The boss himself can't let go, so how can he be sure that Lu Xining can come out?
Liu Weijie felt that Jin Shaoheng was deceiving himself, but he felt even more sorry for his self-suffering.
But facing this kind of separation between life and death, he is not Jin Shaoheng. When a person faces death, he doesn't know whether he is doing the right thing or the wrong thing.
The days went by like this day by day. Lu Xining and Lin Zhiyan did not meet frequently, but they often "dated".
The two of them had reached a certain consensus invisibly, and Lin Zhiyan would try his best to do whatever Lu Xining asked.
Even if he was accompanying her for a prenatal check-up, he could do his best.
In the eyes of outsiders, Lin Zhiyan is undoubtedly a qualified boyfriend. But to Lu Xining, he is more like a tool man.
A tool man who can put Jin Shaoheng at ease.
As time goes by, Lin Zhiyan is able to understand them more and more. It is obvious that Jin Shaoheng and Lu Xining are thinking about each other, but is this not another kind of torture?
It's just that both of them have entered a dead end, and neither of them is willing to look back, so they can only go on bravely.
From Lin Zhiyi's perspective, she couldn't understand that her brother and Lu Xining clearly didn't love each other at all.
Lin Zhiyan said nothing. She also asked Lu Xining seriously in private, if she really wanted to be her sister-in-law?
Lu Xining was also silent.
This weekend, Lin Zhiyan went on a business trip, and even Lin Zhiyi was called home by her parents.
Lu Xining stayed in the house by herself, and the decoration team opposite was also taking a break. She had nothing to do, so she simply took out her laptop and drawings and prepared to work overtime for a while.
While drawing, the notebook she used before losing her memory fell out. She flipped through it and accidentally found the notes she had made for Jin Shaoheng on the flat floor.
The contract at that time was probably just an excuse for him to get closer to her. Although she had many ideas, it was not completed in the end.
While I was lost in thought, the doorbell rang.
Lu Xining subconsciously glanced at the time, not knowing who would come over at this time, but still got up and opened the door.
Jiang Cheng stood outside the door, and then his legs were hugged, and a childish voice came: "Mom."
Lu Xining lowered his eyes and saw Jin Muxi's little head. He couldn't help but stretched out his hand to rub it and asked, "Why are you here?"
"Madam, Mother Zhuang has something to do today. The young master missed you so much that I sent him over." Jiang Cheng explained.
"Have you returned to the imperial capital?" Lu Xining asked.
Jiang Cheng obviously hesitated for a moment before answering: "Yes."
This reaction was a bit suspicious, Lu Xining knew it, but didn't ask further.
"Then I'll pick him up later." Jiang Cheng said again.
Lu Xining nodded.
"Come in." After Jiang Cheng left, Lu Xining took Jin Muxi's little hand and entered.
"Mom, are you working?" Jin Muxi asked when he saw something on the coffee table.
"Yeah." Lu Xining replied.
"Then you're busy, I can play by myself." Jin Muxi said withdrew his hand and sat quietly aside.
Lu Xining saw that he was more sensible than before, but even more distressed, so he collected the things on the coffee table and said, "It doesn't matter. Mom is not in a hurry with these tasks. They are just to kill time."
"Oh." Jin Muxi was obviously very happy to hear that Lu Xining had time to spend with him.
Lu Xining put the things back in the bedroom, came back and asked, "Mu Xi, are you bored? I'll take you out?"
"Mom is pregnant. It's not safe to go to crowded places. Let's stay at home." Jin Muxi said.
"But your Aunt Lin doesn't have toys here..." She took out her mobile phone and prepared to place an errand order for someone to buy some toys and send them over.
Jin Muxi thought for a while, but said: "I have baking homework this week, and Grandma Zhuang is not here, why don't you help me?"
"Okay, what should we do then?" Lu Xining is still very confident in baking.
"Cookies." Jin Muxi replied.
Lu Xining went to the kitchen to take a look and said, "It's just right, the ingredients are all there."
Lin Zhiyi was a young lady who could hold out her hands for clothes and open her mouth for food. Everything in the kitchen was bought by Lu Xining.
But after becoming pregnant, I rarely cook my own food.
Lu Xining found two aprons, one large and one small, and taught Jin Muxi how to do it while taking photos and helping him check in in the parent group.
Although Jin Muxi is a boy, he is still young after all, but he still likes snacks. Participating in making them by himself gives him a greater sense of accomplishment.
When the cookies are taken out of the oven, the sweet smell wafts throughout the kitchen.
Jin Muxi waited eagerly for them to cool, then took a piece and put it in his mouth.
"Wow, great!"
"We Mu Xi are very good." Lu Xining also praised him.
"It would be great if Dad is here. I really want him to try it." Jin Muxi said vaguely before swallowing the biscuits in her mouth.
Maybe he was too complacent for a moment. When he realized that he said the wrong thing, he immediately covered his mouth.
Lu Xining was also startled when he heard him mention Jin Shaoheng, but he immediately relaxed when he saw Jin Muxi looking at him cautiously.
Things between adults shouldn't involve children, so Bento didn't hear what he said.
She scratched the tip of his nose with her finger and said, "You can't eat too much, don't you have to hand in your homework?"
"Hmm, the teacher said that I want to share it with the children. They must be very envious when they see how good I am." Jin Muxi followed her words.
But he is a child after all, and adults can spot lies at a glance.
Lu Xining did not expose it.
In fact, she had already guessed that it was impossible for Jin Shaoheng not to contact Jin Muxi after returning to China for so long, and he might still be living in the previous house.
Is it just with Du Jinyu?
"Mom, did you... quarrel?" Grandma Zhuang and his father both told him not to mention his father in front of his mother.
My friends said that when their parents quarreled, they would live separately and never see each other again.
He was really worried and afraid that Lu Xining would ignore him if he asked.
"No." Lu Xining denied.
"Mom, dad is sick. I saw him vomiting blood several times. Do you think he will die? Can you go and see him?" Jin Muxi asked.
Vomiting blood?
Shouldn't his health be getting better and better? How could he let his children see it?
"Mom?" Seeing that she didn't speak, Jin Muxi shook her arm.
Lu Xining came back to his senses and said seriously: "Mu Xi, it's impossible for dad and I to be together. He... will have another aunt by his side."
Lu Xining didn't know if it was okay to say this to his child, or if he could understand it.
"Nonsense, Dad never had any other aunties." Jin Muxi was angry.
No?
But if you think about it, you can understand that since Jin Shaoheng gave Jin Muxi to him, how could he let Du Jinyu appear in front of his child?
Lu Xining didn't want to think about it anymore, so he started to change the topic.
In the evening, the two made a simple dinner, and not long after eating, Jiang Cheng came.
Lu Xining divided the baked cookies into several small bags and put them in his schoolbag.
After saying goodbye reluctantly, the door closed and the house suddenly became quiet.
It was already dark outside. Lu Xining looked at the quiet house and suddenly felt lonely.
The baby in the belly suddenly moved. Lu Xining touched her hand soothingly and murmured: "Fortunately, I still have you."
Otherwise, she didn't know how she would survive the long rest of her life without Jin Shaoheng.