Chapter 361: Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself
Gwen was unconvinced.
I entered the inner world again despite the debuff, and was mocked and beaten severely by my human body, Gris, before I had to give in.
Saying "Mag Chicken, Inner Dungeon, Dynamic Difficulty, Dragon Flame can't even beat it and it's stuck," while Tomia was snickering, she grabbed the Mastodon girl and went to Red Dog to play cards together.
"I want to activate the cat lantern, Cat Vargas's passive skill, "Another cat, special summon..." Hong Quan finished reading the effect of the cat lantern card he played in one breath, and his face turned red.
I don’t know which evil cat it was, but it patted its belly first: “Meow! Okay!”
The little short-handed cat lanterns patted their bellies happily.
The red dog nodded its head from side to side, triumphantly, and its ears kept trembling.
She asked Gwen, who was thinking hard about the lineup:
"Tomia said you have some doubts about me?"
"A little, but not much." Gwen played the card.
"Do you think there is a big difference between you and yourself now?"
This sentence attracted Gwen's attention.
He raised his head.
He wanted to speak but stopped.
…Isn’t it just a little big? I’m a boy, and I’m a girl. I have a wrong gender perception.
Gwen is basically tight-lipped about her own image and must never let others know.
Especially donkeys like Lara Croft and Curse Blade.
"It's indeed a bit big." Gwen didn't pay much attention to Red Dog's suggestion. On the road of Yuanli, the other party was just a newcomer. In fact, this was a normal Yuanli user, not like some people.
In the same way, once you have source power, you have complete fighting power.
"I think you are more likely to go to extremes." Red Dog folded his cards and looked at Tomia.
"Oh? Is this the original impression of me in your mind?"
"correct."
Tomia chuckled, "It's the same as what Red Dog said. I discovered a striking feature of yours. You seem to have a disbelief in natural stakeholders. For example, if I treat you, then I will
One of your related parties, and you have a natural distrust of related people. Just like an acquaintance, you feel that you will be deceived by an acquaintance, but only the opinions of strangers will make you trust..."
"Red Dog is not a stranger after all..."
Gwen's desire to survive is quite strong. Although the red dog looks easy to bully, it will not lose its temper when bullied, but will look cheerful.
But as a half-full party character type.
This kind of person is extremely scary when they lose their temper, and extremely scary when they get jealous. If it is not necessary, try not to provoke this kind of person.
Sure enough, when she said "stranger," the red dog raised its ears alertly. When Gwen said, "not a stranger," the dog's ears softened, like a praised large dog, such as a Samoyed.
And so on; speaking of it, the Red Dog is actually more like a combination of the Doberman Pinscher and the Czech Wolfdog, possessing both the vigor and vigor of the former and the explosive power and softness of the latter.
"Alas, strangers don't just mean strangers on a social level, but rather strangers who are related to this matter."
Tomia played her cards.
"Red Dog doesn't understand your current situation, so you may listen more carefully to what she says. On the contrary, I, the poor researcher, have done so many things for you, but you absolutely don't trust me.
"
"I don't distrust you either."
...The main reason is because you look like a giant cat lantern. If you didn't look so much like a cat lantern, you would still have some credibility.
Such is Gwen's psychology.
For example, Mao Yutu is actually a very reliable and capable helper, but because many Mao Yutu look like giant cat lanterns, they left an inherent impression on Gwen that "these guys are unreliable". Maybe Tomia
She is right to only trust strangers. But Gwen herself feels that the bigger factor is that they look like giant cat lanterns, so Tomia is unreliable.
influential.
In fact, the most reliable people on the entire Sniper Cat are the runaway sisters Laura and Tomia.
Although the two of them feel unreliable, they are very reliable in their work.
"It's okay, I understand you. I had the same idea when I was writing a paper myself. If I know people I know, I don't like to show it to them and ask them to correct it for me. On the contrary, the other party has never cooperated with me before and has not given me the initial draft.
