Chapter 1067 It’s all my fault, I shouldn’t have hurt you
Bai Xi's words were very much like his last words.
If she can help Fu Yue, he will do it if she just says a word.
It's more like she knew she would be the one to ask him to help Fu Yue after she died.
"If you want to help, you can help yourself. If you don't help, I won't help." Ji Chenling said angrily, his face ashen.
Bai Xi was stunned for a moment, "Well, what I mean is that there are some things that I am not capable of and may not be able to help. Can you help Fu Yue?"
Ji Chenling gritted his teeth, and the sharpness in his eyes became even sharper.
It's okay if Bai Xi doesn't explain. Once he explains, it proves the correctness of what he just thought.
He didn't want her to die, and he didn't want her to be so desperate and determined.
He didn't answer, but sped up.
Bai Xi watched the car speed getting faster and faster. He subconsciously held the handle on the car door and looked at Ji Chenling worriedly and apologetically.
She felt the speed was too fast and too dangerous.
She didn't want Ji Chenling to fall into such a dangerous situation, so she said softly: "Are you in a bad mood? You can tell me. Although I may not be able to solve the problem, I will be the best listener."
"Bai Xi, listen." Ji Chenling's face became even more stern. "I don't want you to have thoughts of committing suicide, and I don't allow you to think like this anymore. If one day you really die, I won't let you be alone. I'll go down and accompany you."
You don't have to worry every day, I will arrange everything."
Bai Xi knew this would happen.
He promised her to live before, just to forgive her.
She was anxious and annoyed, "No matter how well you arrange it, can those people replace my father's existence?"
"You also said that no one can replace you. No matter how good other women are, can they replace you? Even if other women are like gods, can they replace your mother's position in Tiantian's heart?" Ji Chenling also raised the decibel level.
Bai Xi's eyes turned red instantly. She wanted to say something to persuade him, but she felt very powerless.
She couldn't persuade Ji Chenling, Ji Chenling was not something she could persuade.
He was very opinionated and decisive. No one could change the things he decided, let alone her death.
Within a month of her death, if he loved her, he would really be in special pain.
She remembered a writer in China named Sanmao.
Sanmao has a husband named Jose.
After Jose died, she returned to her parents.
Her friends and relatives all advised her, stayed with her, and comforted her.
She also agreed, saying that she would not make her parents sad, she would stay with them, and she would not do anything stupid.
However, the feeling of loneliness, despair, sadness, sadness, being breathless, having no love in life, having no hope in life, and never being happy again, can only be understood by losing the person you love most.
She has lost Ji Chenling before, she understands.
So, she was really worried about Ji Chenling.
Turning away and looking out the window, tears rolled down, like pearls with broken strings, each one was very big.
Ji Chenling saw Bai Xi crying, but even though he was angry, he didn't say anything.
five minutes later
Bai Xi was still crying. Ji Chenling also felt distressed and frowned, "Why are you crying?"
Bai Xi took out a tissue and woke up his nose.
She also knows that no one can replace her mother's existence in Tiantian's heart.
She doesn't want to leave, she doesn't want to leave either, these things are not something she can decide.
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She felt that every time there was a quarrel, she would be hurt.
However, Ji Chenling said he wanted to go with her, but she couldn't and didn't want to.
Therefore, that plan still needs to be implemented.
She thought about what she wanted to say for a while and said: "I don't quite understand why you suddenly got angry with me. Fu Yue is my best friend. Even if you don't help, I am nothing more than this in your heart."
Ji Chenling gritted his teeth and went faster, the veins on his forehead bursting out, "What else do you want in my heart?!"
Bai Xi watched him get angry.
He could die for her, what else would she want from him!
She knows that the way she is now is too much. I'm sorry, she can only make herself more excessive, more hateful, and more unreasonable.
Her heart also hurts.
"Since you feel that I am very important to you, do you want to consider my feelings? You are driving so fast now, I am very scared, and I don't want to die yet." Bai Xi said deliberately.
Ji Chenling held the steering wheel tightly, his brows still furrowed, but the speed slowly slowed down.
As the speed slowed down, so did his emotions.
Both men were silent for three minutes.
Ji Chenling said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter." Bai Xi said softly.
After saying that, she regretted it.
Some habits, some characters, some gentleness, some thoughts, some outlook on life, and values are actually deep in the bone marrow, just like some people's laziness, some people's self-righteousness, some people's selfishness, and some people's self-centeredness.
Thoughts, behavior, and temper are all difficult to change.
She will react naturally.
She shouldn't say it doesn't matter, she should see this opportunity and get angry, be unreasonable and unforgiving, making Ji Chenling feel uncomfortable, uncomfortable and irritable, making her feel unreasonable.
"Don't drive so fast in the future. It's very dangerous, not only for you, but also for other people in the car. People who can ride in the same car with you are either relatives or friends." Bai Xi said again.
"Yeah." Ji Chenling responded, looking like he had a good temper.
Bai Xi felt sour again.
I remember when I first met him... No, it wasn't that I just met him, but when she was still in the hotel, Ji Chenling's temper was obviously very bad, and he was even mean and deliberately targeted at her.
Now, when faced with her deliberate trouble-making, I can say yes so softly.
She turned away and faced the window, but her eyes were actually looking at the sky.
She wanted to pour her tears back into her heart instead of letting them flow out.
However, the more she thought about it, the tears flowed more fiercely, as if to oppose her.
When Ji Chenling saw Bai Xi's tears, he sighed and stopped on the side of the road.
Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling in confusion, "What's wrong?"
Ji Chenling also faced Bai Xi and said very sincerely, sincerely and seriously: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been mean to you."
Ji Chenling refused to apologize. The more he apologized, the more heartache Bai Xi felt.
"It doesn't matter." I almost said this sentence again.
Fortunately, it just flashed through her mind, and she held back and did not say it out loud.
Instead, he deliberately developed in an unreasonable direction and said: "It is really dangerous if you lose your temper while driving. Many books say that truly powerful people can control their emotions and temper.
Man, I think you, Ji Chenling, still have a lot of room for improvement, you seem to have not grown up yet."