Chapter 185 I'm always by your side, I can't help it
Chapter 185 I’m always by your side, I can’t help it
Bai Xi was startled and stepped back.
Ji Chenling saw her hiding away, his eyes filled with anger.
She avoided him because she didn't want to accept him yet!
This thought made him feel very uncomfortable and his brows furrowed.
Her attitude made him unpredictable. He could clearly feel that she and Xiao Ye were already in name only, but there seemed to be something missing between her and him.
Bai Xi didn't dare to look at him, "Well, I'll burn some paper money for my grandma."
"His purpose of arresting Tiantian is not to hurt Tiantian, but to contain you. The right thing to do is to try to avoid him before I come back, even if he gets angry! He can't threaten you, and he won't do anything to Tiantian, clearly.
Are you done?" Ji Chenling said seriously.
Bai Xi understands that he is afraid that Xiao Ye will become angry and break the bowl, directly hurting Tiantian...
He is the kind of irrational and absurd person.
She didn't say these words, fearing that Ji Chenling would worry, so she nodded.
Ji Chenling let go of her hand.
Bai Xi went to burn paper money.
He went back to work.
Bai Xi saw that his face looked bad.
She didn't avoid it on purpose. In fact, she didn't reject his kiss. It was just that she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart in front of her grandmother's funeral hall.
"Ji Chenling." Bai Xi shouted.
He ignored her.
She knew he was angry, "I didn't mean it."
Ji Chenling looked at her, his eyes still cold, "So it's subconscious rejection?"
"We are keeping vigil now." Bai Xi explained.
Ji Chenling looked at Bai Xi deeply.
He has been abroad longer than at home, and he does not understand these etiquette and customs.
Perhaps, he overstepped.
"If there are any taboos, you can tell me in advance." Ji Chenling said solemnly, his eyes continuing to be on the computer.
Bai Xi lay on the sofa, looking forward to him, "Thank you."
Thank him for coming over and staying with her.
If he hadn't come here, she would definitely not have been able to survive alone. She might have fainted in the hospital by now, and she wouldn't be able to keep a good vigil, let alone send her grandma off properly.
Also thank him for helping her like this.
In fact, just looking at him and staying with him made her very satisfied.
Time passes minute by minute.
The Taoist priest came and knocked on the door at around five o'clock.
The French ceremony started at six o'clock. People in the countryside generally get up very early. The village chief's wife brought several villagers to help, and they did it until eight o'clock in the morning.
At 8:18, the Taoist priest led the way, accompanied by trumpet players.
It was clear that my grandmother was buried in her own field not far from home. The Taoist priest said that the farther the route, the better, so he took a long circle from the end of the village.
The custom here is that among the male family members, a coffin bearer is required.
The only one who can resist is Ji Chenling.
Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling who was walking in front to help, as if he was no longer a high-ranking god and could not be blasphemed or approached.
Rather, he can stay with her, live a down-to-earth life, and be a safe and reliable man...
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When her grandmother was buried, Bai Xi was still very emotional. She knelt on the ground and watched the loess submerge the urn, crying uncontrollably.
That is the true separation of yin and yang.
From now on, there is one less person named Qin Xiulian in the world.
But the two people grandma was waiting for didn't come back.
She can no longer see her grandma's smile, eat the food cooked by her grandma, and has not yet allowed her grandma to live a good life.
Various emotions came to her mind. The helpers erected the tombstone, the Taoist priest made the rituals and said it was time to leave. She knelt in front of the tombstone and cried.
Ji Chenling stayed with her all the time. Listening to her cries, he felt sad in his heart, "Xiao Xi, sadness only causes pain to relatives and anger to enemies. Your grandma will not feel at ease when she sees you sad.
, Buddhism emphasizes reincarnation, and Christianity says that death is the completion of atonement. In my opinion, living well is their comfort."
Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling with red eyes, tears still in her eyes.
She knew that what he said was correct. If she cried like this, grandma would feel distressed and would not rest in peace, but... the sad emotions would come overwhelmingly.
"You know, your grandma's wish is that you live a good life, so you pretend to live a good life, and try your best to live a good life in the future. This is what you have to do." Ji Chenling said, helping her
stand up.
Bai Xi nodded.
She is so small, well-behaved and at the same time extremely pitiable.
Ji Chenling rubbed her head distressedly, "Starting from today, we must work hard for a better tomorrow. Don't let yourself be wronged, and don't let yourself be bullied by others. You used to be too kind, too soft-tempered, and too easy to forgive others."
, some people are not worthy of being forgiven."
She doesn't forgive others easily, but she doesn't want to spend time with these people.
But it seems that the more this happens, the more it seems like an escape.
"Let's go back." Ji Chenling held her hand.
Bai Xi looked at his hand without struggling, turned back, glanced at her grandmother, and followed him back together.
When we arrived at grandma's house, the villagers had already taken their seats, and the people on the stage were still acting.
The villagers were very happy to see it, and some even cheered and clapped.
The departure of relatives is sad, and the people closest to you are also sad. After all, grandma's departure cannot affect other people's lives.
This is human nature. After sorrow, we must stand up and live better. This is the consolation for the dead.
The village chief's wife invited Bai Xi and the others to sit down.
"Do you want to drink?" the village chief asked Ji Chenling with a smile while holding a bottle of liquor.
"Village Chief, he didn't sleep all night." Bai Xi declined implicitly.
"Oh." The village chief put away the wine bottle in disappointment.
In the past, when someone passed away in a family, after the deceased was laid to rest, the family members of the deceased would express their gratitude for their homesickness.
She had no relatives to help her, and the village chief was busy, so Bai Xi felt bad.
"Village chief, I respect you." Bai Xi poured himself some white wine.
Ji Chenling took her bowl. "You have not been in good spirits these days. You have been crying for too long today. Eat more. I will pay tribute to the village chief."
A strange emotion surged in Bai Xi's heart, a feeling of being cherished, cherished, and taken seriously. "Then...drink less."
Ji Chenling raised his cup and said to the village chief: "Thank you for your help to Xiao Xi. I toast you with this cup."
In the past, only others respected Ji Chenling, and not many people needed Ji Chenling's respect.
Bai Xi was moved.
The village chief also happily asked for the unwanted wine and said: "We don't drink this wine. You are from the city and have never drunk the rice wine we brewed. That wine is delicious. Wife, go get the wine from our home."
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"Okay!" the village chief's wife ordered and went to get the wine.
Bai Xi was worried that Ji Chenling's body couldn't bear it.
Ji Chenling suddenly held her hand and looked at her, meeting her concerned eyes and smiling.
When Ji Chenling smiled, his facial features softened and his face became so beautiful that it seemed as if the stars in the sky would be eclipsed...