The kind of professors who recommend something, I like to ask them to check it out for me."
Tomia laughed heartily.
"Oh hahaha! This can be considered a shy behavior, so I was thinking that you need some advice from strangers. You see, don't children also have this shy reaction when they go to school? Than
When family members praise you for your good grades, and strangers praise you for your good grades, you will feel more credible. This is caused by your inferiority complex on a psychological level. Although I think you should be proud, I don’t know why.
Your heart is filled with thoughts of low self-confidence and inferiority, so I’m going to find someone who doesn’t understand what we do to make some comments on you to see if I can help you recover.”
…Does this really work?
Gwen expressed doubts about this, but since it was Tomia who said it, let's just trust it with a grain of salt.
"So what do you think?"
Gwen looked at Hong Dog. Although the two were friends, Gwen really didn't know what achievements Hong Dog had made in Yuanli. At the same time, he didn't know what kind of special abilities Hong Dog had.
"My view is relatively simple. Wouldn't it be better if you think of your superego and id as diode thinking? No matter whether they are good or bad, they all go to extremes. And extremes are always wrong.
, there is no need for you to think that I am wrong, that I don’t want to live anymore, and that my life is no longer fun because of what your true self said. Your behavior is essentially a very diode behavior, and you are also being led into a trap.
I went to extremes."
Red Dog's basic skills are very solid and he has studied the psychology of many Yuanli users.
"What bothers you will always be your own extreme thinking."
"" Gwen - said nothing.
"I heard from Tomia that you seem to want to use violent means to control your mind." Red Dog shook his head. "Although it sounds feasible in theory, I don't recommend you to do this. Sister, you
You are obviously such an excellent person, why don't you face your own spiritual dilemma? You can't refuse it, it is a part of you, even if it is extreme, even if it is wrong, it is still a part of you."
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"You can try to communicate with it. Control your emotions, control your thinking. Fighting is not necessary. Sister, you don't need to be like this. You won't be like this."
The friendly smile of a friend suddenly appeared on the red dog's face.
It was like two bad friends who were joking and suddenly became serious about discussing their respective futures.
"The birth of the self is to tame the id and the superego, allowing the two to compromise and understand each other, and what is produced is you, your soul. We can't take away the body, but the soul can last forever, sister, you see
Sister, there is no need to keep tense. Although I don’t know what kind of crimes and punishments you have committed when you come to such a train, or what kind of crimes and punishments you have committed on this train. But it’s enough now anyway, it’s time to end.
.”
Tomia looked thoughtful.
Gwen grasped her thighs with both hands.
Red Dog said gently:
"Do you still remember the secret scripture I read to you for the first time?"
Her expression was gentle and somewhat airy, quite like the way she looked when we first met her.
"His lover was devoured because of desire, he devoured others because of desire, and the cut heart can no longer beat. So let it go, let go of the torture you have caused yourself."
"Sister, let it go, let go of your self-torture, you deserve better. No matter how dirty you have been in your heart, your behavior is as clear as a mirror, and we have all seen your purity. So let it go and give it to yourself.
torture."
A word from red dog
Whether it will be useful is yet to be determined.
But she did open up a new way of thinking for Gwen. No matter how depraved or corrupt a person's thoughts are, as long as a person's behavior is correct and upright, then this person can be said to be upright and a gentleman.
This is the greatest wish in Gwen's heart.
"Am I a gentleman?"
He often asks himself this question.
In the past, the answer was, ‘No.
But now he doesn't know the answer. It seems that he can no longer punish himself calmly. The permanent punishment is about to end and the end is about to be seen. Because the red dog said something else:
"Excessive self-effacement is a deviation from the right path. If you can't reward and punish yourself fairly, how can you reward and punish others fairly."
Just like that senior brother who once held my hand and gave me gentle words and advice.
"Do unto others, do not impose on others."
"Have I ever done anything outrageous?"
No.
"Am I always doing good deeds consistently and never expecting anything in return?"
yes.
