"Tiantian, if he has a mother, his mother can take care of him, but he doesn't have a mother anymore. This is something he can't choose. However, he can still choose a good life. You see, he knows that you don't like him.
Right?" Bai Xi guided softly.
"I think he should know. He keeps saying that I'm pretending. I'm hesitant whether to pretend or not. I think it's very hard to pretend." Tiantian said frankly, looking at Bai Xi innocently with big eyes.
"He knows that you don't like him, but he still takes the initiative to come to our house. It is a last resort, but it is also the best choice. He is still very strong, because some things are inevitable and have happened, so we can only face them.
There is a very good saying: don't dwell on the past and don't fear the future." Bai Xi said patiently.
"So, mom, do you want me to accept the fact that he comes to our house?" Tiantian asked, frowning.
Bai Xi's eyes deepened and became as dark as ink. "It's about accepting that whatever happens has already happened. What you can do is to live a positive life, and adjust your mentality to the best, accept it, and not be wronged."
, don’t complain, don’t be embarrassed, don’t force it, don’t force it, just redefine what you want, what you can work hard on, and what you can grasp.”
Tiantian scratched his head and sighed helplessly.
"Mom, I'm only six years old. I actually don't understand what you're saying. But if you want to accept him, as your daughter and the one who helps you clean up your mess every day, I can only reluctantly agree. However, in the future,
You have to fight more wisely, mom, you will love me more, right? I am your biological daughter." Tiantian asked with some fear and worry.
"I love you, and my father loves you too. You don't have to worry about this love. It will always be there. Even if your parents die, my love for you will not change." Bai Xi said firmly.
Tiantian sighed again. "Okay, mom, can you arrange him on the first floor? There are rooms on the first floor, and my mother-in-law can take better care of him."
Bai Xi could tell by looking at Tiantian's aggrieved expression that she was unwilling to do so.
"Okay, I'll arrange him on the first floor."
Tiantian raised his eyebrows. "Then I won't go down now. I have to go to school and practice martial arts. I have to practice secretly without being discovered by him."
Bai Xi nodded, "Would you like some fruit? I'll bring it to you soon."
Tiantian shook his head, "I no longer have the appetite to eat fruit. I need to adjust my mood and think about my life."
"Then go to bed early?"
Tiantian sat down on the bed and lay down, "I'm not going to exercise today. I'm not in the mood to exercise. I'm going to bed soon. Good night, mom."
Bai Xi knew that Tiantian was unwilling, but she agreed to Gu Lingyue inexplicably, and she also had a headache. She still had unresolved issues.
She had to discuss it with Zuo Si.
She went to Tiantian's next door and called Zuo Si.
"Madam, everything has been resolved. Jin Xiangri has been shot. Most of Jin Xiangri's men have also been arrested. A small number have also become street rats. They are wanted all over the world. They have no time to take care of themselves. The virus has also been destroyed.
, this matter has finally come to an end." Zuo Si said happily.
"Well, that's good news, but there is one more important thing that I want to discuss with you. You must first make sure that there is no one else around." Bai Xi reminded.
Zuo Si heard Bai Xi's solemn voice and became serious, "There is no one around, it's safe. What do you want to say, madam?"
"Ji Chenling said that if I die, he will stay with me and won't let me be so lonely. Do you know about this?" Bai Xi asked.
Zuo Si paused. "I'm going to ask about the results of the research. Maybe an antidote can be developed within a year."
"What if the antidote cannot be found within a year? No one can change Ji Chenling's decision. He is very stubborn. You should know this very well."
Zuo Si was silent.
He has never experienced love, nor does he understand it. He has never even been in love. He does not understand what it feels like to live and die in love, and what it is like to be together in life and death.
reason.
"Actually, there is a way to make Ji Chenling stop loving me. That way, even if I die, he won't feel anything. Even if he does, he won't be impulsive or act irrationally." Bai Xi said in a deep voice.
road.
"What does Madam want me to do?" Zuo Si asked the key point.
"Ji Chenling said that he will restore his previous memories this week. I don't know if this operation will be successful. I don't hope it will be successful. The past between him and me is too vigorous, too deep in the bone marrow, and too heartbreaking, but I hope that we can continue.
Cut off his memory about me. I have checked the information, and electric shock can prevent the retrieval of the memory, and he can forget me again." Bai Xi said.
"You want me to do something?"
"You can ask Fu Lijun to help you. After all, they are best friends. With his help, you can get twice the result with half the effort. You can let him take Ji Chenling away in the name of business for half a year or a year. Anyway, he has projects all over the world. He can leave for a year.
It's normal for half a year. By then, even if he thinks about something and his feelings for me have faded, he will understand that you are doing it for his own good." Bai Xi said seriously.
"What about that day?" Zuo Si asked.
"Tiantian." Bai Xi hesitated, "I was worried that Ji Chenling would guess who Tiantian's mother was when she was placed next to him at the beginning, but in fact it doesn't matter, because he doesn't remember, so he doesn't have such deep feelings.
However, I can't show up. I want to take Tiantian for half a year to a year first, and then hand it over to Ji Chenling. Do you think that's okay?"
"Many people know about your relationship with Mr. Ji, and it will be Mr. Ji's birthday soon. I don't think this matter can be kept hidden." Zuo Si said worriedly.
"If you can't hide it, you can't hide it. If he doesn't remember me, you just say it's the sequelae of jumping off a cliff. Even if I meet him, I will deliberately distance myself. Zuo Si, you also hope that he will live well.
Right?" Bai Xi's eyes were slightly red.
"But what about you, are you fighting the disease alone? It's too lonely to be alone, and you have to take care of Tiantian. Bai Xi, you are so kind, this shouldn't be the result." Zuo Si said, feeling sorry for Bai Xi.
Bai Xi's eyes turned redder, she smiled slightly, and her voice became more restrained and firm, "Zuo Si, for me, my wish and hope is that my lover lives better. In this year, I
I will live a good life, a wonderful life, and a very practical life. Don’t worry about me, you will help me, right?”