The final change of the bottle made Xie Songhua's mood a little complicated.
Both are happy to be dismissed by Xie Tu, but also irritable the real reason for Xie Tu at this time.
"How about it?"
Xie Tu's voice called her from her emotions. Xie Songhua quickly accepted the bottle. "It's okay, I think about it."
Xie Tu nodded with a smile, and then poured a little water from the teapot on the side. After drying it, he picked up the side embroidery again.
"Tuer, confusing that day, I think your emotions are very complicated, so I do n’t ask much. Now there are only you and me, you ... can you tell me the reason?"
Xie Tu's embroidery moved again, and this time she finally looked up, her eyes became serious.
"Sister Three, you don't need to be so careful," the smile on the girl's face was a little light, but it had a clean taste. "This happened, I know the person who really cares about me is you."
"No, actually ..."
"Three Sisters," Xie Tu interrupted her words, and the smile on the face didn't know how to reveal two points of sadness. "Some words, I just want to tell you, but I can’t be sure.
You said, can you understand? "
This remark made Xie Songhua who couldn't say what he wanted to say.
She originally wanted to tell Xie Tu that the people at home were very concerned about her. The old lady cared about her, her aunt also cared about her, and her elder brother and elder sister. In fact, everyone was thinking about her.
But Xie Tu said that she could understand that she said this, that is, her real thoughts only wanted to tell her that she was different from others.
This is a heavy trust, but Xie Songhua can only be next.
Xie Tu seemed to have a certain determination. She put the embroidery aside, and then got up and pushed the window more to make the sight more wider, and it was ugly to clear the surrounding situation.
Slowly poured a cup of tea and handed it to Xie Songhua's hand, "I'm not happy."
She made Xie Songhua stunned in the first sentence.
Xie Songhua keenly felt that what she said was not the marriage, so she closed her mouth and listened quietly.
"For so many years, I am not happy," she pulled the corner of her mouth, and her eyes seemed to have a spring rain underground.
A child who has a family but has no parents. It is very small and small.
"Tuer."
Xie Songhua was sour, and she unconsciously called her.
"At that time, when the elder sister was just diagnosed, she couldn't get married as a normal woman marrying a child. I was sick and just lay in my grandmother's house. I heard it, and after my wife and the master left, I heard it.
My grandmother complained to Shen's mother, saying that it was useless to have a wife. That year, I was five years old. "
Xie Songhua opened her mouth gently, and she didn't speak, but she just held her hand gently.
"When the second sister was eight years old, she held the account of the second wife to see the grandmother, and pointed out that the omissions in the ledger. I heard that my grandmother praised the second sister to do it. I don't know why.
It's like a satisfactory embroidery.
Then when I embroidered the first embroidery that was recognized by the master, I saw such eyes on my grandmother's face. I didn't know what kind of look at that time.
Until one time I went to the Hou family of Jinxiang with my grandmother, when the four girls from their family came out of the cabinet, my grandmother and the old lady talked about the marriage of the four girls, and I saw that look again. "
"Tuer, can't just think about it."
Xie Songhua was a little sensitive until Xie Tuzi, and early wisdom, but did not expect that she would be sensitive to this extent.
Xie Tu pouted and smiled, "I know, I know that it is easy to get rid of the horns, and I also know that my grandmother is not completely regarded as a tool, but the third sister, when I understand this, I am a teenage."
In other words, in the years of her growth, she has always thought so.
Seeing her expression, Xie Tu knew that she understood her meaning, so she didn't explain too much.
She looked up at the sky outside, "I envy every sister at home when I was a kid, and then I hid this kind of envy carefully, but I kept thinking, thinking about when I can be relieved from this envy and carefulness.
Come out, until I saw the second sister out of the cabinet.
I stole my eyes and saw that she had red eyes in the room, but she cried happily.
I only knew that it was not me alone that I felt that I was in a cage. "
Xie Songhua remembered Xie Yun's cabinet. At that time, she had just arrived here for half a year.
I am still in a strange feeling for everything, and there is not much feelings for this second sister.
Even if she had a good relationship with Xie Tu, she didn't notice that her sensitive thoughts.
Xie Tu's face had more smiles, "I saw her married, and I gave birth to some envy in my heart, because since then, there is such a person who can give her a correct position. She is the wife.
In the future, she will still be her child's mother. No one will care about her parents, and I care about what she was at home. "
"So, since then, you are actually looking forward to marrying in your heart?"
Xie Tu's face flew a red cloud, but she was not really shy. She nodded gently, "Well, I want to wait for me that day, I can also have a home that belongs to my own!
But at that time, I was worried that my grandmother and the person I chose for me in the future did not like me. I did n’t like to pay attention to how I was good, at least ... the second brother -in -law seemed to be very satisfied with the second sister.
Then, the third sister, you tell me that we can choose the attitude of marriage by ourselves. If I do n’t pursue those so -called husband and wife feelings, there is no relationship for me. It does n’t have much to do.
What's more, I later discovered that even if I used to like my second sister who liked the second sister, it turned out that this was the case, so I believe this. "
I did not expect that the impact of the marriage concept of marriage with Xie Tu had so much influence on her, but even if she and Xiao Yu had cited the crime, she felt that she had said at that time, and there was nothing wrong.
"So, my fear is gone," Xie Tu's eyes bloomed a kind of beauty that could not be said, as if injecting a bit of vitality into her, "I just want to wait for my marriage.
In the arrival, I just hope that the so -called marriage should not be too high for me. In the future life, it is best to look at it at a glance. "
Speaking of which, what else does Xie Songhua do not understand?
Even though Xie Tu had a stun and uneasy about the marriage of the Su family at that time, it was just a girl who was about to appear a completely different life uneasy and panic.
After she calm down, she can naturally accept it peacefully and calmly.
No matter from which angle, the marriage of the Su family is better than Xie Tu.
"When I think about it carefully, Xie Li's marriage is just a gift from God to me, and is there a more suitable for me than this?"
Her eyes showed a little bit, like Jiangnan, who had just finished a spring rain, seemed fascinating, but she had no charm. "I really want to marry the three sisters.
relation."
"So ..." Xie Songhua's lips trembled slightly.
Xie Tu finished the rest of her, "So, even if there is no him, it is not possible."