After not seeing him for many days, he looked thinner and looked bad.
Lu Xining looked at him blankly, not sure whether it was an accident that he finally appeared or he couldn't bear to blink.
Because only the moment he appeared, Lu Xining knew how much he missed him.
She didn't dare to blink, fearing that if she moved, all her emotions would be out of control.
Jin Shaoheng was actually similar to her. It took him a long time to move his lips and call out her name: "Xining..."
Lu Xining lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembled, and asked in a normal-sounding tone: "When did you come back?"
Jin Shaoheng looked at her almost greedily, and his tone was equally calm: "Not long."
How soon is it?
It started when Zhuang’s mother brought her the indispensable box of walnuts for her meals every day? Or did it start when Lin Zhiyan appeared?
Lu Xining wanted to ask him why he came back? Didn't he agree not to see each other again? And why did he interfere in her affairs?
Thinking that he actually wanted to introduce a man to her, Lu Xining's heart was bleeding, even angry.
But she endured it, suppressed all her emotions, and just said: "How are you doing?"
"Yeah." Jin Shaoheng nodded.
Just one word, Lu Xining's heart was really bitter, astringent and sour, and all kinds of tastes came to his heart.
She forced herself to curl up the corners of her lips: "That's good." After saying that, she walked out.
That's because she is afraid, afraid that if she stays for one more second, she will not be able to bear the pain in her heart.
However, Jin Shaoheng grabbed her arm and shouted: "Xining."
"Let go." Lu Xining scolded.
The moment their skins touched, she finally couldn't control her emotions. After all, there was so much anger in her heart.
Jin Shaoheng seemed to have thought that she would be angry, so he rushed over in a hurry.
"I can explain." Jin Shaoheng said.
She raised her eyes and looked at him: "Okay, you explain."
Jin Shaoheng looked at the end of her eyes that were already red, and his heart hurt as if someone was stabbing him with a knife, but he said calmly:
"I have known Lin Zhiyan for a long time. Although his business is sometimes a bit extreme, his character is good.
I haven’t had any relationship problems for so many years, and I am a responsible person.”
Jin Shaoheng began to count Lin Zhiyan's advantages in detail. After all, he had carefully selected this man.
But when those words fell into Lu Xining's ears, it was even more uncomfortable than killing her.
What did he mean? Is this what she wanted to hear?
Lu Xining bit her lip, the pain from the tips of her teeth digging into her flesh prevented her from losing control.
"Did Du Jinyu ask for it?" Lu Xining asked. As if she could forgive him as long as he said yes.
Jin Shaoheng was silent.
Of course it's not Du Jinyu, but how can he tell her that he doesn't have much time left and that he feels guilty for dragging her down to this point?
"It doesn't matter if you don't have feelings for him right now. Feelings are forged. You don't have to worry about the Lin family's parents. They are very open-minded, although -"
"Jin Shaoheng!" Lu Xining interrupted him.
Their eyes met, Jin Shaoheng finally couldn't say the words he forced himself to say anymore.
"Okay, then you tell Lin Zhiyan that I promised him." Lu Xining gritted his teeth.
Jin Shaoheng's pupils trembled.
Lu Xining had already brushed off his hand, looking absolutely decisive, just like the day she said they were breaking up.
Maybe it was the fear of losing her, or maybe he was jealous that she finally let go of being with another man.
Although everything went as he wished, Jin Shaoheng still did not let her go, but kissed her lips fiercely.
They haven't seen each other for a long time, and their remaining lives are obviously very short, but every day they are apart feels like a century to Jin Shaoheng.
The kiss became more and more fierce, so fierce that he wanted to swallow her whole body and melt it into her bones and blood.
No, she was already in his bones and blood, that's why the peeling off was so painful.
Lu Xining was still angry at first and refused to cooperate. However, he slowly softened under his offensive, and his face was unknowingly wet with tears.
This kiss lasted for a long, long time. If it wasn't for the lack of oxygen, it might have lasted forever.
Each other's chests were rising and falling, their breathing was intertwined, and Lu Xining was so angry that his head was dizzy, but at this moment, Jin Shaoheng's voice came to his ears, and he said: "Okay."
At that moment, the word was like a knife, stabbing into Lu Xining's heart at once, dripping with blood, and being caught off guard.
"What did you say?"
Lu Xining looked at him in disbelief, or maybe he was confirming that he was right and whether he was promising what he had just said out of anger, asking him to tell Lin Zhiyan what he said.
"I said I would tell Lin Zhiyan your answer." Jin Shaoheng replied more clearly.
So what did he mean when he just kissed himself? Why on earth did he kiss himself?!
Lu Xining raised his hand and slapped him hard.
Snapped!
The sound of skin and flesh colliding resounded in the space. She almost used all her strength, and her palms were numb from the shock.
Half of Jin Shaoheng's face was turned away after being beaten, and five fingerprints clearly landed on his fair skin.
He coughed suppressedly and forced down the blood in his mouth.
The sound of rapid footsteps came to my ears, it was Lu Xining who had left quickly.
--Dividing line--
At that time, Lin Zhiyi was sitting on the sofa, eating potato chips and watching TV shows, when she heard the doorbell ring.
"Who?" she asked a little puzzled.
There was no movement outside the door.
Lin Zhiyi was suspicious, but still walked over with slippers on her hands.
Seeing Lu Xining through the peephole, she quickly opened it and asked, "Didn't you bring the key?" However, she saw that her expression was wrong and she looked completely lost.
"What's wrong with you?" Lin Zhiyi was surprised and quickly pulled her in.
In fact, Lu Xining didn't look embarrassed, but his expression was wrong, as if something had happened to him.
"Didn't you go to have dinner with my brother? What happened?" Lin Zhiyi asked anxiously.
Lu Xining still didn't speak.
Lin Zhiyi himself imagined a big drama and asked: "Did he bully you?"
Lu Xining was still in a trance.
Lin Zhiyi took her as her acquiescence, rolled up her sleeves and cursed: "You bastard, I'll go find him."
But his hand was grabbed by Lu Xining: "I met Jin Shaoheng."
"What?" Lin Zhiyi was surprised.
Lu Xining said nothing, but Lin Zhiyi suddenly understood that there was probably only one Jin Shaoheng in the world who could make Lu Xining become like this.
"What did you say? Did he bully you?" Lin Zhiyi asked again.
Lu Xining did not answer, but silently returned to his room.
She didn't wash up or turn on the light, she just huddled on the bed.
The pressure on her chest was so uncomfortable that she felt that she should cry loudly under the quilt, but found that she couldn't cry at all...