Lu Xining knew that he did it on purpose, and Jin Shaoheng wanted to tell her that he didn't have to be her. As long as he was willing, there were many women waiting for his pity.
Yes, especially Lin Qingyue, she was a woman who was willing to give her life for him.
But since there is someone who loves him so much, and he also loves Lin Qingyue, why does he have to hold on to himself?
Lu Xining hid his face in pain...
--Dividing line--
After Jin Shaoheng accompanied Lin Qingyue back to the room, he asked Xiaoyan to help her go to the bathroom to wash up, while he kept standing by the window.
In order to welcome Christmas, the lights in the entire villa have been adjusted. Although the garden view is so beautiful, the holiday atmosphere has long since disappeared in the room.
About half an hour later, when Lin Qingyue came out, she saw his tall and silent back. He also took off the white sweater of the same style as his own and threw it into the trash can at his feet.
He was unhappy and she knew it.
After signaling Xiaoyan to leave, Lin Qingyue slowly stood up from the wheelchair, came behind him, stretched out her arms and hugged his waist.
When Jin Shaoheng came to his senses, his first reaction was to take her hand away.
Lin Qingyue didn't let go, but stubbornly tightened his grip, rested her head on his back, and shouted, "Shaoheng."
It was winter, so she specially changed into a sexy lace suspender dress, and secretly sprinkled it with a perfume that was said to be aphrodisiac.
It's not that kind of illegal drug, but when she was shopping, Li Dantong said that this fragrance can stimulate men's desire, and she was immediately attracted to it.
Jin Shaoheng frowned: "Didn't you say you feel uncomfortable? Go to bed early."
"Yeah." Lin Qingyue said, but didn't move.
Instead, she closed her eyes and enjoyed the rare closeness at this moment, unconsciously rubbing her curves on his back through the thin material of clothing.
"Qingyue." Jin Shaoheng finally couldn't bear it anymore and squeezed her hand to separate the two.
Not to mention being emotional, the cold light in his eyes was even a bit scary.
"I..." Lin Qingyue suddenly felt embarrassed.
Seeing Jin Shaoheng was about to leave, she quickly stopped him and promised: "Shaoheng, I was wrong. I will go to bed obediently. You don't want to leave."
Jin Shaoheng avoided her body, took a piece of clothing and wrapped it around her, saying, "Don't forget the doctor's advice, don't do this next time."
How could Lin Qingyue not know that her body didn't allow it? She was just testing him.
Sure enough, the way he looked at her was completely different from the way he looked at Lu Xining. It could be said that he was not interested in her at all.
Lin Qingyue was unwilling to give in, but in order to keep him, she could only obediently go to bed.
Jin Shaoheng even covered her chin with the quilt, covering her whole body except her head.
"Go to sleep."
Lin Qingyue looked at him. He was clearly right in front of her, but his heart seemed to have flown to Lu Xining.
"Shaoheng, are you blaming me?" Lin Qingyue said.
"What?" Jin Shaoheng was confused.
"I didn't mean to disturb you today." Lin Qingyue lowered his eyes with a hurt look on his face.
"Don't think wildly." Jin Shaoheng didn't want to discuss this issue at all.
"I'm not thinking wildly." Lin Qingyue looked at him seriously and said, "Shaoheng, if you love someone, even if he frowns, the other person's heart will ache."
Jin Shaoheng's deliberately hidden thoughts seemed to be revealed. He opened his mouth to say something, but Lin Qingyue signaled him to be silent.
"I know that you have been unable to let go of Lu Xining after your divorce. After all, she was once your wife."
Jin Shaoheng did not expect that she would take the initiative to mention it and remained silent.
"Sometimes I think, maybe it is wrong to divorce you. If she is still your wife, and you feel that she has always been yours, maybe you won't care too much about her, right?
"Qingyue..." He was also very confused and couldn't explain it to her.
"It's okay, I don't mind." Lin Qingyue still smiled gently and understandingly: "You know, my wish has always been very simple, as long as you let me stay with you."
"Yeah." Jin Shaoheng responded.
Of course Lin Qingyue would not really be so selfless. She said this deliberately as a test, but he actually did not deny it.
"Shaoheng, can you kiss me?" Lin Qingyue asked suddenly.
Jin Shaoheng looked at her in surprise, but he just looked at her and did not move.
"Just kiss your forehead." She still looked at him eagerly, like a child asking for sweets.
She thought that he would be satisfied if he felt guilty about her.
As expected, Jin Shaoheng's lips slowly came down, but when they were about to land on her forehead, he touched the top of her head with his hand and said, "Go to sleep."
Lin Qingyue's eyes flashed with disappointment, but he still chose to close his eyes.
She had been with Jin Shaoheng for so long that she already knew where his bottom line was and why he was so patiently coaxing her.
"Shaoheng, don't leave." She held his hand and murmured.
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That night, Lu Xining almost kept his eyes open until dawn. He had never cried, but because he had stayed up for too long, his eyes were swollen and felt uncomfortable.
When I was washing up, I looked at myself in the mirror. My face looked very bad, so I simply put on a few more layers of powder.
She had to go to work today and go out to meet people. In fact, she was secretly glad that she had a reason to leave here as soon as possible.
Despite this, I was still a little nervous when I opened the door, fearing that I might see Jin Shaoheng and Lin Qingyue walking out of another room.
She admitted that she hadn't figured out how to face it yet, and might really collapse. Fortunately, there was no one in the corridor.
But when Lu Xining walked to the stairs and saw Lin Qingyue sitting in a wheelchair, she realized that it was too early for her to relax.
"Xining, you're awake." Lin Qingyue stood up with a harmless smile on his face.
However, Lu Xining noticed that the bright white in her arms was the sweater Jin Shaoheng wore last night.
Lin Qingyue also lowered his head following her gaze, as if he just noticed the sweater in his hand, and simply handed it to her:
"Shaoheng's clothes were left in my room last night. It's difficult for me to move around. Could you please help me hang them in his closet?"
His eyes and expressions were impeccable, so natural that he didn't seem to feel anything was wrong at all.
Could it be that she is Jin Shaoheng's eldest wife and she is his concubine?
Lu Xining warned himself that Lin Qingyue was waiting here just to stimulate him, so he must not be fooled.
With this thought in mind, he ignored her and wanted to go downstairs as soon as possible.
But Lin Qingyue didn't achieve his goal, so how could he give up?
She held Lu Xining's arm: "Don't you ask what we did last night?"