Time passed little by little, and in the midst of suffering, the door of the operating room finally opened.
Jin Shaoheng stood up almost immediately, but he suddenly lost the courage to step forward and did not dare to ask.
It's not that Lu Xining's life is in danger, but that he doesn't dare to face the harm he has done to her.
"How is it?" The doctor came over and Li Jinghuan helped him speak.
The doctor first took a look at his boss Li Jinghuan and then said to Jin Shaoheng: "Mrs. Jin has a special constitution and is suffering from irritative bleeding.
But the surgery went well, and I’m fine now.”
Naturally, Jin Shaoheng didn't understand what irritating bleeding was. But when he heard that he was fine, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time, he felt a surge of guilt.
"Can I be transferred to the ward?" Li Jinghuan asked again.
In fact, he wanted to ask how the child was doing, but Jin Shaoheng didn't know about it, so he couldn't ask in front of him.
The doctor nodded, but still couldn't help but blame Jin Shaoheng: "Mr. Jin, I told you last time that Mrs. Jin is very weak and cannot withstand intense sexual intercourse."
Although she didn't know why Lu Xining was pregnant, she had to hide it from him. But rape of a woman, no matter what the reason, was unacceptable to her as a woman.
So even though Jin Shaoheng is powerful, she still has to say something.
Jin Shaoheng, who was already upset, felt even more guilty after hearing her words.
Li Jinghuan was so frightened that he kept winking at her: "It's okay, just go and do your work first."
She was so bold. Did she know who Jin Shaoheng was? Fortunately, at this time, Jin Shaoheng only had Lu Xining in mind and didn't care about that.
…
Lu Xining was quickly transferred to the ward after observing that his condition was stable in the operating room.
Infusions and the like were inevitable, and there were intravenous drips hanging on the shelf above her head, but she was still in a coma because the anesthesia had not worn off.
Jin Shaoheng stood by the bed, touching her bloodless face distressedly, and the two sentences she said in the bedroom echoed over and over in his mind.
"Jin Shaoheng, I once loved you, do you know?"
"But the man I love is not like you now."
The sadness and disappointment in those eyes almost overwhelmed him.
Jin Shaoheng closed her eyes in distress and tried hard to think back, wondering what the self she once loved would be like?
But his memory, from the first time they met to register at the Civil Affairs Bureau, was vague.
The clearest thing is the scene where she was stabbed to save him, and she endured the stitches in the hospital without anesthesia.
But even so, he never gave her a good look.
After two years of marriage, he had always treated her coldly because of his mother's relationship, and he never even looked at her.
Not to mention that although he paid Lu Yuzheng's medical bills, it was just to threaten her into cooperating with him.
In the end, his head hurt when he thought about it, and he couldn't even think about it.
Because even as proud as he is, he has to admit that what he did in the past is not worthy of a woman's love.
So how low did Lu Xining have to meet his requirements to fall in love with him like this?
…
Lu Xining, who was in a coma, fell into his own dream.
Although she was vaguely conscious, she felt a lot of pain. She couldn't tell whether it was physical pain or heartache. In short, the pain was unbearable.
Until a childish voice sounded in my ears: "Mom! Mom!"
She opened her eyes hard and saw a pink and waxy baby with golden wings on her back.
I saw that she was awake, and now she was eating her fingers and smiling at her.
"Are you my baby?" Lu Xining asked.
The baby didn't answer, but just smiled at her, which made her feel soft and painful.
"Are you here to say goodbye to me?" Lu Xining asked again.
The baby still didn't answer.
Thinking of the B-ultrasound the doctor showed her, she thought that if her child was born, it would be very similar to the baby in front of her.
Tears welled up in her eyes again, but the baby's chubby little hand held hers. She was only a few months old, but she walked unsteadily.
"Where are you taking me?" Lu Xining asked again.
She felt like she was lying down and couldn't move at all, but she saw herself and the baby floating on white clouds.
It floated and floated until it reached the sky, where there were many babies just like him.
The baby slowly let go of her hand and floated towards the children alone.
Lu Xining suddenly realized something. He really came to say goodbye to him.
"Baby, don't go."
"Don't leave mom, can you give me another chance?"
"Baby."
She shouted desperately, but she couldn't make any sound and could only watch him float away.
"don't want……"
Lu Xining shouted in pain and opened her eyes. She saw the intravenous medicine bottle above her head and realized she was in the ward.
The operation is over, what about her child?
Lu Xining subconsciously touched his belly, only to find that his hand was being held forcefully, and then he saw Jin Shaoheng's face.
"Xining." He looked at her nervously.
All memories and senses returned, Lu Xining's face suddenly turned cold, and he forcefully freed his hand from his palm.
If this were normal times, Jin Shaoheng would definitely be tough, but not now.
She was as fragile as a doll that could be broken at any time. Even if he didn't move, just looking at her like this made him feel distressed.
Seeing that Lu Xining didn't look at him, he just stared at the ceiling and asked, "Where is the doctor?"
Now she just wants to know urgently whether the child in her belly can be saved.
"What's wrong with you?" Jin Shaoheng asked nervously.
Lu Xining finally looked at her, but the sarcasm in his eyes was like a knife, cutting the flesh on his face piece by piece.
Doesn't he know why she feels uncomfortable?
"Xining, I'm sorry." Jin Shaoheng apologized sincerely.
Lu Xining did not accept it, and only asked: "Then can you let me go?"