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Chapter 646: I have to be myself first

This question brought out the thoughts of other people. Not only the few people who had been following her, but also the other people in the banquet stage who were originally from the palace, were also full of curiosity.

Everyone is wondering, could it be that Xie Songhua is really a man who is neither jealous nor jealous and is willing to share his man with others?

But even so, the easing of the relationship between the princess and the prince is just a recent thing, and her position has not been secured yet! Aren't you afraid of being favored by others and never being able to get up again in the future?

Most of the time, the matrons of wealthy families didn't pay attention and took advantage of the concubine's concubines. Later, they even spoiled their concubines and destroyed their wives.

At the same time, some younger minds also became active because of Xie Songhua's move.

These few people sent here by Mrs. Huayang can get such a blessing. They are the unreasonable princesses in the palace, but they don't allow it?

And if those few people really got the prince's favor, wouldn't they, people from the prince's palace, just help the princess to win over the prince?

For a moment, people with different thoughts pricked up their ears, as if they didn't want to miss it at all.

Xie Songhua glanced at everyone, and then raised his voice slightly, "Of course it is true. When have I ever said such unreliable words in front of you?

I don't like fighting with others, and if something can really be fought over, it only means that it doesn't belong to me in the first place. What I have to do is try my best to forget what I once owned.

Therefore, if anyone in our palace wants to serve the prince, just report to me and then go to Butler Huo to make arrangements."

Aunt Lan never followed Xie Songhua out to entertain guests. She was already extremely nervous when she heard people outside in the yard reporting what had happened.

I am afraid that the relationship between Xie Songhua and Xiao Yu will change at this time.

Just as I was about to come over to persuade her, I heard this sentence and immediately remembered that sweat broke out on my forehead.

Unexpectedly, there were so many people staring at me at this time, and it was obvious that a few of them were pretty, and their eyes were shy and thoughtful.

She couldn't speak directly. She waited until Xie Songhua and others returned to the Spring Festival Terrace, then said anxiously: "Princess! You...why are you so confused!"

Xie Songhua smiled warmly and said, "Auntie, what I just said is true."

"I know what the princess said is true," Aunt Lan was so anxious that her breathing became rapid, "Now you and the prince are at the right time, and naturally you are so sworn to each other that you want to give your heart to each other.

But times have changed, and feelings are the least able to withstand the test of emotions. Princess, you are still too young. You are a man. If an opportunity comes to your door, who would refuse it?

No matter how good the relationship is, after being together for a few years, it will inevitably lose its freshness. At that time, it will just be the old friendship and years of companionship that maintain the relationship between the two people. However, those fresh faces are different. Even if they have no feelings, they are still exciting.

Live happily.

Maybe it won't happen at this time, but what about ten or twenty years from now? Princess, if you make such a statement today, it's hard to say what will happen in the future. Aren't you going to be passive?"

There are several girls in the room who have not yet left the court. They are all ignorant about the matters between men and women. After all, Aunt Lan has been here. She has lived to this age and has seen many things. Naturally, her knowledge is as good as hers.

They are different.

Now that she said this, several maids in the room became nervous, and they all thought that Aunt Lan was right, and Xie Songhua was really a little too careless.

It is undeniable that her words actually touched her heart.

What she said today, if you think about it carefully, was actually beyond her own expectations.

She didn't really identify Xiao Yu as that person originally, but she just had a good impression, the two of them had legitimate status, and they had the physiological needs of adults.

At best it's just a love affair.

But when today's matter was put in front of her and she began to think about the third party, her answer happened to give her the accurate answer.

She actually treated that person with sincerity.

It is because of my sincerity that I have high expectations for this relationship, and I also have a mental mysophobia.

In her heart, she hoped that that person would not disappoint her or put her in a situation where she had to compete with others for favor.

But she also set boundaries for herself. If that day came, she would give up this relationship and this person.

This kind of attitude is enough to explain everything.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Aunt Lan thought she regretted it and felt a little distressed in her heart.

Speaking of which, the princess grew up outside, so her vision is not as good as those girls who were raised in the inner house.

What's more, with a family background like theirs.

When the girl's family becomes sensible, her mother will teach her how to get along between husband and wife and the balance between concubines.

Although Aunt Lan has not been with Xie Songhua for a long time, she is always close to him, so she naturally understands her master to some extent. He is not the kind of person who is so generous as to share her husband with others.

Since I can't let go in my heart, but I suddenly let go, it is inevitable that the two of us will drift apart in the future.

She thought for a while and said: "Now that I have said this, there is no way to take it back, otherwise the princess's prestige in the palace will be lost.

So the best way now is to take advantage of the fact that the prince will not have such thoughts now. Princess, you can act coquettishly in front of the prince and refuse to take a concubine, and let the prince say it himself.

In this way, if there is no concubine in the palace, there will be no blame on the princess, and no one dares to say anything wrong about the princess."

She kept talking so much that she finally brought Xie Songhua's thoughts back.

"Auntie," Xie Songhua took her hand, "I know that auntie is always thinking about me, but auntie, what I just said is true."

"princess……"

Aunt Lan looked at her with a bit of heartache in her eyes, "I know what kind of injustice the princess has suffered in the Xie Mansion before, but the position of the prince and his wife are different."

These words made Xie Songhua stunned.

Aunt Lan didn't tell her, she didn't even realize that it turned out that he was not only like this about love, but also about the mother-daughter relationship between him and Qi.

Since such feelings do not belong to her, she has no hope anymore.

"Auntie, do you think I can support myself?"

Unexpectedly, Xie Songhua suddenly changed the subject. Aunt Lan was stunned for a moment, and then she said with some confusion: "The girl is different from other ladies in the boudoir. The girl's medical skills are recognized by even the Holy One. If she really goes out to practice medicine,

It’s no problem to support yourself.”

"In this case, I don't need to live on a man in this life, and I don't depend on him materially, so why should I suffer mentally because of him?"

Xie Songhua's smile was a bit open-minded, "The kind of love between a man and a woman that only has each other's eyes and hearts is a rare thing. It is already a great luck to meet it. If you still want to be together forever,

Holding on tightly would be a bit too greedy.

Life is so long, and there are so many things you want to do, you can't regard a man as your whole life, right? So, look at it a bit, if there is, be grateful, if not, it won't actually kill anyone."

When she finished talking, she was completely relaxed. Unexpectedly, facing the maids she put down, they suddenly looked frightened.

Xie Songhua felt something in her heart, and when she turned around, she saw Xiao Yu standing there with an unclear face.


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