Zhiyuan said through gritted teeth: "Give me an umbrella. It's raining so heavily, but she gave me a small broken umbrella and expected me to be grateful."
Song Yi poured sand on his father one by one as if he was offering treasures.
Lu Zhiyuan helped him get wet: "Tell me, did your mother come that day just to try her luck and watch people jump into the sea? She finally met such a cooperative father. She must be very curious and happy. She is curious about other people's bad luck and happy. Her own unhappiness can be comforted by the pain of others. Do you think your mother has a dark mind?"
"an——" Song Yi answered happily.
"Yes, your mother has a dark mind."
When Song Yi saw his father smiling, he laughed too. He quickly grabbed a handful of sand and stuffed it into his mouth.
Lu Zhiyuan was so frightened that he quickly grabbed his little hand and opened his hand that was close to his mouth.
Song Yiyi struggled unhappily.
Lu Zhiyuan took him a few steps forward and washed his hands that had grabbed the sand with sea water: "Can you eat it?"
Song Yiyi was not happy. He wanted to eat, but he moved violently in the arms that restricted his movements.
Lu Zhiyuan had no choice but to ask Qin Pin to take a nai and stuff it into Yiyi's mouth. Thinking that the child was still young, he took the child back to where he was, but was reluctant to scold him: "Just like your mother."
Song Yiyi opened his eyes wide and looked around, looking for his mother in confusion.
Lu Zhiyuan was amused by his cute appearance, and found some excuses to redeem himself. He felt that it was not good to say something about her dark psychology: "Maybe she was in a bad mood that day. She was so young at the time, and it was her first time to leave home alone, so she was cautious. , if something happens again at home and she can’t do anything, it’s reasonable for her to be unhappy, right?”
Song Yi smashed his nai into his mouth one by one, thinking it would fill his stomach...
Lu Zhiyuan adjusted the child's sitting position: "In any case, she also has some difficulties."
Song Yiyi immediately realized that this thing didn't care if he was full.
Lu Zhiyuan was lost in his own thoughts: "But when we met her later in school, you couldn't believe how full of vitality she was..." He also thought... like her, she was obviously so depressed and cold-blooded, but how could she act as if nothing had happened?
of.
Because of curiosity, because he wanted to possess her, and because he expected her power to belong to him, he gave her countless opportunities to get close to him.
But like a blind person, she ignored him. Not only did she ignore him, she later found a boyfriend, a good-for-nothing boyfriend. In his opinion, that man was not worth mentioning. She must be blind to fall in love with him.
So he was patient and gave her another chance. As long as she found her way back, he could ignore her blindness.
But he soon discovered that things got out of hand. She actually liked that boy. Those eyes and concern could not let him deceive himself at all.
That's it, he still gave her another chance. He thought she must have felt that she was not good enough and had no chance to meet a better person. He happened to be a very good person in society.
As long as she followed him, he could help her settle her family affairs and all her affairs, so he took the initiative to find her and let her break up with Ji Yunxuan.
As a result, she looked at him like a stranger, and even felt that he had stopped the wrong person. Only then did he realize that he was not in her eyes.
To her, he, Lu Zhiyuan, was just like the stranger who passed by her every day.
There is no difference between people. Knowing who he is depends entirely on her being well-informed.
When he found it impossible, he would take action so radically, because apart from this way, there was no other possibility.
How could he allow the impossible and must be possible, so he would risk his life to break her wings.
He never told her that even if she didn't care, he still couldn't stop. Seeing her being unable to resist again and again and living such a tenacious life, he seemed to have the motivation to persevere.
He cannot let go, and will never let go. As long as he lives, she must be by his side, unless he dies...
Who knew that when she struggled out so hard, he actually buried her back into the abyss with his own hands.
Feng Yu! Shen Guangyao! These two people deserved to die!
Lu Zhiyuan hugged Yiyi tightly: "Dad is a very bad person..."
Song climbed onto his father's lap one by one, took off the nai, and looked at it again and again in confusion.
Lu Zhiyuan hugged him and looked at the water with him.
"But she still gave birth to you..." After that experience, he gave birth to Yiyi, but he still tried to indulge in the past, clinging to her as a piece of driftwood, wanting to break it together in the sea: "If I knew...
…”
Lu Zhiyuan buried his head on the child's shoulder.
Song Yi threw the nai out one by one, angry!
Lu Zhiyuan was drowned in great sadness: "I shouldn't wake up here..." He couldn't give her any words, it would only ruin her last good expectation.
Lu Zhiyuan seemed to have caught something and raised his head suddenly. He couldn't wake up here. He shouldn't wake up. Where should he wake up? This is not the place where he should appear.
Lu Zhiyuan seemed to have caught a little light. He had a place where he should wake up. Could he wake up? Even if it was to save her from experiencing pain, even if he knew that she would chase Ji Yunxuan, he should not give up in order to avoid it.
It will bring her endless pain...
Parrot basking in the moon This chapter has been completed!