"Well..." Lu Xining was surprised, but still subconsciously pushed him away.
Unexpectedly, Jin Shaoheng hugged her tighter and insisted on deepening the kiss regardless of her resistance.
Lu Xining shook his head and clenched his teeth.
But he pinched her chin and forced her to open her mouth so that he could insert his tongue and entangle her tongue.
Lu Xining was so anxious that tears fell down, but she could only relax her strength after he succeeded and push him away with all her strength.
"Are you crazy?" she asked angrily.
Since he rushed here, he must know her situation.
There have been three confirmed cases in this unit, and she still has a fever, which means she may have been infected.
As for Jin Shaoheng, who was already ill and had low body resistance, he still dared to kiss her now. Was it because he thought he died too slowly?
Compared to Lu Xining's excitement, Jin Shaoheng didn't seem to care about what would happen to him at all. He just held her face, wiping her tears and comforting her:
"Don't be afraid. Whatever happens, I will be with you."
"Who wants you to accompany you?" Unexpectedly, Lu Xining became even more angry after hearing this: "When you disappeared without saying a word, did you ever think that I also wanted to accompany you?"
Jin Shaoheng grabbed her wrist and pushed him, apologizing: "I'm sorry, Xining, I was wrong."
"No, you don't know it's wrong at all.
If you knew you were wrong, how could you bear not to show up for so long? You clearly know how worried and sad I am." Lu Xining complained about the grievances he had suffered these days,
At the same time, I am also afraid that if he finally comes back, what if he is really infected by her?
Of course Jin Shaoheng understands, but sometimes understanding is one thing and whether he can do it is another.
In the end, all the explanations and bitterness only turned into one sentence: "Xining, I'm sorry."
Lu Xining suddenly hugged him and asked, crying, "Do you know how weak your resistance is now? Do you know how tight the hospital's resources are now?
If he gets infected, he might not be able to go to the hospital." After all, Lu Xining was still worried about him.
Jin Shaoheng kissed the tears on her face and said, "It doesn't matter. I'm very satisfied to be with you."
He came over in a hurry because he was afraid that she would be scared here. As for getting sick or something, he didn't have much time left, so what was there to regret?
"So, if it wasn't for me having a fever, you wouldn't have planned to show up, right?" Lu Xining was still worried about the suffering he had endured over the past few days.
Jin Shaoheng said nothing.
This was equivalent to a tacit attitude, which made Lu Xining raise her hand and hit him on the chest:
"You can think of accompanying me on the last journey, but why don't you think that I know you didn't use Du Jinyu's medicine, and I think so too?
Jin Shaoheng, you are too selfish."
Jin Shaoheng had no way to defend himself, but his body was so weak that it was unimaginable.
"Cough...cough...cough..." Lu Xining apparently didn't use much force, but it made him cough repeatedly.
Lu Xining immediately retracted his hand nervously.
Jin Shaoheng suppressed the itching in his throat, grabbed her hand, and reassured: "It's okay."
How could he be okay if he was so weak?
Lu Xining ignored his temper and quickly asked him to sit down. He went to pour him some water, but was stopped by Jin Shaoheng: "You are not feeling well yourself, so don't worry about me."
"I just have a low fever." At this time, Lu Xining could no longer care about his own discomfort.
"If I come back to put more burden on you, I-" Before Jin Shaoheng could finish his words, Lu Xining covered his mouth.
"You know it's not too late to come back." If she was really infected, this would have been her biggest wish during her lifetime.
"Don't worry, you've been vaccinated. It's no better now than when the case was first discovered. Even if it's confirmed, it's easier to treat. You'll be fine." Jin Shaoheng comforted.
But if medicine is needed to treat the disease, what will happen to the child in her belly?
Lu Xining was not optimistic, but she was not willing to be pessimistic too early, so she changed the topic:
"Didn't you contact Liu Weijie? How did you know I had a fever?"
"This..." A hint of guilt flashed across Jin Shaoheng's face and he said, "I monitored your cell phone."
"Jin Shaoheng!" She was the only one who was frightened, but he was aware of his own movements in real time.
"I'm sorry." Jin Shaoheng didn't know what to say to her now except these three words.
"Then the whole community was sealed off, how did you get in?" Lu Xining asked again.
"I...live here." He was the person she cared about the most, so how could he be too far away?
"Where?" Lu Xining vowed to ask clearly.
"Opposite." Jin Shaoheng pointed to the building directly opposite the balcony.
She didn't know that these days, Jin Shaoheng watched her go to work every morning and watched her come back from outside every night.
Occasionally when she didn't draw the curtains, he could see her from the window.
"Jin Shaoheng!" Lu Xining was not moved, but more angry.
"I was wrong, I was wrong, Xining."
"If I knew that after three years, I still couldn't let you go, I would have smoked less and drank less before, and maybe I could be able to hold on for a little longer now."
At that time, he only survived to seek revenge against Gu Yuzhi, because he didn't want to interact with her, and because it was painful, he tried his best to ruin his body.
Ever since he knew that his time was running out, he hated himself even more at that time, but it was too late to say anything now.
"Don't think that I will forgive you if you suffer a misfortune." Although Lu Xining couldn't bear to embarrass him, he was holding back his anger.
"As long as you let me stay with you, you can do whatever you want to me." Such glib words were spoken with great affection by him.
Lu Xining wanted to say something else, but then the doorbell rang again, and the two of them had to calm down temporarily.
It was a doctor from the community who came, wearing a white protective suit. She gave Lu Xining a brief examination first, and then left medicine for her.
Because she was a pregnant woman, she still advocated taking medication to lower her temperature first and then taking medication as a last resort. After that, she collected nucleic acid from the two of them and then left.
Jin Shaoheng asked her to go back to her room and lie down. He put a towel wrapped in ice cubes on her forehead and asked, "Is it cold?"
Lu Xining shook his head and said, "It's already hot, but it's quite comfortable."
Jin Shaoheng held her hand with one hand and touched her face with the other, like a treasure in his hand.
Lu Xining also looked back at him and found that he was getting thinner and thinner. His face, which was so handsome before, was now sunken in his cheeks.
"Would you like to come up and lie down for a while?" Thinking of his body, he was probably very tired from being held up like this.
"Aren't you angry with me?" Jin Shaoheng asked cautiously.
"Let me remember it first." Lu Xining hummed.
Jin Shaoheng smiled and kissed her forehead lovingly.
After all, Lu Xining was still having a fever and before her consciousness was blurred, she still grabbed his clothes, fearing that he would run away again.
But after falling into a deep sleep, he knew nothing.
When I woke up again, I found that Jin Shaoheng was not on the bed. I panicked and quickly got out of bed and ran out.
The sound of ping-ping-pong-pong came from the kitchen. She followed the sound and looked over, and saw Jin Shaoheng's figure with his back to her.
She walked over slowly and realized that he was wearing an apron.
At this moment, he was concentrating on chopping the washed vegetables on the chopping board, while a cooking video was playing on his cell phone.