It was already midnight when the banquet ended. Lu Xining was afraid that Jin Shaoheng wouldn't be able to attend, so he went out to help see off the guests later.
I was so exhausted when I got home that I lay on the bed and didn't want to move.
"Be good, get up, you haven't taken a shower yet." Jin Shaoheng called to her.
"I don't want to wash it." Lu Xining muttered with his eyes closed.
Jin Shaoheng looked at her like a child and asked with a smile: "Then you don't want to change your clothes?"
"Yeah." Lu Xining responded, breathing evenly, as if he was so sleepy that he didn't even know what he said.
Jin Shaoheng was helpless and sat over to help her.
But as he moved, when the round shoulders, fine collarbones, and tall chest came into view, his eyes became increasingly unclear.
After all, he had been thinking about her for a long time, so he just came over and kissed and nibbled her.
Lu Xining was so sleepy that he couldn't bear to be disturbed. He didn't even have the strength to push him, so he could only complain: "Don't make trouble, I'm so tired."
"You don't have to move, just sleep on your bed." Jin Shaoheng soothed her in a hoarse voice, almost removing all the restraints from her body.
Lu Xining was in a daze during the whole process, but his body's instinctive reaction catered to him.
After Jin Shaoheng had enjoyed herself, he took her into the bathroom and washed her. He was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he wiped her clean and put her back on the bed before washing herself.
Lu Xining squinted for a while, and his mind slowly came to his senses. The bathroom door was open, and the sound of running water could be heard from inside.
When she got up to look for pajamas, she noticed that the peace charm around her neck had been wet with water, so she took it off and placed it on the bedside.
As a result, the mouth was not closed and a few dried locust flowers fell out.
This reminded her of a school outing one year where there was a temple on the mountain.
Because they are all students, they don't believe this, but they are interested in the locust flowers outside the courtyard wall.
Only Gu Yuzhi went to ask for a peace charm and gave it to her. At that time, she also imitated the TV series and put a few locust flowers in it.
Later, because the Sophora japonica flower was fresh, it soon became rotten when covered, and the peace charm inside became smelly...
"What are you looking at?" When Jin Shaoheng came out, he was surprised to see that she was not sleeping and asked.
"It's nothing." Lu Xining came to his senses, put the sophora flower into the peace charm and put it back on the bedside table.
Jin Shaoheng noticed it and asked, "I see that Muning and Little Toffee also have them on their necks. Who gave them to them?"
"Mom," Lu Xining replied.
"Gu Yuzhi?" I have to say that Jin Shaoheng is really sensitive to this surname.
"He is gone, and you are still so worried about him?" Lu Xining asked.
"Yeah." Jin Shaoheng didn't shy away from being petty at all.
"I really have nothing to do with him." Lu Xining had no choice but to emphasize and explain.
Jin Shaoheng frowned: "That's because you have lost your memory and can't remember."
"Then tell me what I don't remember?" Lu Xining asked.
Jin Shaoheng raised his lips and said, "Forget it." He didn't know what he thought of.
They are happy now, so why bother talking about these things?
"I must say it." Lu Xining saw that he was holding back his words.
Maybe she thought too simply and thought that she would be satisfied if she could continue to be this happy, but that was not the case.
Jin Shaoheng sighed and said frankly: "Four years ago, the day before my accident, I took the DNA report of my child and wanted to make it clear what I had hidden from you.
But when I knocked on the door of the hotel and found you and him together, you..."
He couldn't say the next words no matter what, because whenever he thought of that scene, he still wanted to kill someone in his heart.
"Do you mind?" He couldn't really believe what happened between him and Gu Yuzhi, right?
"I mind, I mind very much." Jin Shaoheng did not hide his emotions.
He thought that no man would mind this matter.
"If you mind so much, why do you still choose to be with me?" Lu Xining asked.
"It was my fault four years ago. I was too conceited and made you misunderstand me and Lin Qingyue, which is why you acted impulsively and did such a thing." He was full of self-blame and guilt, but he was alone.
There was no harsh criticism of her.
But Lu Xining still looked at him. After looking at each other for a long time, Jin Shaoheng was finally defeated.
He sighed and said: "Okay, I admit, if this happened to any woman other than you, I would never look at her again."
What a proud man he is. He has always been allowed to let the world down, but the world cannot let him down.
"But you are Lu Xining. Don't you ever know what you mean to me? I'm more afraid of losing you than I care."
He didn't know what was going on with him. He obviously didn't care about this woman at all when he got married.
But then it was like she was suffering from a disease called Lu Xining. She was like a poison, completely controlling herself.
Even if something like this happened, he simply couldn't bear it and didn't want to let it go.
"So Xiao Ning'er, I'm really not that generous. Please don't mention Gu Yuzhi's name again in the future, okay?"
"Fool, actually nothing happened to us that night. The words I admitted to you were just words of anger." Lu Xining explained.
"What did you say?" Jin Shaoheng couldn't believe his ears, or maybe he was too eager for the truth, so he was afraid of being disappointed.
"I said that I, Lu Xining, have only had one man in my life, you, Jin Shaoheng. Apart from you, it is impossible for me to accept anyone else." Lu Xining whispered in his ear.
Jin Shaoheng was very happy when he heard this, but suddenly remembered something and said disappointedly: "You have lost your memory, don't coax me."
"Actually...I have already remembered what happened in the past." Lu Xining said.
"What?" Jin Shaoheng looked at her in surprise.
"On the day we broke up in the hospital, you fell ill and were pushed into the operating room. I thought you were going to die. At that time, I fainted with heartache, and then I had a dream for a long time, which was all about the past."
Lu Xining hugged Jin Shaoheng's neck tightly, not knowing whether he was thinking of the scene he had at that time or the past.
His body was shaking slightly, as if he couldn't control his emotions.
Jin Shaoheng felt it, he hugged her back, touched her back comfortingly, and asked: "It's okay, everything is over."
Lu Xining nodded.
"But why haven't you mentioned it for so long?" Jin Shaoheng still asked.
"Because... I want our relationship to be as simple as it is now. If I think of the past, I will have many, many questions to ask you."
For example, their first child, because of Jin Shaoheng, did not let him see the child for the last time until his death. Did he ever regret it?
Another example is that after Jin Shaoheng’s accident, why are you so sure that you betrayed him?
Another example is when we meet again three years later, his face is obviously fine, so why does he wear a mask? He sees her in so much pain, but he has the heart not to tell her?
Of course, there is also Lin Zhiyan.
Even if his starting point was all in the name of doing good for Lu Xining, why should he arrange her life for her? Just like hiding that Lin Qingyue was alive and hiding the child, in fact, he had not changed at all.
He had caused her so much harm. After losing his memory, Lu Xining did not have deep feelings and could forgive easily.
But remembering all of Lu Xining, the pain and wounds in her heart would not be easily healed.