Chapter 1045 Even if there is no recovery, even if I miss you deeply
"This..." The cashier looked at his handsome boss and felt very embarrassed.
My boss is indeed very handsome, very masculine, with good facial features, and he always exudes manliness, he is a very handsome handsome man.
However, she likes handsome men who don't need to be 1.83 meters tall or have strong muscle lines, but they should be naughty and bad, that kind of feeling.
It just so happens that the Fu Yue just now is that kind of pretty boy, bad and naughty. If he didn't know her gender, he would be so fascinated that he would blush and his heart would beat.
"What is this? You don't think she is more handsome than me, do you?" Zhou Qianyu didn't understand, nor did he understand the aesthetics of these little girls.
"No, no, of course not. Mr. Zhou, you are very handsome. I haven't seen many people who are more handsome than you. It's just that my personal aesthetics are different. Some people especially like men with small eyes and eyeliner.
, This is hard to say." The cashier said tremblingly.
"Eyeliner, small eyes? What's your aesthetic?" Zhou Qianyu asked puzzledly, feeling a little unhappy. He thought of Fu Yue's wicked way of raising the corners of his mouth, and he really looked a bit like a bad boy.
This woman was always frightening her, non-stop, non-stop, he had to take good care of her.
"Sneeze." Fu Yue sneezed again and wiped his nose with a tissue. "I think it must be Zhou Qianyu who is cursing me behind my back again. This man is sick and won't let go of me."
"If you sneeze once, you can say that someone misses you. If you sneeze twice, you can say that someone is scolding you. But you sneeze so many times. I think you may have a cold. You should be careful." Bai Xi said worriedly.
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"Ah, is that right? Then when I go back, I will eat a bag of white olive root. It will be fine. I am in good health and will be fine after a sleep." Fu Yue said, wiping her nose.
"In a moment, why don't you stop drinking with us? Go to bed early. When you wake up, if we are drunk, just cover us with the quilt." Bai Xi suggested.
"It's okay, it's okay. I think I don't have a cold. It's okay to have a few drinks with you. Otherwise, it would be too unkind for you to drink while I don't drink and I go to bed," Fu Yue said.
"You stop in front of that 24-hour convenience store later, and I'll buy some cooked vegetables. Just drinking wine without eating vegetables will not be so delicious, and it will also feel monotonous." Bai Xi said.
"Okay, okay, you are so considerate. I remember there was a restaurant in front of me that had a lot of packaged cooked vegetables. I'll buy some iced black tea, Sprite, etc. It will taste great when mixed with wine." Fu Yue
He said, looking outside, "It seems to be nearby."
"Yeah, that's fine." Bai Xi looked at Sister Yi.
Sister Yi is in a daze, her mind is wandering somewhere.
Bai Xi understands her situation.
She was the same at that time, whether she was walking, working, or even cooking, she would think of Ji Chenling.
She would think a lot about her past with Ji Chenling, and then as she thought about it, she would fall into obsession and feel extremely sad.
She couldn't vent her sadness, the person she loved was gone, so she could only restrain it.
But if you can't restrain yourself, or feel sad, you can only drink.
She felt that drinking alcohol could not actually make people forget their worries, but after drinking alcohol, their minds would become heavy and they would fall asleep immediately after lying on the bed.
When I don't want to stop drinking, I feel so distressed that I can't sleep.
"Do you still feel sad? Is it because you feel sorry that he no longer loves you, or because you feel sorry for your efforts in the past?" Bai Xi asked.
Sister Yi remained silent, did not speak, and lowered her head.
"I had a relationship before, and we dated for five years. Then when we were about to get married, I found out that he was with my sister, and my sister had his child. The most important thing is that he helped my sister and said that I wanted to marry her.
My sister pushed me downstairs. I was kicked out of my family, and then my grandma tried to argue with me, and she almost got angry to death. Because of this incident, I suffered from severe depression. Do you know what it feels like to have depression?"
Bai Xi said softly to Sister Yi.
Sister Yi nodded, "Yes, I don't know why I am alive every day. I am alone, lonely, and my heart is empty. I have no lover, and I am desperate for love. I have no relatives, and my relatives do not understand me or help me. They only make fun of me behind my back."
, even though some of them I have helped in the past, I still look on with cold eyes. I only have one friend, Fu Yue, but this friend also has his own life. In fact, it is far away from my life. I feel that there is no future and I can’t see the future. It seems like
Every day of my life is torture and pain. If I want to end it, maybe it won't be so painful and uncomfortable."
"I felt the same way at the time. I just didn't understand why a man who was so good to me, who said he would truly love me, marry me, take care of me, and protect me, seemed to have turned into another person at that moment.
, tried his best to hurt me, knowing where it hurt the most, and stabbed it in again and again with the knife." Bai Xi recalled.
Sister Yi was very curious, "Do you still love him now?"
"Now that person is like a stranger to me. Perhaps, he is worse than a stranger. When we see a stranger, we will give him a polite smile. However, when I see him, I hope that in my life
, this person has never been here, but he has indeed been here. In the past five years of dating, he has given me warmth, he will give me medicine with great distress when I fall, and he will give me medicine when I am sad.
, took me to the amusement park to play, and kept waiting for me at the school gate for two hours because I finished my self-study too late, and persisted for a long time." Bai Xi recalled.
"Why do those men show love when they obviously don't love each other? I saw a piece of news today about a male star who obviously has a beautiful girlfriend. They have been dating for many years, but they are still looking for many girls outside. He
My girlfriend said that he has always been with her, would comfort her, and care about her, but why does he still look for so many women outside?" Sister Yi didn't understand very much. The more she thought about it, the sadder she became. She wanted to drink, but found that Fu
Yue hadn't brought the wine over yet and looked at Fu Yue.
Fu Yue understood the meaning of that look, "I'm going to prepare the wine now. You guys can chat first, and you can eat first."
Fu Yue put the cooked vegetables he bought on the table.
"Let's sit down first." Bai Xi said, walking to the table first, pulling out the chair and sitting down.
Sister Yi sat opposite Bai Xi and looked at Bai Xi longingly, but felt that her eyes were too longing, so she was embarrassed and lowered her head.
"I went to see a psychiatrist at that time," Bai Xi said.
"I don't believe in psychiatrists." Sister Yi said repulsively.