"Listen." Ji Chenling's heart tightened, as if he was being grabbed by something, and it hurt.
He held Bai Xi's hand and his eyes turned red, "I'll be fine."
"I'll be fine." She heard this sentence many times, many times, but which time was it fine?!
"Actually, I signed the contract not because I love you, nor because I want to help you." Bai Xi raised his chin, with nothing but desolation in his eyes.
Hurt will come at any time. Instead of hurting you bit by bit, it is better to hurt you once and for all.
Although the injury will be serious, it will soon heal, and perhaps the scars will disappear in the future.
It's better than... being hurt bit by bit, consuming too much energy, too much time, too many memories, my heart will hurt when I think of it.
"The life I want is just to be an ordinary person, with an ordinary job, but I can support myself and work every day. I have a group of friends who have no money and no status, but are simple and kind. Maybe I will get married. My husband
You don’t have a lot of money, you don’t have a lot of status, you don’t even have to be too handsome, and you work nine to five, but there are no vendettas, deaths, or plots around you, so you don’t have to be thrilling, you don’t have to be trembling, and you can sleep until dawn, no
When I was awakened, he didn’t even need to love me too much. He just accompanied me to the hospital when I was sick. He could talk to me when I was sad. We usually work and travel during holidays. The trip is too long and the distance is not necessary.
If it's too far, the surrounding area will be fine, and the hotel you stay in doesn't have to be too good. It just needs to be liveable, clean, tidy, and you can take a shower. This is the peace I long for, the day in my dreams." Bai Xi continued to say coldly.
"I can give you these too, it just takes time. Trust me, Xiao Xi." Ji Chenling said with red eyes.
"What do you believe in me? From the time I met you to now, I lost my stable job, accompanied you to Haitang Village, and almost died there. The key is, I was poisoned, as if a bomb destroyed everything I had in an instant.
Life, if it weren't for you, this kind of thing would not happen. What else have you brought to my life, disappointment, despair, no nostalgia for the world. In the past year, you can't imagine what you have brought to me because of your decision.
What kind of mental torture is it? It’s really because of you that I am facing the assassination of your confidante. Have you dealt with it? Have you stood up for me? Have you punished the person who wanted to kill me?
?No, not only no, you have to protect her!!" Bai Xi said loudly.
She thought she could say it calmly, but when she said this, she still got excited.
Big tears rolled down.
"Ji Chenling, why did Xu Yan clearly love Han Ningxi but didn't choose Han Ningxi in the end? That's because Han Ningxi's attitude towards his ex-girlfriend will make her sad, sad and unable to extricate herself. It's also because this is Han Ningxi's nature, you know
Why am I so determined to break up today? It's also because of your nature, you can't tell what is most important to you," Bai Xi complained.
Anyway, it's the last time.
She doesn't care what kind of betrayal she has.
She didn't know how much of this complaint was true and how much was false, and she didn't want to find out.
The ending has been decided, whether the process is gorgeous or dross, in fact, not many people care.
Qin, there are Anxin now, or there will be many, many people who are kind to you and affectionate to you in the future, and you can't let go. Every person you can't let go of is actually hurt to me, because I
It's not as open-minded and reasonable as you imagined. Everything is just suppressed patience. I don't want to embarrass others, so I can only embarrass myself. But today, I don't want to embarrass myself anymore, so I choose to break up and freeze.
It doesn't take a day, mutual respect is the most honorable thing for this relationship." Bai Xi said.
There are no napkins on the table.
She stood up and came to the long table, with her back to Ji Chenling, wiping her tears and nose.
Xiang Shangyu looked at Bai Xi deeply and said nothing.
It wasn't until a few minutes later that Bai Xi calmed down again, turned around and looked at Ji Chenling.
He kept looking at her, his eyes were very deep, his expression was very solemn, and his eyes seemed to be full of complex emotions such as pleading, pity, apology, obscurity, etc.
"This contract says that once I tell you, An Xin will become Tian Tian's guardian. I don't want An Xin to become Tian Tian's guardian, so please keep it a secret for me. Also, after I pass away, Tian Tian will follow you..."
"You won't follow me every day." Ji Chenling interrupted Bai Xi, "I know everything you said, and I will slowly change it. You are supervising me. You said that if something makes you feel uncomfortable, you can
Tell me, and don't worry about Tiantian's supervision, I will arrange it."
"Don't you understand now?" Bai Xi frowned and looked very irritated. "Whether it's life or death, I don't want you anymore. My days are not long. You know very well that this year
Here, I don’t want to waste time and energy on you anymore. Everything I do is very energy-consuming and uncomfortable, and it is beyond my ability to bear. I want to spend this year on myself.
You will live up to this life."
Ji Chenling stood up.
Bai Xi felt guilty and subconsciously stepped back defensively.
But behind her was a long table. She just took half a step back and bumped into the long table.
She had no choice but to raise her chin again and face it.
Ji Chenling stood in front of her, his expression still very good, and his eyes still very soft.
It's just that there is an extra layer of mist in this softness.
"I know that these recent things have made you very upset, especially my handling of An Xin. It's not that I don't handle it, it's just that I still have some friends in Jin Xiangri's hands. I want to make sure that they are safe. You are missing
I guarantee that I will give you all the justice you deserve." Ji Chenling promised.
Bai Xi's nose was sore and she wanted to cry again.
She didn't want to cry or feel soft, so she clenched her fists so tightly that her nails dug into her flesh.
Suddenly, Ji Chenling's hand was held.
Bai Xi trembled all over, and all the cells in his body were tense, defensive, nervous, and worried.
Ji Chenling still looked at her deeply, "If you still like me a little bit, just believe me, I can give you everything you want, I can solve everything, but I need
Time, Xiao Xi. I don’t believe you don’t like me at all?”