Chapter 1361 You promised not to leave, can I trust you?
"I'm a little sleepy. I'm very tired today. I want to sleep. If there's anything else, let's talk about it tomorrow." Bai Xi said.
Ji Chenling looked at her back, "I'm going to school tomorrow. I don't remember anything since I started college, so when I get to school, I don't know many people. Who do I have a better relationship with? You have to tell me if anything impressive happens.
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Bai Xi thought of Ji Chenling's college life, raised a smile, chuckled, and deliberately did not look back, saying: "You can rest assured, you only went to college for one semester and didn't know anyone well, and then every time you come back to take the exam, you can rest assured."
For an exam or some important event, you would appear once and then disappear immediately, so when you were in school, you didn’t have anything special to do, and you didn’t have a good relationship with anyone.”
"What about you?" Ji Chenling asked.
Bai Xi remembered what Ji Chenling said before, that he had liked her when he was in college, and he went back to take graduation photos specifically for her.
But, she doesn't know.
"Except for being in the same class in the first semester, you and I haven't seen each other much," Bai Xi said.
"If that's the case, why have my memories disappeared since college? It should be more than that, right?" Ji Chenling asked suspiciously.
Bai Xi turned around and faced Ji Chenling, "You had difficulty retrieving memory twice. The first time, An Xin did it without anyone knowing. She wanted you to forget me, so from now on,
We started to know each other in college, so your memory begins in college."
"Do you think I'm easy to bully?" Ji Chenling frowned.
"It's not because you are easy to bully, but because you value feelings and you trust the brothers around you, from An Xin, to Fu Lijun, to Zuo Si, so they are easy to attack when they are by your side." Bai Xi said softly.
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"It seems that from now on, I can't trust anyone, especially you." Ji Chenling said in a deep voice.
"Why especially me?" Bai Xi was puzzled.
"When I came to your room, weren't you still thinking about escaping? Your eyes and actions couldn't hide it from me." Ji Chenling said.
"I don't want to escape, but I feel that it's too fast and you won't remember me, so I'm just lying on the same bed. It's very similar to the ancient times when parents ordered a matchmaker to tell the man and woman that they have never met before, so they have to lie on the bed.
It's a bed." Bai Xi explained softly.
"Is it too fast? Why do I feel that it is already very slow? We seem to have wasted a lot of time on some meaningless things. Can I trust you if you promise not to leave?" Ji Chenling locked Bai Xi and asked, looking carefully.
her eyes.
Bai Xi smiled.
Some things seemed to be beyond her reach.
Ji Chenling was like this before. Ji Chenling is like this now.
Domineering, dictatorial, coercive.
"Didn't you say you wanted to change it?" Bai Xi asked.
"If I don't protect An Xin, I'll tell you everything. I've changed it, and you haven't noticed?" Ji Chenling asked.
"You still force yourself."
"Forced? So..." Ji Chenling's eyes turned cold, "You still have to leave."
Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling steadily.
It was obvious that he no longer remembered her, but she saw scars in his eyes.
"I feel that I have done a useless job." Bai Xi said.
"Don't change the subject. If you promise not to leave, can I trust you?" Ji Chenling returned to the previous question.
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"Really?" Ji Chenling seemed to still not believe it.
Bai Xi nodded, smiled, and nodded again, "Really, I can't let go of Tiantian, and I can't let go of you either. You and I still have a lot to do."
"Then marry me." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi was stunned for a moment. Marrying him was also something she wanted to do. Just as grandma said, don't let him have more regrets.
She took the initiative to approach Ji Chenling, hugged him, and said, "Okay, but Chenling, I'm really sleepy. Let's just sleep like this and wait until tomorrow."
Ji Chenling held Bai Xi in his arms. This feeling was very familiar, as if he had experienced it before, "Have we slept like this before?"
"Yeah." Bai Xi responded without raising his head and breathing a little heavier.
She was really sleepy and tired, and fell asleep quickly.
In her dream, she saw her grandmother, who had not been seen for a long time.
She picked cherries at her grandma's doorstep.
Grandma stood below holding a basket and asked lovingly: "Xiao Xi, are you happy?"
"Yeah." Bai Xi responded and got off the ladder.
Ji Chenling stood next to her.
Grandma smiled, "If you are happy, I won't worry about you anymore. Grandma will make big meat noodles for you."
Doing, doing, grandma disappeared.
The news that her grandmother was dead flashed in Bai Xi's mind. She woke up and sat up with wet tears on her face.
Ji Chenling opened his eyes, turned on the light, saw the tears on Bai Xi's face, and frowned. "Have you had a nightmare?"
Bai Xi shook his head, "I dreamed about my grandma."
"We can go see her the day after tomorrow. Where is she? Is she also from City A? Or is she in City J?" Ji Chenling asked.
"City A, but she has passed away. There is a custom in our village that when a person dies, a man must see him off, such as the eldest son or grandson. My grandmother had no sons. At that time, my daughter was also missing. I was the only one. Fortunately,
When you came, it was you who saw my grandma off, and you pretended to be my husband." Bai Xi recalled, feeling like she wanted to cry.
But she had to control her emotions, took a deep breath, and tried to calm herself down.
"Our past." Ji Chenling said, "It sounds very beautiful."
He looked at the time. "It's half past five. If you don't want to sleep anymore, would you like to go out for a run together? The air here is good. Running should make you feel relaxed and happy."
Bai Xi remembered that he couldn't speed up the blood flow and shook his head, "You go ahead, I want to sleep for a while, or you call Tiantian out, Tiantian has to exercise every morning."
"Tiantian has Zuo Si. Zuo Si said last night that Tiantian will be given special training in the past two days. She seems to be very happy. She is a child who can endure hardships. You taught her well." Ji Chenling said and stood up.
"Then be careful on the road. Also, when should we go to school?" Bai Xi asked.
"After breakfast, don't worry, you go back to sleep for a while. I'll call you when you have breakfast." Ji Chenling's voice softened.
Bai Xi nodded and watched him leave.
I went to bed early last night, but actually couldn't sleep at all.
She searched on Baidu and found out that practicing yoga can make her mood more peaceful and open.
She usually practices yoga, so she simply gets up, listens to soft and soothing music, and starts practicing yoga...