Chapter 1358 Cherishing the present is the most important thing
"It's already June, why is it cold?" Bai Xi said, taking a few steps back, "You didn't eat anything just now. Do you want to go in and eat something now? You used to like eating dumplings and wonton wrappers.
It's different from dumplings, but the filling is the same. I make three kinds, and you can eat them with the sauce."
"Have I ever eaten your dumplings before?" Ji Chenling asked.
Bai Xi raised the corners of his mouth slightly.
Experiences are always so strikingly similar.
Bai Xi remembered that Ji Chenling asked her the same thing last year.
Bai Xi nodded, "You like to eat it very much. I often make a lot of it and keep it in the refrigerator. When you want to eat it, you can take it out and cook it."
Ji Chenling held Bai Xi's hand.
Bai Xi's whole body trembled, and she subconsciously wanted to pull out.
Ji Chenling held on tightly, "Tiantian should hope to see us go in hand in hand."
Bai Xi frowned and lowered his head.
The more you hope to see it, the more sad you will be when you can't.
She forcibly took out her hand and said with a smile: "I would be embarrassed if so many people are watching."
Ji Chenling held Bai Xi's hand again, "There's nothing to be embarrassed about."
He didn't give her a chance to refuse and pulled her in.
Grandma Zuo Si saw them coming in hand in hand, feeling a little strange and looked at each other.
"Eat." Ji Chenling said solemnly, sitting down and not letting go.
Bai Xi could only sit next to Ji Chenling.
Ji Chenling then let go of Bai Xi's hand, picked up a wonton, dipped it in the sauce, and took a bite.
"Dad, is it delicious?" Tiantian asked.
"Yeah." Ji Chenling responded.
"Mom can also cook a lot of delicious food. What you see is just the tip of the iceberg." Tiantian introduced seriously.
"We are doing great every day, and we can even talk about the tip of the iceberg." Grandma Ji Chenling praised.
"Dad." Tiantian shouted again.
Ji Chenling raised his eyes and looked at Tiantian.
Tiantian smiled brightly. "Just move back here. I miss you so much. There are a lot of rooms at home."
Bai Xi's heart sank. She didn't expect Tiantian to say this. If she stopped him, Ji Chenling would definitely feel that she still wanted to leave.
But when Ji Chenling moved in and they had to live together day and night, she was afraid that she would make the same mistake again.
"Well, okay." Ji Chenling responded.
"Really?" Tiantian was happy, her eyes were shining brightly, and she couldn't believe it.
"Really." Ji Chenling said, "Didn't you say that these are the tip of the iceberg made by your mother? I should definitely try it."
Tiantian saw that what Ji Chenling said was true. He was happy and gave Ji Chenling a thumbs up, "You have made a wise choice. This time, don't disappear casually again. If you disappear again, I will not
I accept you, there are many people who earn the chance to be my father anyway."
"A lot?" Ji Chenling frowned, "Do they come to your house often?"
"That's not true. They know that mom cares about me the most, so they flatter me first. There are a lot of flatterers in my mind. I have a few ideal candidates in mind. As the real owner, if you disappear again
, it’s gameover.” Tiantian said.
"Yeah." Ji Chenling responded.
after meal
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Bai Xi was busy in the kitchen, and her grandmother helped. She asked puzzledly: "Xiao Xi, what's going on between you and Chen Ling? I think you guys really seem to have reconciled."
Bai Xi felt very sorry and troubled, "I'm sorry, grandma, Chen Ling knows the reason, but... I'm afraid... I feel..."
Bai Xi thought for a moment and then said: "It's still the best choice for me to leave."
"Do you want to hear grandma's opinion?" Grandma said earnestly.
"Of course, grandma, you tell me." Bai Xi said sincerely, looking at grandma.
Just like she always listened to her grandmother's words.
"Some people, who have no pain, are in good health and have successful careers, commit suicide at a young age. What do you think is the reason?" Grandma asked.
"Depression? Trapped by love?" Bai Xi guessed.
"I'm unhappy. I can see it. Before you, Chen Ling didn't look for a girlfriend. After you, he didn't look down on others. In this impetuous society, there are very few men who are so loyal, heartfelt and attentive."
." Grandma said.
"Ji Chenling is quite good." Bai Xi said, lowering his eyes. In terms of men and women, he has always been clean and tidy.
"So, do you think he will be happy if you leave?" Grandma asked.
"At least leave one thought. As long as you don't get news of my death, there is still hope." Bai Xi said.
Grandma smiled, "First of all, Chen Ling has always been a rational child. He knows in his heart whether you will die or not. It is just a matter of whether he wants to believe it or not. If he thinks that you are alive and has been looking for you and suffering all his life, then in this life
, lived a very hard and difficult life. If he knew that you were dead, he would not have any thoughts about other women, because you have too few happy days together, and you will not be free and easy if you leave like this."
"Grandma, what do you think I should do?" Bai Xi was puzzled.
"Let him feel relieved about your death. Even if he holds on to the memories of the past, he can still live happily. Just like you, even if you die, don't you feel that you are worth it?" Grandma reminded.
"Are you relieved about my death?" Bai Xi was confused, "What should I do?"
"Stay with him, have more contact with him every day, let him help you fulfill all your wishes, and you can fulfill his wishes. After that, just let nature take its course. If he wants to die with you, it is his choice.
, Xiao Xi.”
"I don't want him to die, I'm just afraid of this." When Bai Xi thought that he had to die for herself, he flinched again, fearful, and his eye circles turned red again.
"He may not die. If you think too much, you will not be happy. No one knows what the future will be like. I think that instead of making so many plans and assumptions, it is better to seize and cherish the present. That is the most correct thing." Grandma
Said lovingly.
Bai Xi thought about her grandmother's words.
Grandma smiled, "Okay, I'll wash the remaining dishes. You've been busy all day and it's been very hard. I'll give you some time to think about it."
"Thank you, grandma." Bai Xi said.
She went out, instead of going to the restaurant, she went directly to the back door.
Behind my grandma's house is a garden.
There are many vegetables planted in the yard. Past the vegetable field, there is an artificial lake with fish in it.
We built a shed by the lake and raised chickens, ducks, geese, sheep, and pigs.
A leisurely, comfortable and comfortable pastoral life.
Bai Xi sat on the swing, swaying slightly, looking at the bright moon in the sky.
Ten minutes later, the phone rang, and it was Long Youfei's caller ID.