When she woke up, it was already dark and she was at home.
Bai Xi thought of what Ji Chenling had done to her before she fell into coma, and her brain was suddenly controlled by fear, worry, and anger. She felt that a storm had instantly arisen in her brain, threatening to destroy her brain.
It was hard for her to make up her mind to do something, it was hard for her to do something, and it was hard for her to have direction, goal and determination.
Anger suddenly escalates and there is nowhere to vent.
She slammed the pillow behind her on the ground.
He roared "Ah" and vented a large part of his anger. Gradually, he tried to calm down.
When people are impulsive and angry, most of the time they vent their emotions instead of thinking about problems rationally.
The consequence of venting emotions is to make things worse.
She took a deep breath, took a deep breath, and took another deep breath.
However, there is still anger, sadness, grievance, and sadness.
She closed her eyes and said to herself: "I need to be calm, communicate well, and don't get angry. He did that to protect me. I don't want to be angry with the person who protects me. Don't be angry, don't be angry, don't be angry."
Bai Xi said, took a deep breath again, and opened his eyes.
The eyes were already blood red.
In the past, when she was feeling particularly uncomfortable, she went to see a psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist told her a method called searching within.
When we buy a house, we will first decorate it well. This is our hope for the future and our beautiful life. We will do our best to follow what we want and pay little attention to the exterior walls.
But as human beings, we tend to be the opposite and pay too much attention to external things.
Money, fame, fortune, status, love, friendship, and family love given by others are rarely explored and understood inwardly.
Therefore, many people often have inexplicable emotions in the dead of night or when they are thinking alone. They cannot understand those emotions and feel uncomfortable.
Many people will play games or do other things to ignore this inexplicable discomfort and discomfort, and then the feeling will disappear for a while.
This is because when we focus on one thing, our brain ignores other things.
This is like a woman chatting with a very good man and ignoring who passes by.
However, ignoring it does not mean it does not exist.
Therefore, this emotion will still appear in the future.
One way the psychiatrist told her is to explore her subconscious, understand what she wants and why, and then understand, understand, and be calm, so as to control her emotions.
One specific way is to face your emotions honestly.
Now you are very angry, disappointed, sad, pessimistic, annoyed, aggrieved, and want to yell.
The reason why she was angry, disappointed, sad, pessimistic, annoyed, and aggrieved was that she had arranged a plan and it was ruined.
If it was destroyed by Long Youfei, she didn't care, because the definition of Long Youfei in her brain was that of a destroyer.
But this plan was ruined by her beloved Ji Chenling.
She said many times, many times, many times, that he should discuss things with her and not just decide on his own.
She also expressed many times that she wanted to do this, she wanted to do this.
Nowadays, the way she can control her emotions is to tell herself the results, and then try to think about the problem from the perspective of others as much as possible.
Let yourself go and don't become an emotional endeavor.
We all know from theory that it is still somewhat difficult to do it. It may be able to alleviate uncomfortable symptoms, but it may take more than ten years or even decades of experience to fully control it.
After her mood was much more stable than at the beginning, she got up from the bed, took out her mobile phone, and called Ji Chenling.
After three rings, Ji Chenling answered.
"Wake up." Ji Chenling's voice came from the other end of the phone.
"What are you going to do?" Bai Xi asked.
"I have sent Aunt Jin home. Nothing has been done. There is no murderer and no evidence. It happened as if it didn't happen." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi didn't like the result, so she turned away, trying to hold back and say nothing. However, sometimes, even if her mouth was controlled by her emotions, she still couldn't control it.
"You made me a complete joke." Bai Xi said in a deep voice, lowering his eyes.
"Do you want to be a joke, or do you want to go to jail?" Ji Chenling asked in a good voice.
"If I get the result I want, so what if I go to jail? The value is determined in my heart."
"Even if you know who Aunt Jin's son is, what can you do? What should happen will still happen, what should be done will still be done, and what should be guarded against should still be guarded against. Going to jail is exchanged for unnecessary information.
, It’s not worth it, and it’s not like you can kill someone if you know who it is, so this news actually doesn’t have much value.” Ji Chenling said.
"Do you think it is of no value to know who Aunt Jin's son is and who is behind the scenes?" Bai Xi asked back, "At least, you can know who it is, who you are keeping an eye on, who you are actively planning, and who you are guarding against.
You don’t need to be so passive now, you can’t find the people lurking in the darkness, and let the people in the darkness shoot at you.”
Bai Xi found that his emotions were getting a little excited again.
The inside of the nose is also sour.
It felt like her whole being was denied by Ji Chenling.
She has always been worried about being looked down upon by Ji Chenling, so under the influence of this inferiority complex, she seems to have gained Ji Chenling's approval.
Whether it's work, function, or every little thing.
Maybe it's because she feels too inferior, or maybe because she wants to be affirmed too much. Every denial from him will make her feel even more inferior, deny herself even more, and make her angry.
Or maybe he is more angry at his own incompetence.
She didn't want to lose her temper at Ji Chenling, "Well, that's it. I just woke up and am a little dizzy. I'll call you later."
"Xiao Xi..."
Bai Xi didn't want to listen to Ji Chenling for the moment and hung up the phone directly.
She put her cell phone on the bed, went into the bathroom, brushed her teeth, washed her face, and when she came out, she heard her cell phone ringing.
She thought it belonged to Ji Chenling, and the sour feeling in her heart was flooding again. She took out her mobile phone, but it was not Ji Chenling's.
Bai Xi smiled bitterly, probably because he was expecting Ji Chenling's call, so when he saw it wasn't him, the sour feeling in his heart was even worse.
Women always say what they mean. Perhaps women themselves don’t know what they want, and their emotions alone take effect...