"Does every person I use violence against deserve their punishment?"
yes.
"Have I turned my dark and dark thoughts into reality?"
No.
So……
"Am I considered a gentleman now?"
Sort of.
With such thoughts, the fatigue in his heart disappeared a little, and his physical condition seemed to be a little better. What he thought, what he was afraid of, and what he was worried about, these things did not seem to exist at all.
A person, even if he has not done anything bad, will feel full of self-guilt.
What about the bad guys?
Why do good people have to be held at gunpoint?
Why can sinners, wicked people, and those with sores and pus on their soles dump their sins on good people?
When you do bad things, don’t you allow others to criticize you?
Have you done something wrong and still refuse to admit it?
If this is the case, how can a person who is unwilling to voice condemnation and instead blames himself for not working hard enough and for still working hard, call himself a gentleman? He doesn't even dare to admit what is right or wrong, and he doesn't even dare to admit that he is doing the right thing and is honest.
You need to be humble about everything you do. In fact, I didn’t do this with a good idea. How can I be called a gentleman?
Gwen realized it.
My biggest mistake, my biggest fault, is to belittle myself too much.
What about being evil at heart? What about being violent?
Have I ever made a mistake in reality due to my inner sin? Am I nobler than a person who is inspired by his inner self to be noble? Only by admitting this can he be called a gentleman.
Gwen's face showed a strong wavering, uneasiness, and thinking expression.
Red Dog and Tomia exchanged glances, and at the same time Red Dog gave a thumbs up to the rabbit who was secretly peeking in to inquire. Then he breathed a sigh of relief and thanked Dark Cat for the advance research he had done with him.
Gwen is a person who easily goes to extremes.
everybody knows.
So when Tomia asked to help, almost everyone agreed unconditionally, except Cat Varo! Cat Varo put forward the condition of "I want to add a pile of meat, but even Fat Cat Lantern is willing to help."
In cat terms:
"Gwen can live like a cat and go with the flow, but she must make herself a non-smiling cat, meow! So serious, the cat thought Gwen was the same as Long Yan, meow hahahaha!"
It’s true that there are no rice noodles to make cat lantern jokes, but others can also make cat lantern jokes.
If you can afford it and love to play, this is the cat light.
Tu Xi is considered the first person in "Gwenology", and he easily captured some of Gwen's inferiority complex.
exist
With the help of this group of people, Red Dog finally achieved the effect Tomia wanted.
This kind of thing is like the elephant in the room. (Tomia:?)
It has always existed, but Gwen turned a blind eye. This is also a kind of sadness. Gwen's self-doubt makes it impossible for him to believe it, to think about it, and to touch it.
A decent man who is forced into this situation needs to reflect and reflect again and again.
Is this reasonable?
Tomia knows human nature well.
It was as if Gwen deliberately ignored this part of the matter.
He is blind to the elephant in the room.
This is really an overly sad thing. Tomia doesn't like sadness. She doesn't like to see good people feeling pain. Gwen is undoubtedly a good person, and good people should have good rewards.
It was precisely because of this that she left the Academy. On that huge train, integrity and justice had been drowned by endless academics.
She left the Abandoned City far away, because harsh laws and cruel rules covered everything there.
She is the eternal traveler on this train, and she has found some peace here.
Because Long Yan is a good person.
Gwen is also a good person.
Curseblade is a good man.
In Utopia, good and honest people are rarely seen anymore.
But Tomia believes that integrity is like a voice.
As long as it is loud enough, it will arouse echoes, and as long as it is echoed, it will produce earth-shattering power that is enough to overturn the eternal people's secret exploitation, torture and punishment.
Under Gwen's influence, Cursed Blade is more determined than before in his beliefs.
The rabbit even triggered the kindness in my heart...
Upright people will make people infected, infected with a symptom of "I also want to be an upright person."
therefore.
Tomia wants to help him.
Laura also wants to help him.
But be careful in the process.
"Be careful to do to others what you want to do to yourself."
