She tried to grab his hand on the table, but as she moved over there, Chen Liu raised his hand and flipped up the next letter
Gao Ying's hand fell into nothing.
It seems like the relationship I have been trying hard to grasp. It looks so close, and I really think that as long as she works harder and can get there with just one effort.
In fact, the person never gave her a chance, had no idea of accepting her, nor had any intention of holding her hands.
The breath that forced me to breathe suddenly ejaculated.
The emotions that finally calmed her down began to surge again, and tears fell uncontrollably. She looked at the man in front of her, and her tone added a little humility that she hadn't noticed.
"Runyu, I have nothing now. I am no longer the noble lady of the Gao family. I have no aunt to be the imperial concubine, nor my cousin to compete for the throne.
Look at me, I am just an ordinary woman now, and I will never use my parents' home to oppress you. We...we are equal, why are you still unwilling to look at me more?"
She seemed to try her best to control her voice, but the tremor in her voice still couldn't hide it.
Chen Liu's eyes finally moved away from the letter paper and fell on her face.
Gao Ying in front of her was completely different from before. Even Chen Liu met her every day, and she had never seen her look like this before.
He was haggard and fragile, with no embellishment on his face, and his clothes were also very simple, and he looked like a picture of a faded beauty.
Only those eyes were still shining.
But in the past, the light was bright, but now, the light was the water light shining from tears.
He was silent for a while before he spoke: "Don't be too careful, this is my personality."
"No!" Gao Ying reached out and took away the things in his hand, staring at him firmly, "No! You are just doing this to me. I know you hate me in your heart and don't want to marry me. This marriage is full of humiliation for you.
Can I apologize to you? Runyu, I have only you now. Although you have never regarded me as your wife, in my eyes, you are my Gao Ying’s husband!
You are the only one I can rely on in my life. In the past, it was because of the Gao family, and it would be fine if you didn’t want it, but now... I’m just your wife now."
She was sincere, but the man opposite just frowned slightly, and the look in her eyes was a little complicated.
Gao Ying stretched out his hand at him carefully, "Can you give me a chance? Let's do it again! I... I'm not that bad either!
Look at me, I can be your wife well. I have studied and I know some truths. I have some knowledge and some abilities to be a housekeeper. The most important thing is…”
Gao Ying sucked her nose, "The most important thing is that there will never be anyone in this world who cares about you like me, and always puts you first. Runyu, I will work hard. If you think something is wrong with me, I can change it!"
Chen Liu's eyes were a little empty. He waited for her to finish speaking, and only then did he withdraw his thoughts when he finally wanted to fall on the woman in front of him.
"Gao Ying, you don't have to."
He called out his name, and Gao Ying's eyes lit up instantly, but when he heard the following sentence, the corners of his lips, which had just raised a little, froze immediately.
Sure enough, she immediately heard Chen Liu say in the calmest and gentlest tone: "Do you still remember what we said before getting married?"
This sentence was like a sudden attack, knocking her soul down heavily.
How could she not remember that at that time, in order to make her happy, my father suppressed him everywhere in the officialdom, but also gave the pressure to his family, his family who worked hard in the countryside.
The first time, a person who has always been as gentle as jade, came to her without compliance, and for the first time, he lost control in front of her and asked her what she wanted.
Gao Ying didn't hide anything at all, and read it out according to the answer in her heart. She just wanted to marry him.
"Even if you know that I don't like you, do you still want to marry me?"
She also clearly remembered her answer, "You will like me. As long as I marry you, sooner or later, you will like me."
This is her confidence, the confidence she cultivated from childhood to adulthood, and the confidence she brought to her by a good family background.
So she never even thought that Chen Liu would treat her like this after she got married.
But after she said that, she saw the sudden dusk aura that came from Chen Liu.
It is "dung qi".
That was her most intuitive feeling at that time.
Then he seemed to have no strength and said, "If this is what you insist on, then I don't seem to be able to resist."
Seeing that he was about to leave, Gao Ying immediately stopped him and smiled confidently: "Don't worry, I know that I am a bit arrogant, but after marrying, I will change it well. I will be a good wife and mother for you as others. I swear, I will definitely not bully you."
But after she said such a vow, she did not see the other party being moved at all. On the contrary, the words he said were very cold, "You are asking for me to get married to you, then I hope you can do what you say and just ask for this."
She promised to be readily at that time, and believed that as long as she got married with him, there would be no obstacles between the two of them.
It was not until after getting married that she understood what that sentence meant.
He didn't want to touch her or have any intimacy with her. Everything was cold, just like the wind and snow on the day they got married.
Sure enough, she heard Chen Liu say again, "Gao Ying, we agreed to it at that time, just getting married. I promised you, and you shouldn't go back on your word."
She opened her mouth slightly and couldn't say anything for a moment.
Chen Liu picked up the letter she had just pulled away, and then stood up, "I know the Gao family is no longer difficult, so don't worry, I'm not the one who is traitorous.
Since you promised you to get married with you at that time, you are my wife. This will always be effective as long as you don’t regret it.”
Seeing that he was about to go out, Gao Ying spoke again, "So, do you plan to leave me like this for the rest of your life?"
She also stood up and stood behind him.
Chen Liu did not look back, but just stopped, "There is no perfect thing in the world. Don't be demanding in many things, so you can let yourself go."
She couldn't see his expression behind him, but for some reason, she always felt that his words were not saying to her, "Then can you tell me who that person is?"
Gao Ying's eyes kept falling on Chen Liu's back. Sure enough, when she asked this, she clearly saw her figure froze.
Even though she kept deceiving herself and even comforted herself, she felt like a joke every time she faced different reactions.
As usual, Chen Liu did not answer her, but walked out directly.
If you think about it carefully, he wouldn't even lie to himself.
The maid waited for a while before she came in. Before she could speak, she saw her going to the clean room, "Come and wait for me to wash up! The uncle was taken out by the Fourth Prince. It is reasonable and I should go to the Fourth Prince's Mansion to pay homage to the princess."