Lu Zhiyuan almost laughed at her confident request: "Your painting ranks first in the college entrance examination."
"That's talent, and it doesn't take a human body test."
You can't look at men either. Lu Zhiyuan suddenly thought about whether they would draw real-life nudes after their art class. Lu Zhiyuan suddenly felt bad when he thought about this: "Look at... yourself."
"I am a girl, boys and girls are different."
"Copy." I don't believe she has never copied.
"No, just let me take a look. It's okay to touch and feel it without looking. Do you still want to win the prize?"
"I'm busy..." Lu Zhiyuan put down her hand. His wrist was as thin as he imagined. The food she ate had insufficient nutritional value.
"You are busy with your work, and I don't need your help..."
Lu Zhiyuan reiterated gently, but he had no choice but to say: "I'm really busy." He gave her a look at all the documents to be corrected.
Gu CiCi slowly lowered his head, curling up his fingers one by one, like a pitiful little being despised, with slightly red eyes.
Lu Zhiyuan didn't want to care about her, and...does she think it's appropriate to touch a man? But he only wrote one word, then turned to look at her and explained in a low voice: "I'm in class."
Put aside the beginning of the ancient Ci Ci and wipe the corners of your eyes. Regardless of whether there are tears or not, wipe them first.
"Don't you like cufflinks?" The voice was gentler.
The ancient sayings do not speak.
"There's another one, do you want it? Can you put it on your left hand?"
"..."
If you don't want to talk, just calm down. She's not someone who can't understand the problem. Lu Zhiyuan looked at the document again.
Gu CiCi glanced at him and packed her things silently.
Lu Zhiyuan looked at her.
Shen Guangyao noticed something was wrong and looked over from the corner of his eye: What's wrong? get out of class isn't over yet? Do you want to leave? Wasn't everything fine just now?
Gu Cici lowered his head and closed his sketchbook in a silent manner.
Lu Zhiyuan just looked at her until she put the last pen into the pencil case, had to sigh and stretched out her hand.
The ancient words stopped.
Lu Zhiyuan couldn't laugh or cry: "How old do you have to be to lose your temper over this little thing?"
Gu Cici suddenly had the illusion that he was being unreasonable, and maybe he was really too worried?
Gu Cici looked at his palm for a while, then stretched out his hand and held it. Strange? Why didn't he have any calluses? He played with shooting swords and had certificates for each type. How could there be no calluses?
But, if there is none, that means that in order to keep his hands sensitive, he uses tools to polish them every day. It is really polishing. The polishing process is very painful. If it is not maintained with grease, there will be no calluses.
Many majors in their field require students to keep their hands sharp, so cruel that there are no sophomores in those majors.
Lu Zhiyuan felt like there were ants crawling between his fingers, and he had to remind her anxiously: "Aren't you looking for the direction of the muscles?" Her fingers were soft, like water, and her mind unconsciously thought of the banquet rooms where some people drank too much and talked.
Sexy jokes, if a woman has no bones, then...
Gu CiCi let go of his hand.
Lu Zhiyuan looked over in confusion, holding his hands slightly hot: "What's wrong?" and moved to the other side.
Although she was not thinly dressed, she did not feel that she had touched something wrong just now: "Hmm...it doesn't seem to be good..."
Lu Zhiyuan was about to laugh out loud. Only now did he realize what he had just done. Was he wandering around in the world? He was so stubborn that he had to leave.
Gu Cici took out the things he put in his schoolbag again: "Don't look at me..."
Still knowing how to reflect, Lu Zhiyuan looked at the document again with satisfaction, but the palm she held did not touch the paper again.
Shen Guangyao looked away, is it okay? Why is it okay?
Gu CiCi's mood is not getting better.
Who is the hardest person to get rid of? A person with too many stories.
Lu Zhiyuan's world is hard to convince. If he still has his past, his own deeply rooted and unshakable worldview, and the power to control everything, can she really escape from him? Will she want to be simple?
Moreover, what kind of accident could cause old and new scars? Are there any places she didn't touch? If there are so many, does he have some psychological cognitive problems?
Or...there is simply a psychological problem!?
Gu CiCi frowned. He had psychological problems but was still so calm that no one could see anything strange. How solid was the world he built for himself?
Once such a person has determined something, can it be shaken externally?
If so.
Then it is impossible for him to be in love with himself, and he cannot have a superficial understanding of himself, but he is a participant in a world that is closed by planning.
What is even more exaggerated may be that he allows himself to play the role of savior in his life. It does not need to be how good he is or what he has done. It is "he allowed it".
Self-knowledge is above all ‘allowance’.
Gu CiCi wiped out that button, what kind of character award did the button win? Could it be that she still needs to treat him? She herself is so extreme that she needs someone to treat her!
Gu CiCi put down the eraser, yes, she thought she had a good personality and was open-minded, but in fact she was not at all. It was Ji Yunxuan who never left her and stayed by her side dutifully, comforting her from the depression she had suffered for years and helping her get out of it. Frustrated for no reason, he stayed by her side and became a healthier and more self-centered person.
So much so that when he found himself waking up and meeting Lu Zhiyuan again, he was able to see the world with hope.
Ji Yunxuan, after all, was the ray of light she encountered in her endless life.
So Lu Zhiyuan saw some illusion in her, thinking that she could participate in his world. Ji Yunxuan was born with sunshine, lived a prosperous life, and had a good upbringing. Looking at it made people want to tear her apart.
As for herself, she doesn't have to tear it apart, so she can treat anyone who is not so tired that she wants to take a rest. She envies Ji Yunxuan and wants to have the light and heat of Ji Yunxuan.
As for Lu Zhiyuan, why not find someone with warm sunshine...
Speaking of which, who doesn’t have a painful and tragic past, who doesn’t have a story that can’t be overcome, who hasn’t been magnified, as if the world can’t contain the sadness. This is not Lu Zhiyuan’s harm, forcing those who originally lived in the sun, and struggling people's reasons.
Even if Lu Zhiyuan had 10,000 reasons, they should not be an excuse for him to kill Ji Yunxuan!
Gu CiCi suddenly dropped the eraser, and reached out to hold his arm in annoyance, tearing off his scar: "It must have hurt at that time..." Blocking something, hurting each other.
Lu Zhiyuan looked at her in surprise, as if he didn't understand, and the next moment he seemed to suddenly realize: "Just now you..." Lu Zhiyuan couldn't laugh or cry: "Maybe, it's been a long time, I don't remember, I was too young at the time, I can't remember anything."
So simple? Since it was such an understatement, Gu CiCi suddenly lifted his sleeve: "Then let me take a look." You don't mind.
Lu Zhiyuan suddenly pressed against her head, his tone was very doting, but his movements could not be refused: "Why are there so many sudden attacks?" His voice was soft, but his strength was firm, not allowing her to make an inch of progress.
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Thanks, the abyss of words, May of March, Wen Fan 12, Penguin 1986, Xiong Xiong You Yu, Jie He Ao, the nickname is Maomao, Jiyan Jijia, Xianzhi Fairy, cor113, janane0619, Xiaotusha, 5698708,
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Everyone was waiting for me to dance with great interest. Haha, if I think about it carefully, I really don’t have much talent. Sigh.