But can he listen at this time? Will he allow her child to be born?
Countless thoughts flashed through her mind at once, but in the end she didn't dare to take the risk.
Because she knew in her heart that he was not treating her like this out of love, but just because Lin Qingyue was physically inconvenient, or because she was the former Mrs. Jin, so he still had a little bit of possessiveness towards her.
"Jin Shaoheng, I hurt..." In the end, Lu Xining cried and showed weakness.
No one knew how desperate she was when she said these words, she was just afraid that he would hurt the child.
The word "pain" hit Jin Shaoheng's heart, and he finally calmed down, but it was too late.
He could only slow down his movements, be gentle, and be patient. Lu Xining held his belly nervously while comforting himself, until he slowly and completely accepted him.
At that moment, she felt ashamed in her heart. This was a torture that trampled on her dignity. So although she was stunned, her tears kept falling.
Jin Shaoheng didn't know why she cried so much. He cried so much that his whole heart was in chaos. He just kept kissing and comforting her until it was over...
He carried her into the bathroom to wash her off, but Lu Xining suddenly reacted violently and pushed him away, refusing his touch. She wrapped herself in a piece of clothing and walked out dripping wet.
"Xining." Jin Shaoheng hugged her anxiously.
He was afraid that something would happen if she went out like this, so he could only lock her back to the bed forcefully: "I promise not to touch you again."
Lu Xining didn't cry again this time, as if his tears had just dried up, he just turned his eyes and looked at him numbly.
That look made him feel distressed.
Jin Shaoheng was already feeling remorseful, but now it was too late. He could only hug her from behind, kiss her hair and apologize in a low voice: "Lu Xining, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
The reason why he did such a thing was because subconsciously he still felt that she belonged to him, and at that moment he even forgot that they were divorced.
He is jealous.
Jealous of her and Gu Yuzhi's past, jealous of Gu Yuzhi's arrogance in front of him, he knew he had that kind of confidence.
But at this moment, he felt distressed, guilty, and self-blame.
After being cautious and hesitant for so long, I finally broke through the bottom line at the most inopportune time.
At that moment, he didn't think about his mother, Lin Qingyue, or what he would do in the future.
Lu Xining did not respond, nor did she push him away. Although the smell remaining in the air made her feel nauseous, including his touch, Lu Xining endured it.
She looked like a puppet. No matter what Jin Shaoheng said or did, she seemed to have lost her soul and had no response at all.
After an unknown amount of time, the space became quiet.
She turned her head and saw Jin Shaoheng closing his eyes, and then she slowly sat up from his arms.
At this moment, Lu Xining looked at the man she once loved deeply. She didn't understand how he could take it for granted when he hurt her.
As he watched, his hand unconsciously grasped the fruit knife on the bedside table.
Jin Shaoheng didn't actually sleep, it was just the effect of alcohol. And his experience of being kidnapped made him unusually sensitive to danger.
So when he noticed something was wrong and opened his eyes, he saw Lu Xining slashing at him with a knife.
He subconsciously avoided it, but still scratched his arm.
"You hate me so much?" he asked in disbelief.
Although he told her to hate him when he forced her, he didn't expect that she would hate him so much that she wanted to kill him.
"Yes!" Lu Xining replied in a deep voice without hesitation.
Why does he think that she should just swallow her anger if she bullies him like this?
Hearing this, Jin Shaoheng grabbed her blade, pulled it directly to his chest, and said, "Okay, you stab it here."
Blood flowed from his palm, and Lu Xining's eyes filled with complicated emotions.
But this was not enough to extinguish the resentment in her heart, so she held the handle of the knife tightly and tightly.
Jin Shaoheng didn't move, and there was only a thin layer of cloth between the tip of the knife and his flesh. She knew she could kill him with just a little force, but she just couldn't stab him.
Jin Shaoheng saw the pain on her face and her hands were shaking, so he simply held her knife hand and used force——
With a "Puff" sound, the short blade penetrated the fabric and almost completely disappeared into his flesh and blood.
The bright red, warm liquid immediately flowed down the blade and covered their hands.
Lu Xining wanted to pull his hand back out of fear, but he didn't let go.
"Jin Shaoheng!"
"Fool, don't you hate me? Why are you crying?" Jin Shaoheng asked.
He looked unconcerned, as if he just wanted to see her feel sorry for him.
madman!
Lu Xining's tears flowed out again. Regardless of whether he was heartbroken or not, this was a life after all.
It wasn't until this moment that she realized her cowardice. In fact, she was not ready to bear the consequences of killing someone, and that person was still Jin Shaoheng.
I don't know whether it was due to excessive blood loss or the wound was too painful. Lu Xining used force again and finally waved away his hand, turned around and ran out.
Jin Shaoheng was worried that she was wearing thin clothes, but after chasing her for two steps, she fell to the ground uncontrollably.
When Lu Xining heard the noise, she couldn't help but stop after she had already left the door. At that moment, she hesitated.
She admitted that she was not as cruel as she thought, and she could not bear to watch him bleed to death in front of her.
So after struggling internally, I finally dialed 120.
The ambulance came very quickly, ringing throughout the community in the early morning, and then Jin Shaoheng was quickly taken to the hospital.
Until Jin Shaoheng was pushed into the emergency room, Lu Xining was still a little unable to recover.
She looked at the sticky blood on her hands and couldn't even figure out how things could have turned out like this.
Obviously they have divorced, and she is obviously going to start a new life...
There was a rush of footsteps in the corridor, and Li Jinghuan appeared with an anxious look on his face.
It can be seen that he came here after hearing the news, and then he saw Lu Xining: "Why is it you again?"
Lu Xining said nothing. To her, other people's attitudes no longer mattered.
Li Jinghuan frowned when he saw the blood on her pajamas. Could it be that it was all Jin Shaoheng's?
"Shaoheng! Where is Shaoheng?" The second person to arrive was Lin Qingyue.
She was originally staying in the hospital to have a miscarriage, but now she was pushed over by a servant.
"Still in there for rescue." Li Jinghuan replied.
"How could it be hurt so late at night? Did you encounter again--" Before he could finish his words, he noticed Lu Xining.
She wore a thin nightgown on a cold day and stepped on the ground with her bare feet. But no one cared about this. What Lin Qingyue saw was the blood all over her body and the bruises on her collarbone.
"Were Shaoheng with you when he was injured?" Lin Qingyue asked, while countless guesses ran through his mind.
Lu Xining did not answer.
She is actually quite ridiculous now. She used to have no confidence as Mrs. Jin, but now she is even more embarrassed when faced with Lin Qingyue's questioning.