As she ran all the way, she felt a small fire rising in her heart, and as she ran this way, the fire grew stronger and stronger.
It was so intense that it seemed like it was going to burn her up.
But when we got here, the fire was suddenly completely extinguished.
He's not in now!
He won't be here!
Xie Songhua couldn't explain how he felt at this time. He only felt that his heart was empty and the world was also empty.
Then she did something she thought she would never do.
She raised her hand and smashed a Beauty Shrug bottle on the table next to her.
It was as if the sound of breaking porcelain could make the emptiness in her heart echo a little.
The world suddenly wasn't so quiet and unbearable.
So she hit the second one, the third one...
It's just that this behavior of destroying things is really not in line with her values. When she smashed the third one, she felt a little painful.
Otherwise, let’s find another way!
She was going to find Xiao Yu and beat him up!
With this thought in mind, he turned around and saw Xiao Yu standing at the door dumbfounded.
It seems a bit ridiculous that such a face that is used to being cold and expressionless would have such an emotion.
So she didn't hold back for a moment and actually laughed.
Xiao Yu walked in quickly and asked doubtfully: "What are you doing?"
Xie Songhua also noticed that he was holding a bowl in his hand.
Following her gaze, Xiao Yu reacted and said quickly: "You didn't eat at night and kept yourself locked in the yard. I was afraid that you were hungry, so I gave you a bowl of noodles. Do you...eat it?"
"
As he spoke, all the lights in the room were lit.
Under the light, the bowl of noodles was shiny and fragrant, and the red peppers were mixed in it, which was very beautiful.
She couldn't help but swallow her saliva and said with a dull face: "Eat! Why don't you eat!"
Xiao Yu immediately smiled, "Okay! Go to the inner room to eat! Let someone clean up this place."
"No!" Xie Songhua shook his head and refused.
There was a hint of anxiety in Xiao Yu's eyebrows, and then he heard Xie Songhua say: "It's all because of you, you come and clean it up, and...she paused, she has to buy me the same supplement tomorrow.
superior."
Although he was clearly out of breath, he still had a bulging face and looked like he was still angry. Xiao Yu couldn't help but think of the pufferfish he had seen before, and he wanted to poke it.
But he still remembered what was the most important thing at the moment, so naturally he didn't dare to really get started. He quickly agreed and took the noodles to the inner room. Then he really asked someone to bring the guy over and meticulously cut the crumbs on the ground.
The porcelain tiles have all been cleaned.
Then I cleaned my hands and went inside.
As soon as I entered, I was hugged around the waist.
The heart that had been hanging for a long time was suddenly resolved by this hug.
Thinking of the dangers of this trip, his mind never wavered, just like every time in the past twenty or thirty years.
The more times you have faced life and death, the more you no longer think there is anything scary about the line between life and death.
But that night, when he felt that he was bound to die, what came to his mind was the image of Xie Songhua sitting under the lamp reading a medical book.
If he dies, who will protect her in the future?
Who can provide her with such a quiet world and let her do what she wants to do?
The most important thing is that at that moment, Xiao Yu suddenly discovered that he was really afraid of death.
He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to see that person, that light, or that pair of eyes.
He sighed softly, and then gathered the person in his arms with his hands.
Then, I felt that the clothes on the front were a little damp.
He quickly moved his hands to her shoulders, trying to push her away and take a look.
Xie Songhua's hands hugged her even tighter, "Don't move! If you move again, I'll get angry."
Xiao Yu laughed dumbly. Is the little girl ashamed?
Xie Songhua was indeed a little ashamed, and she didn't know why. Being hugged by Xiao Yu like this made her want to cry, and she really started crying when she thought about it. It didn't matter if she cried, the tears continued to flow more and more fiercely.
How old you are to still do this, I feel so embarrassed just thinking about it.
After saying the cruel words, she finally slowly recovered, then wiped her eyes vigorously on his clothes, and then let go of his arms neatly, "Eat noodles. If you don't eat noodles anymore, it will be a waste."
It’s going to be messy.”
Xiao Yu burst into laughter again, seeing the little girl like this for the first time.
Really cute and tight.
Xie Songhua felt that she was not cute at all, she just felt that she was extremely pretentious.
But after she took a bite of the hot noodles, this thought faded away, and she couldn't help but sigh: "This craft is good! Did you make it?"
"I've made you so angry, how can you dare to do anything to others?"
Xie Songhua rolled his eyes at him, said nothing more, and continued to eat noodles.
After eating more than half of it, I suddenly remembered, "Did you not have dinner either?"
Xiao Yu looked at her without speaking.
She immediately realized that the two of them were quarreling. No matter how big-hearted Xiao Yu was, there was no way he could eat it without eating it.
After taking a look at the rest in the bowl, she hesitated, "Do you dislike it?"
Xiao Yu's answer was simple. He took her chopsticks directly and said, "Oh, I'm not angry anymore. At least I know how to leave a mouthful for me."
Xie Songhua wanted to say that she really couldn't eat anymore, and she didn't leave it specially for him.
But the words remained unsaid.
But she didn't know why, but she suddenly felt like laughing again.
Then he couldn't help laughing.
Xiao Yu held the chopsticks for a moment, raised his eyes to look at her, and smiled too, then shook his head and lowered his head to eat the noodles.
Xie Songhua was sitting opposite and looking at him quietly.
She has a good appearance, good education, and every move she makes makes people feel that she is very attractive.
The room became quiet, with only the slight sound of his chewing, making the room seem even more quiet.
"I'm very worried about you." Xie Songhua suddenly spoke in a calm tone.
Xiao Yu stopped and looked at her seriously, "I'm sorry."
Xie Songhua continued: "I'm so worried that I can't sleep well. I always think about the dangers you may encounter, but I don't dare to let myself think too much. I can only try my best to do some things, some things I may be able to do."
Good thing.
But what can I do well? In the eyes of you people, anything I do is like a worm shaking a tree. I'm also worried that if I don't do it right or if I don't do it well, it will harm you.
manage?"
As soon as the conversation started, she couldn't stop, "So I was thinking again, how about I do something else to distract my attention. If I keep staring at your things, I will definitely be there soon."
I'm going crazy, I can't do this."
As he spoke, tears fell down.
Xiao Yu slowly put down his chopsticks, then stood up and walked to her, squatting beside her legs, holding her hands in his, "I'm sorry."
These were the three words he said the most today, but Xie Songhua felt sour and uncomfortable in his heart.
She leaned over and hugged his neck, "You are not sorry for me, but...it's just that now, I am really afraid of losing you, and I am afraid of imagining what I will do if you are not here."
These words hit Xiao Yu's heart so hard that his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't say a word.
Xie Songhua, however, completely lost the awkward mood she had after seeing Xiao Yu today. She seemed to suddenly understand what Aunt Lan said.
Therefore, some words came out of her mouth automatically with almost no organization, "Xiao Yu, I find that I really can't live without you now."
