Bai Xi saw that Ji Chenling had gone out, and her heartbeat, for some reason, was unusually fast.
She took several deep breaths, stood up, and followed Ji Chenling out.
Tonight, the moon is very bright and there are many stars.
It must be because we are in the mountains. The air is very fresh and the warm wind blows on our face, which is also very comfortable.
Bai Xi raised a smile and stood behind Ji Chenling respectfully and politely, "Mr. Ji, do you have anything to do with me?"
"Have you ever heard that there is no airtight wall in the world?" Ji Chenling said solemnly, standing upright without looking at Bai Xi.
Bai Xi stood next to him and had a bad feeling, "Mr. Ji, what do you want to say?"
"Do you believe in love at first sight?" Ji Chenling asked.
Bai Xi slightly raised the corner of his mouth, "I believe that there are many people who fall in love at first sight in this world, because the first feeling, appearance, or a certain point touched the heart. However, I know better that it is difficult to go on for a long time, even if it is love at first sight.
, soon, love will disappear, and all that will be left is inappropriateness."
"What is appropriate and what is inappropriate?" Ji Chenling turned around, faced her, and looked deeply at her delicate face. "Do you think I should be angry after knowing the truth of the matter?"
Bai Xi was frightened, raised her head, and met his secretive eyes.
She didn't speak, just stood quietly like this, as if she had returned to the past, because his appearance made her frozen heart feel warm and gave her more meaning in life.
Ji Chenling said this, he should know it.
In just one minute, she recalled a lot, thought a lot, and tears flowed down unknowingly.
"Actually, I should be happy." Bai Xi said softly. "In addition to hoping that you can live happily, I have no regrets, no regrets at all."
"Do you think I will have any regrets?" Ji Chenling said solemnly, watching her shed tears, he knew clearly that Bai Xi was not in his memory, but his heart ached.
That kind of heart-piercing pain, as if a long steel needle had been inserted into it, and it was constantly twisting inside, causing blood and flesh to become blurred.
"When you can't change many things, you can only accept them. It will make you feel better, because even if you are sad, you can't change it. Why hurt your loved ones and hate your enemies." Bai Xi wiped away his tears and said with a smile.
However, the eyes were still crystal clear, reflecting the light, making them extraordinarily bright.
"Are you ready to leave? Go to a place I can never find again. Even if you die, you will never come back and won't let us know where you died? Even if you become a ghost, you will wander in a foreign country?" Ji Chenling asked
Dao, lock Bai Xi.
He saw the answer he wanted to know in Bai Xi's eyes, and frowned,
She was indeed ready to leave and die outside without letting them know.
Heartache, more and more attacks came.
"Don't you think this is also a kind of cruelty? I miss you every day, what should I do? There is not even a place to worship you?" Ji Chenling asked, and his eyes were moist.
Bai Xi's heart also hurt.
However, she died outside. As long as they were not sure that she was really dead, they would miss her a little bit.
"Give her hope. This is what I should do as a mother. Worshiping something like this can only be conveyed if you have the intention. If not, the grass on the graves of many parents will be ten feet high, and there will be no children to take care of it."
It's just a formality. The dead are dead, and the living should live well." Bai Xi still said softly and softly.
"Why do you want to delete my memory? What qualifications do you have to delete my memory? What qualifications do you have to decide what I want?" Ji Chenling asked.
"I'm sorry." Bai Xi apologized and lowered his head.
She really didn't want to cry. She would leave tomorrow and disappear from their world soon.
She wanted to leave behind a strong, optimistic and cheerful image of Bai Xi in the end.
I don’t want to be weak or sad.
She missed him very much every day he was gone.
This longing would still make her wake up from her sleep, feeling sad and lonely, and keep her awake all night.
But, she knew that this was her choice and a decision she had to make.
"I'm sorry? How are you going to compensate me?" Ji Chenling asked.
Bai Xi looked up at him, with so many tears that her eyes were blurred that she couldn't see him clearly, "I will leave Tiantian to you. Tiantian is very well-behaved and sensible, and she will respect you and make you happy.
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"You died. I am Tiantian's father. You don't need to keep her. Her custody rights are mine. How are you going to compensate me?" Ji Chenling asked again.
Bai Xi shook his head, "I can't make it up to you, I'm sorry."
She turned around, tears pouring down her face.
She couldn't go back to the restaurant and let Tiantian see her in this state.
She ran towards the back.
"There's another thing you don't know, right? Now that science is very advanced, the United States says they can restore my memory, as long as my retrieval function is restored." Ji Chenling said quietly.
Bai Xi stopped, shocked.
She did so many things and separated eight or nine months in advance, just hoping that he could completely forget her. If they suddenly met on the road, he could pass by calmly and let her do well without him.
Preparation for traveling alone.
However, if he regains his memory, he will remember everything before.
She was separated for eight months in vain.
She felt very heartbroken, sad, unworthy, wasteful, worried, and scared.
Ji Chenling walked slowly behind her, "I can promise you that I won't seek death for you and live well. You can stay."
Bai Xi's mind was like a blur, and he couldn't figure it out and couldn't make a decision.
She couldn't make a decision in such an excited situation.
She took a step forward and leaned her face against Ji Chenling's body. She smelled the familiar scent of him and suddenly felt much calmer again.
I don't think about anything now, I just lean against him quietly.
Ji Chenling slowly stretched out his hand and hugged Bai Xi.
This feeling is very strange.
He didn't like the closeness of women. Even if An Xin became his girlfriend, he never even held An Xin's hand, he just didn't want to.
However, when this woman came close to him and just put her forehead on his shoulder, he felt very satisfied and it felt like touching her.
Her softness and her smell were familiar to him.
If I didn't love her deeply, how could my body and heart feel such a strong feeling without any memory of her?
"Are you cold?" Ji Chenling asked in a deep voice.
Bai Xi calmed down and stopped crying. She felt a little funny and a little embarrassed...