"You are not suitable for lying. You can tell immediately when you lie. I think it is better for Mr. Leng to answer me. Is it difficult to bring in a search and rescue dog, or is it difficult to enter the Xing family again?" Xing Xingchen asked, still smiling,
Very calm and calm.
"It's not easy. Your Xing family has too many secrets that need to be hidden. The more you hide them, the more people will have the desire to explore. It's best for you to hide them all the time. I'm afraid that one day the secrets will be revealed. I'll do something to you Xing family."
Say, it might be a disaster."
"Thank you for reminding me, but you have so many enemies, all of them ruthless. I think your disaster will come before mine." Xing Xingchen counterattacked.
Xu Yan felt very responsible, looking at Xing Xingchen who was extremely charming.
One month later, the two of them are also at the Xing family's old house and walking in the woods.
In the afternoon at that time, the sun was just right, and the sunlight filtered through between the dense leaves, forming mottled light spots that fell on his tall body.
At that time, an idea flashed through her mind.
If he could be loyal to her, they would be quite comfortable and comfortable living like this for the rest of their lives.
Now, when the fig leaf of the Xing family is lifted, it is so filthy that people dare not look directly at it, and it is so smelly that even if you cover your nose, you can't hide the suffocating feeling of death.
"You must be tired from living in the Xing family like this," Xu Yan said directly.
Xing Xingchen looked at Xu Yan, and was stunned for a moment when he met her complicated eyes full of pity and affection.
For thirty years, no one cared whether he was tired or not, not even his biological parents.
"Are you kidding?" Xing Xingchen said, his tone softening, "Have you eaten yet?"
"I ate, but I was losing weight, so I ate very little and had no appetite," Xu Yan said.
"Why don't you lose weight? I managed to make you fat and you are doing well now. It's not good if you are too thin." Xing Xingchen blurted out.
Maybe it was because his tone and the look in his eyes were very soft, or maybe it was because she felt concern in his tone.
Ever since he rushed to see Dong'er in J City, they had never had a good communication with each other. Suddenly, they became like they are now, mutually exclusive, wary of each other, and even hostile to each other.
She thought of Xing Xingchen's kindness to her in the past, and there was a hint of tenderness in her strength, "Let's go over to the swing and sit alone for a while."
"Xu Yan." Leng Boran called Xu Yan, his eyes full of worry, "Don't be joking."
"It doesn't matter, I'm going to die, just for a moment, thank you." Xu Yan said, turned around and walked resolutely towards the swing.
Xing Xingchen followed with complicated emotions.
Leng Boran stood there and sent a message, "Xu Yan and Xing Xingyu are alone together. You should keep an eye on them at all times and don't let anyone leave your sight."
Swing
Xu Yan tapped her toes gently, the swing swayed, the breeze in the forest blew her hair, and the surrounding air was very fresh.
Xing Xingchen was sitting on the swing next to him, not swaying, and standing straight.
Neither of them spoke, and it was so quiet that you could hear the chirping of various insects all around.
There was silence for five minutes.
BR/"If the world stays at this moment, it is actually pretty good." Xu Yan said.
Xing Xingchen looked at her, his eyes as dark as a thousand-year-old ancient pond.
Now I can visually inspect the surroundings, just the two of them, and the green of nature.
Xing Xingchen frowned slightly and his eyes darkened.
Xu Yan raised a smile and looked at the forest in front of her without looking at him, "I have had this thought many times. It's childish, but I know better that after this moment, the feelings will disappear.
From falling in love to not loving each other, then to hating each other, and finally not seeing each other until death, I always feel that this process is too sad, but just like people from birth to death, they will go through such a process from realizing that they are in love to not being in love again.
I feel helpless, but I can’t change it, so I choose never to believe in love, at least my mood will not change from excitement and sweetness to sadness, disappointment and despair in the end.”
Xu Yan paused, still not looking at Xing Xingchen.
Xing Xingchen also remained silent.
"But, there are some subtle feelings that you can't control if you want to. Only you know the depression and pain in your heart best. Even if you are happy every day, you deceive the world and try to deceive yourself. Ha, I talk a lot, right?
It's very noisy." Xu Yan looked at Xing Xingchen with a smile.
"No, it's good. Since having you, this house is not as lifeless as before. You are like a ray of light, illuminating this dark world."
"You don't need this light yet." Xu Yan sighed, wanting to cry, but she couldn't cry, tears were useless.
She had no one to rely on and couldn't cry, so she smiled.
"It's not that I don't need it, but I know that this light already wants to leave. Instead of waiting for you to leave, why don't I end it first. At least, I will feel better." Xing Xingchen said.
Xu Yan really smiled, smiled, smiled, her eyes were extremely moist.
She was reluctant to let go of Xing Xingchen, but she didn't show it or say it out loud, but she knew clearly in her heart that just as she couldn't control her heartbeat, her mind and heart were sometimes at odds with each other.
"I think so every time, hahahaha. You and I are quite similar in some places, but you are smarter and more capable than me. In fact, I feel very honored to marry you. I have nothing.
What is worth showing off is that the second generation of poor people have no outstanding abilities or outstanding talents. Every time I go out and see other people showing off in various ways, I think to myself, I have a good husband, hahahahaha, although
This husband came by agreement, but in the more than two years since I married you, you have been my only bright spot. I can go out and show off my face, but later I found out that they were laughing at me behind my back. Hahahahaha."
"Xu Yan." Xing Xingchen called her name, but many words were choked in his throat and he couldn't say them out. He couldn't say them out.
"You used to have affairs with various women. I used to think that this was because you were trying to protect me and divert the attention of the murderer. Because you are so good to me. I know that. I don't care what others say or think. I see the results.
"Although your feelings for Dong'er are still elusive to me, I'm heartbroken after all. I gave birth to the child willingly, hahaha, for money, hahahaha." Also for love, otherwise, I wouldn't have had a second child.
indivual.
She didn't say the last sentence. She said so much now because she knew that now was the intersection between her and Xing Xingchen. After today, they would drift apart.
I hold many words in my heart for too long, and when I wake up at night, I feel sad.
She was of a straightforward nature, and she said it all at once. This was her farewell to the past. It would be impossible not to say goodbye, because she would not even have the chance to say goodbye in the future.