I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, perhaps more than others, as if there is a heavy stone pressing on my heart.
She looked away and looked into the air in front of her.
The sadness fermented in the quiet and closed space and became thicker and thicker.
However, she also understood that there was actually no reason to be sad. After all, the Ji Chenling now was not the Ji Chenling in the past.
She took a deep breath and took out her mobile phone, wanting to play a game to distract herself from her current emotions.
Snake has been uninstalled by her.
She logged into Xiaguang.
But I was still sad in my heart, and even my eyes were stern. I thought my current state was funny, so I wiped the tears from my eyes and adjusted my state.
Just after going online, Shuai Bing sent an invitation message.
Bai Xi agreed.
She picked a hero at random.
"Follow me. I'll take you to win." Shuai Bing left a message to her.
"Okay." Bai Xi replied.
After playing a round, I won.
Bai Xi saw Ji Chenling coming over, and Shuai Bing invited him over again. Bai Xi refused. The reason for the refusal was: "I'm driving, on the road. I won't play anymore. I'll form a team next time."
Ji Chenling got in the car and Bai Xi put the phone back into the bag.
She waited for him to say.
But Ji Chenling is a man whose silence is golden.
It wasn't until he entered the city that Ji Chenling said, "I have something to do in City J, so I'll go back in the afternoon."
"Yeah." Bai Xi responded.
"I will pick you up at the station when you come back." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi lowered his eyes, "Let's talk about it then. I may go directly to the company, or I may have other things to do."
"Then contact me then."
"Um."
"I'll leave the car to you. Just give the car keys to Zuo Si when you leave. Does he know what to do?" Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi nodded, "Mr. Ji, you don't know where my home is, do you? How about I drive it?"
"I know, Zuo Si told me before." Ji Chenling said, frowning.
He didn't like the way she called him Mr. Ji in a distant way, which made him feel alienated and strange.
"You can call me Chen Ling." Ji Chenling said.
He drove to the downstairs of the unit where Bai Xi lived. He woke up every day and opened his eyes, "Mom, are you here?"
"We're here." Bai Xi said softly.
Tiantian sat up, his hair was messy, and there were red marks on his face that were blocked by blood.
Bai Xi got out of the car first to get his things.
Ji Chenling helped her carry her things upstairs.
"Mom, what is this? It looks like a pagoda." Tiantian asked curiously, looking at the place where groceries used to be stored.
Ji Chenling followed Tiantian's line of sight and saw the tower. He knew what it was at a glance, "There is nothing in it, just paper dust."
Bai Xi's nose was sore.
At first she thought it was Ji Chenling's urn, which was so precious. What was even more stupid was that she talked to the urn, thinking that Ji Chenling could hear and feel it.
Everything is just her thoughts.
Now that Ji Chenling is still alive, this thing cannot be kept.
"I'll tear it down in a minute. What time is your train? I'm going to make dinner. I don't have time to take you to the station. You call Zuo Si." Bai Xi said.
Ji Chenling looked at the time and said, "I have to go back to the hotel now. I can take a taxi."
"Bon voyage." Bai Xi said, looking at Tiantian, "Mom is going to the market to kill chickens and buy vegetables. Are you at home, or are you going with your mother?"
"I'm going with my mother, and I can help her get things. I'm here. I'm very strong." Tiantian raised his arms, showing off his small muscles.
Bai Xi raised a smile. "Okay."
She looked at Ji Chenling seemingly casually, "Let's go together, then?"
"Let's drive, the chicken is very heavy." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi nodded, "Okay, how about I take you to the intersection, where it's more convenient to take a taxi."
"Yeah." Ji Chenling responded, looking at her deeply.
Her attitude towards him was different from before, and he could feel it in subtle ways.
Bai Xi held the sack in his hand again.
Ji Chenling took the sack in her hand and walked ahead.
Bai Xi led Tiantian out and opened the car door.
Ji Chenling put the sack in the trunk again and sat in the back parking space.
Bai Xi drove without saying anything until he sent Ji Chenling to the side of the road.
She turned around and saw Ji Chenling still sitting in the car.
"Mr. Ji, we're here. I have to rush to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, so I won't see you off." Bai Xi said.
Ji Chenling locked her, "You don't want me to leave?"
Bai Xi smiled.
In the past, Ji Chenling was arbitrary, had his own judgment and his own way of doing things, and did not listen to anyone's opinions. He did whatever he wanted.
Even after falling in love with her, he still does things according to his own wishes.
If he wants to leave, she can't keep him, so why bother dragging him down and just getting tired of him.
"I will go back to City J in a few days. After you have made an appointment with Xiao Tong, I will go to City B. I may go to City Q again the day after tomorrow. Our work requires traveling around and making money.
It's not easy, and neither is life." Bai Xi said with a smile.
Ji Chenling still felt uncomfortable, but she said so well, and he couldn't find a reason to refute. "Call me if you need anything."
After he finished speaking, he got out of the car and closed the door.
Bai Xi didn't look at him and drove away.
Tiantian looked back at Ji Chenling who was standing on the roadside looking at their car, "Mom, where is dad going?"
"Go where he should go and do what he should do." Bai Xi said, looking coldly ahead.
The weather is obviously very good today and the sun is very warm.
But she felt a little cold.
After a while, we arrived at the vegetable market.
The vegetable market is not far from the community.
Bai Xi found a place to park and went to find someone to kill the chicken first.
It took half an hour to kill the chicken, so Bai Xi took Tiantian to buy ribs, fish, sauerkraut, and tomatoes. "Tiantian, what else do you want to eat?"
"Mom, there are a lot of things I want to eat, but we bought so many vegetables today and dad is not here, so it should be enough to eat. There are also chicken legs. There are still a lot of things to eat, right?" Tiantian said with a milky voice.
asked.
Bai Xi felt that Tiantian seemed to be more sensible than last year. "Well, I will boil another goose egg for you tonight. The goose egg is very delicious and fragrant."
"Yes, yes, yes, there is also chicken soup. I am so happy to be able to eat chicken porridge tomorrow." Tiantian said with satisfaction.
Bai Xi raised a smile, which always made her feel warm every day, "Let's go back, let's go back and make delicious food."
"It's great that I can still watch TV," Tiantian said happily.
Bai Xi went to see the chicken. It had been killed and the feathers were plucked. There was also a large bowl of fresh chicken blood. The boss charged ten yuan.
Bai Xi went back and stewed the chicken first.
This chicken is so big that I can't finish it at once.
Bai Xi stewed half of it and put the other half in the refrigerator. When stewing the chicken, rice wine and ginger were added to the chicken blood and steamed.
While Bai Xi was washing crabs, there was a knock on the door.
She opened the door.
Zuo Si stood at the door, holding Pof's cosmetics in his hand, "Mr. Ji asked me to send this over. There are two other things I want to tell you..."