"Then can you teach me how to make Fu Lijun fall in love with me?" Fu Shimi asked.
"There are all kinds of people in the world. If love were so easy, there wouldn't be so many things you ask for and things you don't get. Sometimes letting go means letting yourself go." Bai Xi advised, her eyes becoming misty.
"Have you let it go? A year after brother Chen Ling died, didn't you watch his video every day? You haven't let it go either." Fu Shimi said, pursing her lips. Many memories flowed through her brain. It was so wronged.
, tears as big as soybeans rolled down and reached the mouth, feeling salty.
"I have let it go. Qi Feng and I have been in love for five years. We have known each other since we were children. He was with my sister and she was pregnant with the child. When my sister pushed me down the stairs, he helped my sister lie.
They said it was me who pushed it. I was kicked out of the Bai family. I was very sad and sad. My heart hurt every day. My grandma was so angry that she had a heart attack because she wanted to help me seek justice. She almost died. I suffered from depression.
I had the disease for a year, but I let it go," Bai Xi said.
"You let it go because you have a better Ji Chenling, right?"
"When I let it go, Ji Chenling hadn't appeared yet. When I let it go, I really let myself go."
"Then why don't you let go of Ji Chenling? He has been dead for a year." Fu Shimi retorted.
"Because he was very good to me and helped me a lot. He died in exchange for my life. I dare not forget him. I am afraid that if he is forgotten, I will feel sorry for him and feel sorry for him. I don't want to forget him even if I miss him."
It was very painful at that time, but I really had love, and because of him in my memory, I felt happy. It was a feeling of happiness and pain. Even though Ji Chenling has no memory and he has forgotten me, his past,
It is engraved in my heart that if I don’t want him anymore, Ji Chenling in those memories will be so sad and unworthy, so I don’t want to let go. Maybe, he and I will not end, maybe, he will never love in this life.
Love me, but I don't regret loving him, even if I don't own him, even if I leave alone later, he will always stay in my heart." Bai Xi said seriously.
Fu Shimi was sad, leaving with a sore nose, and her tears were more like broken pearls. She suppressed her breathing, as if this could suppress the emotions that were about to burst out.
However, after enduring it for a minute and struggling for a minute, he still opened his mouth and cried louder.
I was crying and couldn't speak. I also felt that it was embarrassing to cry like this, so I lay down on the sofa.
Bai Xi didn't know why Fu Shimi was so sad. Maybe he was thinking of something that made him sad.
This year, she must have been very unsatisfied.
She took the napkin box, pulled out a few pieces of paper, wiped her tears, and handed the paper box to Fu Shi.
Fu Shimi cried for three minutes. After her emotional outburst, she gradually calmed down.
She took the paper box in Bai Xi's hand and wiped her tears, "Fu Lijun, it seems that he has never been nice to me."
"Then why do you like him? As far as I know, people who like Fu Lijun must have a bad mind." Bai Xi said.
Fu Shimi followed Bai Xi's words and said, "I just have a bad mind."
"It's not that you're out of your mind, you're out of your mind. You'll regret it later."
Fu Shimi smiled and laughed at herself: "So the tears I am crying now are the water that got into my head back then."
"When the water dries up, you will wake up, and when you are more sad, you will naturally learn to protect yourself." Bai Xi said with relief.
The door was suddenly pushed open, and Ji Chenling came in. Seeing that Fu Shimi was still there, he frowned, "You haven't left yet?"
"No, no, no." Fu Shimi balled up all the wiped paper into her fist and said, "I went out and came in to deliver clothes."
Ji Chenling looked at Fu Shimi's hands and then into Fu Shimi's eyes. "Come here to beg Bai Xi? You've cried and made trouble, and now it's time to hang yourself, right?"
"No, I'm here to practice my acting skills. Have you finished your work?" Fu Shimi asked, standing up and putting the hand holding the napkin behind her back.
"Don't leave yet." Ji Chenling said.
"Oh, I'm leaving right away, so I won't affect your rest. By the way, what time will your flight be tomorrow, and what time will I take you off?" Fu Shimi asked.
"Send us off at eight in the morning." Ji Chenling said.
"Okay, okay." Fu Shimi responded, ran out and closed the door for them.
Ji Chenling sat next to Bai Xi and looked at her softly, "Tell me."
"What did you say?" Bai Xi was confused.
"Fu Shimi was crying and fussing in front of you and playing the emotional card. She probably wanted you to tell me and let me protect her in the future." Ji Chenling said judgmentally.
Bai Xi smiled and nodded, "You are right, but I rejected her outright. My relationship with her is insignificant compared to my relationship with you. I can shed a few tears.
Women are not so kind to women."
"Li Jun..." Ji Chenling was about to continue, when there was a knock on the door, "Come in."
Fu Shimi poked her head out and carried the two luggage in, "Brother Chen Ling, your assistant brought it here. I carried it up for you. You didn't take a shower, so you need to take a shower soon."
"Yes." Ji Chenling responded solemnly, "Just leave it at the door."
"Oh." Fu Shimi responded, secretly looking at Bai Xi, a little worried that Bai Xi would tell her secret, took a deep breath, and exited their room.
"What's wrong with Fu Lijun?" Bai Xi asked.
"He doesn't like Fu Shimi. Rather than saying he doesn't like it, it can be said that he doesn't like girls. We played a game before, which was written about the person he likes the most and the person he hates the most. The person he hates the most is written
Fu Shimi." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
Maybe because she was a woman, she also sensed Fu Shimi's affection for Fu Lijun, and even gave birth to a child for Fu Lijun, which was tantamount to destroying all her possibilities.
However, the person she loves most hates her the most.
She felt that Fu Shimi would still be sad when she went back, because Fu Lijun's character was cold-blooded to the core.
"Who is his favorite person he wrote about?" Bai Xi asked.
"Me." Ji Chenling said, a little embarrassed.
"Does he like men?" Bai Xi asked worriedly.
Xiao Ye likes men, so he is quite disgusted with women, but then he treats her... forget it, it's all over, she even feels cold when she thinks about it!
"He is a straight man. Physically, he still likes women. However, he has very high standards, and ordinary women cannot catch his eye. An Xin asked him before if he might like her. Do you know what he said?"
Bai Xi heard the meaning of his words, and in line with Fu Lijun's character, he said: "Are you dreaming? Are you worthy? Don't be sentimental. Instead of spending time on me, it is better to spend time on Ji Chenling."