Chapter 180 I have liked you for a long, long time
Shi Nian clenched his hands tightly and resisted the urge to roll his eyes for a long time. However, he couldn't hold it in and asked sincerely:
"Didn't you go to the hospital to check your symptoms? It's been more than a hundred years since the Qing Dynasty was destroyed. You still think that you are a local emperor and want others to obey your orders?"
Chen Jianxing didn't say anything, walked straight to her, squatted down, and narrowed his eyes with a cold and stern light.
Like a venomous snake spitting out its seeds, it swung its tail and swept across Shi Nian's brows, and finally entangled her slender neck fiercely.
Shi Nian seemed to be frightened by his extremely aggressive eyes. His thin body trembled suddenly, then he huddled up, trembling shoulders and cried:
"Wei Chen is wrong. Wei Chen deserves to die for his crime! I beg the emperor to forgive Wei Chen for his sin. From now on, just tell me what you have to say. Wei Chen will go through fire and water without hesitation!"
Chen Jianxing was pleased by her humble begging for mercy. The hostility in his body subsided and his eyes became much softer:
"Shi Nian, don't be afraid. As long as you promise to be with me and stay away from other men, especially Ji Yu, I won't hurt you."
"Really?"
Shi Nian asked cautiously, emotions such as struggle, doubt, sadness, etc. flashed across his face in turn, and finally turned into a sad cry:
"But Wei Chen can't do it!"
Chen Jianxing's face turned cold, his lips moved, and he was about to continue putting in chips, when Shi Nian burst into tears and cried even more miserably.
His voice was so loud and full of emotion that outsiders couldn't even say a word.
"That boy Ji Yu really likes me!
Without me during the meal, he wouldn’t know who to pick up the food for;
If he can't see my face when sleeping, he will have nightmares;
If he couldn't hear my voice while working, he would go crazy, get irritable, and throw documents at his assistant's face!
In short, he can’t live without me!”
"And you?!"
She suddenly raised her voice, like a mutated prehistoric creature, raising her upper body with difficulty and yelling at him:
"You keep saying you love me, but you don't do anything nice to me, and you even put me in a dark room. You don't call this love, you call it perversion!"
"No! It's not like that!"
Chen Jianxing roared loudly, his eyes were scarlet, like a crazy beast:
"I love you, no one in this world loves you more than me!"
Shi Nian took advantage of the victory and pursued it: "Then how did you fall in love? Tell me, how would I know if you didn't tell me?"
"Crack."
Chen Jianxing threw away the flashlight and opened the collar of his shirt irritably, looking like "I'm going crazy."
Shi Nian was afraid of being beaten, so he moved back desperately, but the other party suddenly calmed down, sat down on the ground, and spoke:
"Do you believe that anyone in this world can be born again?"
He stared at Shi Nian with burning eyes, his hoarse voice filled with morbid paranoia:
"Shi Nian, I have liked you for a long, long time..."
The first time I met Shi Nian was in the hospital bed.
At that time, he had just woken up from a car accident. He was seriously injured and could only stay in bed to recuperate.
The nurse who took care of his daily life was a warm-hearted aunt. Seeing that he was depressed all day long, the aunt tried her best to make him happy.
At first, I told jokes and gossiped about family affairs, but when I saw that he didn’t like hearing it, I switched to showing movies and TV series.
It was at this time that Shi Nian's "The Wind Blows That Summer" broke into his sight.
Among a group of actors with normal acting skills, Shi Nian, whose facial features were flying around, stood out. He will always remember his aunt's evaluation of Shi Nian's acting skills:
"Oh, look at this girl, she's very pretty, why do you have to act like a fool?"
The tone was full of regret and regret.
He chuckled and laughed.
Later, he specifically searched for another drama that Shi Nian starred in, called "When Will the Bright Moon Come?"
In this drama, she restrained her messy expressions, dressed in white, and looked aloof and quiet. She was not as lively and cute as in the previous drama, but she still exuded a clumsy and silly air, which was so cute.
He thought that if he had the opportunity to return to China, he would definitely meet this young actor named Shinian and ask why her acting skills were so bad that it made people cry.
Two months later, he finally recovered and was discharged from the hospital, ready to return to China. However, the night before his departure, a serious fire broke out in his apartment.
The nurse aunt died in the fire trying to save him, and he was also severely burned. Not only was his face disfigured, but his vocal cords were damaged due to the smoke and high temperature, and he lost his voice for a time.
The moment he was carried on a stretcher, he thought to himself: Just die like this, since there is nothing in this world worth his nostalgia.
But he didn't die.
His mother's old friend pulled him back from death, and when he was frustrated and refused treatment, he threw out a stack of documents, which detailed the criminal evidence of his father and stepmother.
Killing his father-in-law, seizing the family property, killing his wife, raising a mistress, car accidents, arson, and stabbing his own son, every one of them, every one of them, caused him to explode his blood vessels.
He gritted his teeth with hatred and survived, and with the help of his mother's old friends, he defeated his father and regained the family property.
The great revenge was avenged, but there was no joy in his heart, and only endless emptiness remained.
He lost his direction again, wandering in the world like a lonely ghost, until that day, he accidentally saw that familiar figure on TV——
Shi Nian, the woman who once brought him a trace of happiness and light.
Her life seemed to be very bad. Her fiancé broke off the engagement, she was abandoned by her family, and she was bullied by her colleagues... She huddled in a corner, losing her cuteness and stupidity.
Looking at Shi Nian like this, his heart felt as if he had been bitten by a monster. It hurt a little, itched a little, and there was an inexplicable throbbing.
It's like liking, and also like cherishing each other for the same kind of people.
Yes, in his heart, Shi Nian is his kind.
Both of them were abandoned by their loved ones, both were let down by the world, and they were both lonely and helpless.
Such people should be together, hug together for warmth, and destroy this heartless world together.
After a brief hesitation, he embarked on the journey to find Shi Nian.
The first time I really met Shi Nian was downstairs of the entertainment company.
At that time, the scars on his face were not gone and his voice was extremely unpleasant. In order not to scare others, he could only wear a mask and sunglasses and cover himself tightly.
And Shi Nian had just finished recording the show. She was wearing a pretty floral dress with big waves hanging on her ears. She had exquisite makeup and a graceful figure. Her whole body seemed to be glowing with beauty.
Of the two of them, one is the bright moon in the sky, and the other is the dirtiest mud on the ground.
Such a huge contrast made him want to give up, and he used crutches in panic to escape.
When he turned around and ran too fast, he sprained his foot and fell heavily to the ground. When Shi Nian heard the noise, he rushed over and not only picked up the crutches to help him up, but also kindly helped him take a taxi.
To this day, he still remembers Shi Nian's concerned voice, which was clear and sweet, like the spring breeze blowing across the lake, causing countless ripples.