Chapter 788: The result after careful consideration
"When my illness was cured by you, I thought to myself that even so, I was much better than the noble ladies who had been trapped in the boudoir since childhood.
I have seen the big guys in Jun Mozui's faces as hypocritical as they are. How many people can see their unrestrained appearance?
They could not see the wonderful life of the singer and dance women they looked down upon. The so-called desolate sounds were filled with the passion of the people who made these music.
So I think my choice is not wrong. I can’t decide my background, and I am not willing to be sick. But... I still made a different plan for my life."
Xie Songhua smiled and said, "No one will point at you before anyone has discovered it, and I don't think there is anything wrong with your choice or something wrong with it, as long as you think it's good."
Xie Qionghua immediately nodded and said, "That's natural, but... until I discovered your difference."
"Me?" Xie Songhua laughed silently, "I am lucky, but luck is never something that can be obtained by begging or hard work.
When I was at home, my father gave me a pharmacy shop, which was to support me in studying medicine, and later agreed to accept me as a teacher at Zhuoyuan.
These two points are not something that everyone can encounter. You said you have never heard of any noble girls around you who are interested in medicine. Perhaps it is not that there is no one, but that they were strangled when the interest emerges."
Xie Qionghua thought for a while and nodded to admit, "You said this, it makes sense."
Xie Songhua continued, "Not to mention, it is precisely because of my life experience that my wife does not care about me and my father will not restrict me in such a way that I can devote myself to studying.
Then I marry the prince. I don’t have to worry about the huge mansion. Everything outside can’t be affected by social engagements, and enough family wealth can make me feel at ease to study everything I want to study.
Think about it, if all these conditions are added together, how many people in this world can obtain it?"
This made Xie Qionghua have nothing to say, and finally he could only say helplessly: "After saying this, I won't regret it so much."
Xie Songhua already knew what she regretted.
About Xie Qionghua's opinion, she had been in so many years, because she wanted to fight against fate and other people's different gazes, so she went to Jun Mozui and chose a path that was very ridiculous for most noble girls.
She originally thought that this was a different color she had tried to draw for her life.
Now that I see what Xie Songhua did, I understand that this writing may have a different way of writing.
For example, she could choose to study medicine from the beginning, and perhaps, today she faces a completely different path.
But there is never a second chance to choose this kind of thing.
What's more, Xie Songhua knew in his heart that the most important reason why she could succeed was because she was originally a doctor.
In the current real world, where no one knows, she is a doctor with a very mature medical skills.
Such an experience is absolutely impossible to replicate.
"Besides," Xie Songhua raised his eyebrows at Xie Qionghua, "I won't say it far away. Even now, Jun Mozui, you can't go back. You must not be willing to make an arrangement with your aunt. Should you think about it again and what to do next?"
"I've decided!" Xie Qionghua answered her quickly, "I want to stay here."
"Stay here?" Xie Songhua was very surprised at this answer, "What are you doing when you stay here?"
"Become a military doctor," Xie Qionghua was very serious, and even had some expectations in his eyes, "So Songhua, teach me, during this period, I have done my best to learn in the clinic, and I think I am not without talent.
Now I can also take the pulse simply and bandage those who have trauma very beautifully. I can do the general prescriptions.
As long as I work hard to learn, I will definitely do it. If I don’t have it for a year, it will take three years, and if I don’t have it for three years, it will take five years, even ten years! I can be an apprentice to others first and then a doctor.”
Obviously, this statement was not Xie Qionghua's temporary intention. She said it very seriously. Obviously, this was her decision after careful consideration.
Xie Songhua couldn't speak for a moment, and after a while, he shook his head and murmured: "Uncle and aunt will not agree."
"Why do you need their consent?" Xie Qionghua chuckled very proudly, "I never asked them what they thought when I stepped into Jun Mozui alone."
This made Xie Songhua unable to refute.
She was originally a free and casual personality.
"Songhua, I just hope you can support me."
But Xie Songhua was puzzled, "You don't even care about your parents' ideas, so why do you want my support?"
"Because you took me to this point," Xie Qionghua said without hesitation, "If it weren't for your current arrangements for me, I wouldn't have thought about this.
If I hadn't seen what you could do, I wouldn't have such expectations, but after thinking carefully these days, I found that this is what I hope to do the most, and it is something I really like."
She pointed to the sky outside the window, "I even think that the sky here is higher and farther than the ones in the capital. If I could do my own thing freely, I think I could fly higher and farther.
As for those who get married and have children, I feel so tight that I feel whenever I think of it. I don’t want it. Songhua, I really don’t want it.”
However, Xie Songhua shook his head and said, "I don't know how to answer your matter, because it is your matter. I am not your parents, not your closest relatives, and I am not even your own sister."
These words made Xie Qionghua's gaze dim.
However, Xie Songhua spoke after a while: "But I support everyone's decision after carefully considering their own life."
She looked at her cousin and said, "I can't support you now, because I don't know how determined you are, how fully you think about this path, and I don't know what the final result will be if you really follow this path.
But if one day you determine your true goal, I will definitely support you.”
Xie Qionghua breathed a sigh of relief, immediately stood up happily, and then slapped Xie Songhua's arm heavily, "Then let it be, I'm not polite to have your medical books in the room."
Good guy, I just talked about my feelings here for a long time, but in the end it was for such a thing.
Cui Liu happened to come in and see this scene, and her face changed suddenly, "Girl, be careful, we have one in our princess's belly!"
Xie Qionghua quickly apologized and went to Xie Songhua's study.
Cui Liu couldn't help but wonder: "Although the eldest girl is not very steady, she has never seen her like a child."
Xie Songhua couldn't help but smile and said, "Everyone is inevitably a child's character. However, the older a person grows, the deeper he hides. Slowly, it becomes so deep that he can't even dig it out."
Cui Liu stood there and thought for a while, then shook her head gently, "I am stupid and can't understand, but is that person still locked up like before? Sister Xiaoqing is preparing the house."
Thinking of Lantian, Xie Songhua was also a little irritated, and he really didn't know what to do with him.
Unexpectedly, the next day, Xiaoqing tried his best to hold back her laughter, "Princess, the one named Lan said she wanted to see you."
Seeing that her expression was wrong, Xie Songhua couldn't help but wonder, "What's wrong? I suddenly figured it out?"
Xiaoqing immediately laughed, "Miss didn't sleep all night last night, so she stayed with the one named Lan!"