"You look so much like him. I know I am too obsessed with it, so I mistake you for him."
She looked at his eyes gradually becoming sad, as if she were looking at the dead Jin Shaoheng.
"Lu Xining." Jin Shaoheng wanted to say something, but she covered his mouth.
Lu Xining watched as his eyes gradually became clearer, and then said, "Yesterday, I just thought of you as him, so-" She paused, and then said, "Don't misunderstand me."
Only then did Jin Shaoheng understand.
It turns out that when she said so much, she attributed all the loss of control to missing Jin Shaoheng too much.
Her purpose was to push him away, but she didn't know that the person in front of her was Jin Shaoheng.
He looked at her with complicated eyes, pinched her wrist, took her hands to cover his mouth, and asked: "Didn't you say you would forget him and start over?"
Which of her words is true and which is false?
"I thought about starting over, but I didn't want to find someone who was so deeply involved with him." Lu Xining said, about to withdraw his hand.
"Why?"
Jin Shaoheng didn't let go, as if he couldn't accept that she said she loved him, but in her actions she rejected all people and things related to him, so she insisted on an answer.
"Because it hurts too much." Lu Xining looked at him and said, "So even if you are really Jin Shaoheng, I will not be with you."
His body was shaken.
Lu Xining took the opportunity to withdraw his hand, trying to distance himself from him, but it suddenly stimulated him.
Jin Shaoheng kissed her lips directly. Lu Xining naturally wanted to hide, but the power gap between women and men was too great, even if he was a sickly person.
In the end, he kissed her, and the strong smell of alcohol in her mouth was swallowed up by him, until her heels became weak from being kissed, and she almost snuggled into his arms.
When he let her go, she didn't rush away from him, but hugged his waist.
Before Jin Shaoheng could think clearly about this abnormal behavior, he heard her murmur: "Shaoheng."
Jin Shaoheng froze and looked down to see that she had closed her eyes.
Her cheeks were flushed, and she looked like she was drunk because of the alcohol.
"..." It was obvious that she had just said so many words to herself, her articulation and thinking were very clear.
Although he was not willing to do so, he still unconsciously stroked her head with his hand and said, "That's fine."
Then he picked her up and walked downstairs.
Liu Weijie didn't seem surprised when he saw the two people appearing. He got out of the car out of habit and opened the door for them.
"Mr. Jin." Lin Zhiyi called and glanced at Lu Xining in his arms, still looking a little worried.
She just wanted to make some space for them to chat, and she didn't want to take him away directly.
"Excuse me." Jin Shaoheng said.
Lu Xining sounded like his wife, so natural.
Lin Zhiyi frowned, and when she was about to say something else, the car door was already closed.
The driver started the engine and the car drove out slowly.
Jin Shaoheng lives not far from Lin Zhiyi's house, and it takes about ten minutes to get there.
When Liu Weijie opened the car door for him, although he hesitated to speak, he didn't say anything in the end.
Jin Shaoheng carried Lu Xining into his bedroom and put her on the bed, when she suddenly climbed onto his neck unconsciously.
Jin Shaoheng looked at her face so close, his eyelids still closed, and his curled eyelashes cast a shadow.
The makeup from the day has long been removed, but the skin on my face is still surprisingly good, as tender as a peeled egg.
He rubbed it with his hand, then couldn't help but kiss the bridge of her nose, and then slowly moved down to capture her lips.
Different from the previous fierceness, this time it was gentle, asking for it little by little, until she couldn't bear it any longer and made a squeak in her mouth, and then he took the opportunity to insert his tongue.
His tongue and hers were just playing with each other at first, but later it seemed that it was not enough, and the kiss became deeper and deeper.
When he came to his senses, he had already taken off most of her clothes, and the seductive spring light came into view.
He knew that it would be easy for him to get her tonight. If she hated him when they first met, she would also hate him. He didn't care at all.
Now, he admits that he can't be cruel.
If he did this, would she avoid her even further? And he really shouldn't provoke her.
But he just couldn't give in and couldn't control himself.
The Adam's apple rolled, and his hand pinched her waist hard...
When Lu Xining woke up, he was still a little confused when he saw the ceiling above his head.
She remembered that she was at Lin Zhiyi's place, and the ceiling in her house, whether in the master bedroom or the second bedroom, was not like this.
Looking around, he found that the room was exaggeratedly large, but it also seemed so familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere before, until he caught a glimpse of Jin Shaoheng lying on the other side of the bed.
She was so frightened that she quickly sat up and subconsciously glanced at herself under the quilt.
The clothes I changed into were the pajamas I changed into at Lin Zhiyi’s place last night. Fortunately, they were still intact on my body.
Body - Before he could think more, the bumps in the mattress had already woken up Jin Shaoheng.
He looked at her, Lu Xining looked at him, and there was silence all around.
"We..." Lu Xining's voice was hard, and he really couldn't ask the question.
"Nothing happened." Jin Shaoheng replied and got up from the bed.
He only wore a pair of loose house pants, leaving his entire upper body exposed.
Lu Xining subconsciously avoided looking and asked, "Isn't I at Lin Zhiyi's place yesterday?"
"You were drunk, so you called me to pick him up." Jin Shaoheng lied, his expression as straight as ever.
"Mr. Jin, I am drunk, but as of the time you went to Lin Zhiyi's house, my mind was still sober." Unexpectedly, Lu Xining immediately broke the story.
She even remembered what she said to him, but when she thought of him as Jin Shaoheng later, her mind became more and more confused.
Jin Shaoheng was exposed on the spot without any embarrassment.
He glanced at her and suddenly came over. He put his hands on the mattress and put his face in front of her.
The two of them were suddenly so close.
Lu Xining subconsciously stepped back, trying to avoid him, so he even got on the bed with one knee, which could be said to be a tight squeeze.
Until her back was pressed against the head of the bed and she was unable to retreat, he almost held her in his arms.
"What are you going to do?" Lu Xining subconsciously pushed him.
Her hands touched his strong chest muscles, with a few shallow nail marks on them.
Not deep, but she looked at her fingertips - they matched.
"It seems you are really drunk." Jin Shaoheng said in shock when he saw her.
"What do you mean?" Didn't he just say that nothing happened?